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"End of the world" trips

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dusty_dust

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Im sure people have, but how many other people have felt like the world is just going to striaght END out of no where when theyre on acid? explain some feelings and the peaking moments
 
dusty_dust said:
Im sure people have, but how many other people have felt like the world is just going to striaght END out of no where when theyre on acid? explain some feelings and the peaking moments
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I once had a terrifying experience on ketamine most of which I won't relate but time felt inconsequent and I was seeing a kind of amalgamation of eternity, experiencing all of it simultaneously and that it was all about to come to an end. The room I was in was all that existed and the very concept of outside was inconceivable.

Yes I felt like the world was ending, in every sense. Not done ketamine since.
 
i had an LSD trip like that - i took 4 double dipped blotters and later i was left alone in the woods at night..

i was standing by this old mine sinkhole and i thought that Cthulhu was down there trying to get out.. then i thought he was getting out so i ran.. i ran into civilization and i thought all the cars were military vehicles responding to the end of the world.. i flagged down a car to see if they had a boat because Cthulhu is an underwater creature and i assumed a flood would come with his arrival (saw the guys in town a week later.. lol..) then i went into a grocery store shouting about the end of the world and they called the cops - meanwhile i climbed up a huge pile of dog food.. the cops got there and i struggled with the handcuffs so they took me to the ground and forced me into the ambulance.. didn't get arrested - just waited face down handcuffed at the hospital for my mom to pick me up.. said some very strange things to the cops at the hospital.. got a few odd looks..

i couldn't believe the whole thing had happened until i woke up the next morning and found an electrode still stuck to my back.. heh..

i also thought that i had been poisoned by ants in the woods, that all the cops were Russian spies, and that everything that was happening was only in a book so it didn't matter..
 
ford442 said:
i had an LSD trip like that - i took 4 double dipped blotters and later i was left alone in the woods at night..

i was standing by this old mine sinkhole and i thought that Cthulhu was down there trying to get out.. then i thought he was getting out so i ran.. i ran into civilization and i thought all the cars were military vehicles responding to the end of the world.. i flagged down a car to see if they had a boat because Cthulhu is an underwater creature and i assumed a flood would come with his arrival (saw the guys in town a week later.. lol..) then i went into a grocery store shouting about the end of the world and they called the cops - meanwhile i climbed up a huge pile of dog food.. the cops got there and i struggled with the handcuffs so they took me to the ground and forced me into the ambulance.. didn't get arrested - just waited face down handcuffed at the hospital for my mom to pick me up.. said some very strange things to the cops at the hospital.. got a few odd looks..

i couldn't believe the whole thing had happened until i woke up the next morning and found an electrode still stuck to my back.. heh..

i also thought that i had been poisoned by ants in the woods, that all the cops were Russian spies, and that everything that was happening was only in a book so it didn't matter..
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You're my favorite BL'er ever for thinking Cthulhu was coming to get you whilst tripping. The thought of Cthulhu has never once occurred to me on any of my trips. Though, that must have been such an extremely horrible, inconceivably terrifying trip.


Check out my avatar, btw =D
 
I dont really feel like the world is actually ending when I do psychs, but I do feel like the world just stands still. Time goes by so slowly and it always blows my mind thinking about how the world just doesnt stop -even if im tripping on acid haha.
 
Salvia pretty well convinced me that i was dead and that my consciousness had been ripped into an alternate plane of spacetime. Meanwhile I was looking around and helplessly experiencing the imagination of what i once was. brutal....

Your typical salvia experience haha. ridiculous. sorry for off-topic.
 
I've definitely had that type of experience... here are links to the two in particular.

4-HO-DMT

2C-E

No better way to explain than to read the reports... that's what I wrote them for. :)

Overall, it's a fairly common occurrence with powerful psychedelic experiences.
 
i did on shrooms. it was stormy outside at night so the clouds were slightly red(desert storms do that) so the shrooms made it look REALLY red and like it was a nuclear holocaust. i was too fucked up to care..lol
 
Generally on acid, I feel as though there is an "edge" that I must stay away from, for surely going over this "edge" would result in the total end of life as we know it, Probably just my subconscious fighting ego death......I felt this same feeling BRIEFLY on the way "through the curtain" on DMT, shortly thereafter being rocketed into what I believe was complete ego death. When I relaxed and went with it, Mother Nature showed me that its all gravy once you let go.
 
Taryth - yes.. it was an intense subject to be tripping on.. at one point i was in the ambulance and i was trying to explain that i needed to drive the ambulance to get away from the Great Old One - but i couldn't do it since i was strapped down, in the back, and i couldn't drive.... ahahahaha...
 
ford442 said:
i had an LSD trip like that - i took 4 double dipped blotters and later i was left alone in the woods at night..

i was standing by this old mine sinkhole and i thought that Cthulhu was down there trying to get out.. then i thought he was getting out so i ran.. i ran into civilization and i thought all the cars were military vehicles responding to the end of the world.. i flagged down a car to see if they had a boat because Cthulhu is an underwater creature and i assumed a flood would come with his arrival (saw the guys in town a week later.. lol..) then i went into a grocery store shouting about the end of the world and they called the cops - meanwhile i climbed up a huge pile of dog food.. the cops got there and i struggled with the handcuffs so they took me to the ground and forced me into the ambulance.. didn't get arrested - just waited face down handcuffed at the hospital for my mom to pick me up.. said some very strange things to the cops at the hospital.. got a few odd looks..

i couldn't believe the whole thing had happened until i woke up the next morning and found an electrode still stuck to my back.. heh..

i also thought that i had been poisoned by ants in the woods, that all the cops were Russian spies, and that everything that was happening was only in a book so it didn't matter..
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im fryin right now and this just completely blew my mind
 
Speaking of ego death... in my experience this feeling of the end of the world is a direct result of impending ego death. The ego (your sense of self/individuality) feels threatened as it approaches the brink of nonexistence, and since your sense of individuality can't conceive of existence without itself, it seems to you that the end of the world/universe is approaching.
 
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Once when I took 3 and 1/2 hits I got a 101.2 degree fever. I was sick for most of the week but on Wednesday I felt like it was ending and on Thrusday I felt renewed. The previous week I formulated a plan to take some acid since there was going to be a full moon. It was around two weeks from Halloween(meaning everything on tv was about Halloween). So anyways its Friday I feel like i've gotten over my sickness and the day just seems perfect to trip. So I drop around 7ish and everythings going great. I'm tripping nice and hard. Smoking a little pot. Then at probably T+3 I start to feel like i'm on fire. Pretty much my whole body just feels fairly hot to the touch. I at first didn't even think about a fever(I didn't even have one when I was sick). Then suddenly it dawned of me that must be whats happening. So I can't go downstairs because i'm tripping way to hard which normally wouldn't have mattered but as the minutes wore on I began to slip into delusion. The only way to describe it is that it would be like taking dramamine and acid together. I was horribly paranoid and getting very delusional. I knew I had to get my temp down so I grabbed 8 or so cans of pop and laid down then placed them all over me. It was working but after a while I took them off. When I was laying there I was getting paranoid that someone was attempting to break into my window to murder/rob me. Normally I would just brush the paranoid thoughts off but this time I couldn't. Then I looked at the window and through the crack in the blinds I saw bright red eyes staring back at me. At this point I got mad so I got up and retrieved a steel pipe so if this "intruder" decided to break in I would be ready. I sat in a prone postion ready to attack for about an hour and it must have been T+6 by then. I broke out of the delusion to realize I still had a fever/hadn't eaten or drank any water in hours. I knew I had to go downstairs and grab a few supplies. The first thing I did was check my temp which was as previously stated 101.2 degrees. After I ate something and drank some water I felt better and after a couple hours the fever subsided and I was able to sleep.
 
Xorkoth said:
Speaking of ego death... in my experience this feeling of the end of the world is a direct result of impending ego death. The ego (your sense of self/individuality) feels threatened as it approaches the brink of nonexistence, and since your sence of individuality can't conceive of existence without itself, it seems to you that the end of the world/universe is approaching.
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Xorkoth, I was trying to put this isnto words earlier, very well done. It is a very real thing and feeling.
 
I have had two "end of the world experiences". My first was on dxm. I visualized the pain and suffering of a full scale nuclear war where the lucky ones were those that were killed immediately. I soon came to the conclusion that a person can die only one death, so the world dying and an individual dying produces about the same subjective experience in each person.

My second experience was part of one of those "experience the universe" trips where the world was eliminated by an asteroid. The world was simply an insignificant speck with beings of simple very limited conscious. Our lives were as important as the bacteria we kill when we brush our teeth. I have an unemotional and pessimistic view of myself and the world.

I do not actually think we will have an end of the world scenario in my lifetime and don't think about it much anymore.
 
lostreality said:
The world was simply an insignificant speck with beings of simple very limited conscious. Our lives were as important as the bacteria we kill when we brush our teeth. I have an unemotional and pessimistic view of myself and the world.
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I believe this is true, but I find it a comforting and beautiful thought. :)
 
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