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Ecstasy + Sub Coca + Alcahol - relativly newbie - Eyes in the back of my skull

metalismean

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Hello again
Went to a rave in Melbourne last night, scored some free tickets the day before with a bunch of friends. It ended up being my most scattered night in my life, mostly for the good. Ive done E about 5 times prior to this, never done any legal highs, and as with everyone else very experienced with alcohol

Sub coca is a legal high made in Israel and i brought some online from the uk and is similar to coke but less potent.

7pm - rocked up to the pre party had about 5 drinks over the course of 2 hours

9pm - railed about 3/4 of a cap of Sub coca

930pm - Pretty much at the peak, feel energized and buzzy, cant stop talking and have a nice little tipsiness from the grog. We leave to goto the venue

10pm - we arrive, i grab a bottle of water, and one more drink have a look around and we are all excited as we know this is going to be awesome, the atmosphere was amazing, all u could here was pulsating trance everywhere, a perfect amount of ppl, some awesome lazers and good friends.

1030pm - all my friends dropped, i was still high from my Sub coca so wanted to enjoy that while it lasted, so far im very impressed with it. all i can say is value for money :)

11pm - i drop my first and we all go down for a bit of a dance

1130pm - everyone else is almost starting to peak, and since they wanted a good roll they took a 2nd then, my friends are quite experienced with E compared to me, but not wanting to be left out i did my 2nd one with them, before my 1st one had even hit me.

1200am - the next thing i know every time i try to look at something especially lights, my eyes would roll straight to the back of my head, at first i was fucking scared, after about 10 mins it leveled out.
Walking felt amazing, the sound seemed to interact with my body. i couldn't speak, i tried to but just couldnt, my eyes when not in the back of my head where wobbling, my head seemed to be in a perfect world.
tried to dance but i just couldn't, but i couldn't sit either, so as everyone was dancing i was just wandering around. im sure i looked lost as fuck and clearly retarded. my arms where all curled up around my neck the whole night. i had about 50 ppl ask my eyes where ok and if i was, and since i couldn't speak i had to give them the thumbs up. i was feeling the most euphoric and awesome, like i was on another planet, i remember standing and looking at the lights for what seemed like 5 minutes, but turned out to be an hour. i could not stop grinning. i also got a try at some vicks inhalant up my nose which felt quick trippy, it felt like i could feel all the fumes sweep around my head.

4am - eyes are still in the back of my head and im finally able to dance, i remember begging my friends for another pill as i never wanted this feeling to end, but since they are good friends they refused to give them to me.

5am- CRASH its all gone in about 15minutes, i feel wired and spaced out as anything, my legs couldn't move and i was exhausted. i headed of the dance floor and sat down, ive never experienced a opiate type nod, i dont even know if you can get them of mdma, but while i was sitting i felt like i was going in and out of consciousness for 5-10 secs everyone 30 or so seconds.

6am - friends come get me, some of them bailed earlier i found out from a panic attack and another with a chipped tooth.

630am get home, have a 30 min hot shower which felt amazing. hit the bed and i was asleep in 2 minutes.

130pm wake up, feel wired out, eyes are wobbling a little i have no appetite, and i feel like want to throw up, my mouth taste like metallic chemicals. i force down some pasta and a bunch of vitamin filled products and have just chilled for the rest of the day. i dont feel to down, just spaced out, speech is stuttering and not making sense and im sure alot of this post has terrible grammar, so sorry for that!

overall this has been one the most amazing moments in my life. it was definitely worth the hard crash. it was meant to be some very good E, and all my friends agreed it was close to pure. the SC was also surprisingly good but was probably unneeded.

i would also like to point out that the previous times ive been rolling i have drunk huge amounts of alcohol. last night i didn't, and it felt so much better.

highlight of the night was my eyes in the back of my head. it felt so damn good!
ive got a bunch of really creepy photos of me where i look like a zombie.
Id like to have a similar experience to this again, but maybe be not so floored so i could have enjoyed more of the music and ppl. i dont plan on attempting this for at least another 2 months.

one question i haven't read much about ODing on mdma, is it possible and was it possible i was close?

Thanks for reading!
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metalismean said:
i headed of the dance floor and sat down, ive never experienced a opiate type nod, i dont even know if you can get them of mdma, but while i was sitting i felt like i was going in and out of consciousness for 5-10 secs everyone 30 or so seconds.
Hey! The same thing happens to me on really good pure high doses of MDMA.

Its actually one of the reasons I don't take high doses of MDMA anymore in public: I get delirious and almost removed from reality. Its pretty much the reason I dont take high doses of MDMA period anymore because it takes a LOT out of you, whether you immediately recognize it or not! At least for me.

peace,
samadhi
 
Thanks for reading. i only considered myself to be fully recovered as of yesterday, 4 days later. the two days after where pretty bad, then it tapered off, now im pretty much fine.

I can see where your coming from when u say u don't want to have high doses of it in public. if i was anywhere but a rave where the majority of ppl where on it, i would feel extremely uncomfortable and embarrassed for myself.

Id like to experience this to a slightly less extreme extent in a private place with a few friends or something, and have lower more productive doses when out.
 
yeah man...that is where its at (at home with one or two friends).

preferably I only take MDMA now with a loved one. Havent had one of those for a little while.

I do take bk-MDMA (methylone) in the woods on sunny days alone. That is VERY nice. I like sitting beneath Oak trees and meditating in the sun on it. Very refreshing.

peace and take care,
samadhi

ps you might look up pre and post loading regimens to protect your body from damage, basically vitamins beforehand then lots and lots of antioxidants on the comedown (C, E, etc) and 5htp for the day or two after.
 
Yes im def reading up on some pre / post suppliments. im ordering some mephedrone soon, meant to be similair to methylone. cant wait :)
thanks for replying.
 
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