Opioids ending my few months long hydromorphone use

[spypilot]

last 2-3 months its been daily hydromorphone and im almost done weaning myself off of it
i know i have to deal with shit but now that im basically off hydromorphone its finally starting to sink in
i fucking love the shit, to other people it looks like im just drinking out of a soda can but really im slowly getting mentally fucked
i know it has to go atleast for now because im in school and that shit just wont work out right now
im just doing stimulants, dissos and sometimes benzos now
and with benzos its really just for shit days or for anxious situations basically somewhat its intended purpose
shits just rough

 

[Gaz_hmmmm]

If I was you I'd cut down on the benzo's too, cause you'll potentially increase your use when stopping or trying to stop the hydro' and a benzo' addiction is far more unpleasant than an opioid addiction.

 

[drewbocop]

last 2-3 months its been daily hydromorphone and im almost done weaning myself off of it
i know i have to deal with shit but now that im basically off hydromorphone its finally starting to sink in
i fucking love the shit, to other people it looks like im just drinking out of a soda can but really im slowly getting mentally fucked
i know it has to go atleast for now because im in school and that shit just wont work out right now
im just doing stimulants, dissos and sometimes benzos now
and with benzos its really just for shit days or for anxious situations basically somewhat its intended purpose
shits just rough

Tread carefully, young man. Using hardcore opioids and benzos is a slippery slope, and before you know it, you'll be sliding down an icy mountain head first. Many of us at Bluelight were posting threads just like this when we were young in the early 2000s or whatever, and guess what? ...some of us are still here, if we're alive at all.
Great job tapering yourself off of it. That takes commitment, will power, and shows an understanding of what you've gotten yourself into.

Sorry, I see you have 500 posts. I don't know why I'm preaching. I guess I just see my formerly young self in your post. Just don't find yourself neck-deep in a benzo dependence because it won't be nearly as fun as getting off of Dilaudid. Also, if you're just orally sipping hydromorphone, you are wasting about 70% of the product. That is NOT to say you should shoot it or anything crazy like that, nor am I suggesting you develop a nose fetish. But at least nasal is around 50% and they're tiny. Sorry, I'm not helping... LOL