How old are you? 20
How often do you roll? used to be once a month, haven't since may
For how many years have you been rolling? 1
How many pills to you take each time you party? never more than 1.5
How many pills have you taken in total? ~20
Have you had any sort of health (mental/physical) problems? depression, anxiety
If yes, for how long? ~4-5 months
If you had them, have they gone away and how did you get healthy? not yet

If you had/have problems, do you continue to roll? nope, i'm on an SSRI and can't
great idea! when i first started realizing that i have depression, the drugs were the first thing that popped into my mind. trust me that did not make it any better, neither did the threat of my parents finding out, which i constantly thought was imminent. now i realize that the guilt factor may be causing me to feel worse than i would anyway, but that the drugs are probably not to blame, especially considering the moderation of my use. i uncovered a family history of depression and anxiety problems and finding that out has helped me feel better immensely. that said, i don't blame the drugs, but i don't think they helped, and if i use E again it will be in much more moderation than just once a month.