Eighty Six

[Counterfit19]

Eighty Six.
What do I want from you?
What answers am I looking for?
Do I really want to know them?
Is what you see in me..
Really what I want to be?
Because what we see of ourselves inside,
Is it the same as what we really are?
The plan works itself into motion,
The plot has been manipulated,
And placed straight in a line
To feed, what I want this to be.
Counting down the days,
Until I step on that plane
And take a trip to a place
I've never been before,
2000 miles from all I've ever known.
In the most familiar of situations.
Alone.
Because that is what I want.
And when I arrive, I wonder..
Will I be welcomed with open arms?
Or rather with disapproving glares,
Having razor-sharp words hurled at me.
Who the fuck are you?
What do you know about me?
Nothing.
The plan slowly drudges on,
The plot, stretches to accomadate,
What I want it to be,
This isn't for anyone else but me.
Eighty Six.

 

[E-girl]

Having razor-sharp words hurled at me.

very powerful imagery.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"...there are 2 paths, you can go back, but in the long run... there's still time to change the road you're on..."

 

[Counterfit19]

there's a hidden meaning in all of this, by the way.
75% of the posts under this screen name aren't really me.
heh heh.
jay
[This message has been edited by Counterfit19 (edited 01 August 2001).]

 

[E-girl]

i'm blond.. we're not expected to get hidden meanings...

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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"...there are 2 paths, you can go back, but in the long run... there's still time to change the road you're on..."