My girl is the exact same way. She'd do oxy, dilaudid, smack, morphine, fent, etc.. with me all day. Now when it comes to Midazolam, Xanax, etc...she doesn't want any part of it. I also find it very hard to relate as they are my 2 favorite types of drugs. When it boils down to it she claims she doesn't experience ANY euphoria from ANY benzo, more drowsiness than anything. The opposite is the case for opiates.