Eh from Canada.

[Pilled0utbitch]

Stumbled upon this website randomly after I searched what can happen if you snort Serequel seeing as my friend did it like 5 hours ago and then puked on my floor cause he was drunk too.

Anyways, diagnosed with severe anxiety, depression, panic disorder and agoraphobia.

20mg Cipralex
5mg twice daily Valium (LOVE)
5mg twice daily Proponol (sp?) (fuck this shit)
100mg of Serequel nightly (my lifeline)

was put on all this after 3rd suicide attempt and week stay in phych ward. (except cipralex. was already on that)

I love drugs but I fucking hate them at the same time. Great for when im having a panic attack, terrible when im walking around like a zombie.

Watch me be on the wrong site.

Yeah im Christine

 

[spork]

Welcome to Bluelight, Christine. You're not on the wrong site at all and I'm really glad that you found us. I think you might find some support and loving people that understand what you're going through in The Dark Side. I'm glad that the suicide attempts didn't work. You're still here for a reason. Find out that reason or those reasons and live out your passion and things will start to look a lot brigther.

If you have any questions about Bluelight, feel free to PM me or ask here. I look forward to getting to know you better.

 

[Mr.Scagnattie]

Love it when people just stumble upon us.. it's great that we have that kind of exposure online.

Welcome!

 

[RobotRipping]

welcome to BL from another CDN. I personally hate seroquel but it can be useful, tho is definitely the culprit in making you feel like a zombie. That and the cipralex. Fucking Drs in Canada, cipralex and seroquel are constantly prescribed for anxiety yet have no evidence of efficacy in treating anxiety.

 

[mrmynx]

Hey

I am also from "The Great White North" Eh. Been on the Methadone for the last 5 years and when I started the Dr. at the clinic prescribed me Seroquel as well...HATE IT...and stoped taking it, I was on 180mg's of Metadone/day now at 6mg/day and feeling shity.The odd opiate helps me get through the week, although considered counter-productive I have re-realized the joy it brings....Methadone made me a zombie for years and brought no joy.

I now enjoy the odd "warm blanket"

 

[MarshmallowKitten]

Hello hello hello Christine! I'm glad you stumbled upon the site. I think you will find a LOT of folks that share some of your struggles. I too am dealing with serious depression, anxiety and panic disorder. The meds help a bit but it seems like sometimes I am a bit of a pharmacological experiment as they add/change things to deal with my ever evolving "issues" Anyway, just wanted you to know that you are not alone. Looking forward to getting to know you better and I hope you will find some comfort in the stories and advice of others here.