bikki_muncher69
Bluelighter
Use the search, here is a big thread on it somewhere
good material for a signatureAyahuasca will make you understand..........
vegan said:yeah, i didn't want to say it not to pass for a psychedelics snob, but if you "was actually able to talk to people at the party for the most part.", that was definitely not ego death
fastandbulbous said:For me, ego loss is defined by the experience of existance without any ref back to any memories etc that are specific to me. It's like the loss of subjective experience of conciousness - no personal 'filters' distorting and giving more weight to some things than others because of past experience. It all just flows into your memory in the raw state.
maybe i'm misunderstanding his post, but i think he's saying that he was talking to people while experiencing ego loss. which is contradictoryI found after I expereince ego loss, I am much more open, and boundary free, then if I havn't had ego loss. So he could be right