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Ecstasy good and bad

meerkatkelsey

meerkatkelsey

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Quick intro, I took MDMA 3 times and had a great time. Didn't have a bad come up wasn't anxious and had the best nights of my life.

The 4th time I took MDMA my friends had been telling me that this stuff was really strong and awesome. I was at a show and I took my first capsule and I started to have a really hard come up but I was still having a great time. Within minutes I felt like I was going to loose conciousness. I was super lightheaded and felt really unstable. My friend took me into the bathroom and I just sat in the corner for awhile feeling horrible. Then a good friend who knew what she was doing told me I should try to make myself throw up. At this point I was so overwhelmed I was willing to try anything so I shoved my fingers down my throat. I couldn't throw up and when I pulled my fingers out they were all bloody.

This is when I started to freak out. Then security found me in the stall and took me into the lobby where to medic was. The medic told me he thought I was drunk which confused me a lot because I did not think I was acting drunk at all. Anyways, the lobby got incredibly chaotic and a good friend ended up leaving the concert with me. As soon I left I felt better.

When I asked her what time it was and she told me I was shocked and realized that what I thought had been 10 minutes of feeling like I'm gonna die was actually 2 hours and I was sick for 2 hours??

Did I actually have a bad come up for 2 whole hours? Or was there something else weird going on?

None of my friends had a bad roll it was only me, and I want to go back to having awesome rolls! But I'm so anxious about it and I don't want to ruin another concert for me and another.
 
a lot of drugs can cause apparent time distortion but nobody here can really tell you with any authority what happened specifically.

the substance you took on this (4th) occasion was tested?

alasdair
 
We've gotten all of our ecstasy every time from the same guy who we all trust, everyone took the same MDMA so I don't think there were traces of other drugs in it. But no it wasn't tested.
 
I think the capsules you took were very potent, and you just couldn't handle the come up. You got anxious, and the anxiety was just feeding on itself. The hardest part of the MDMA experience can be the come up and come down. You are supposed to keep very distracted, go look at light shows, talk to people, walk around and keep your mind off the come up. It's a weird feeling coming up because you feel a tightness in your chest , and your breathing is all messed up, yet you aren't feeling euphoric. I totally get where you're coming from, if you decide you're gonna roll again trust me keep busy until the pill hits you. As long as you know its good MDMA you have nothing to worry about. Just drop and forgot you ever took it.
 
Did you test your drugs? Did you weigh your dose? Both are good practices and can help you avoid this sort of thing.
 
How far apart were these four times you took MDMA? That could also be a factor.
 
During my MDMA abuse period I found that each weekend the comeup got worse and worse in terms of anxiety to the point where the comeup anxiety would make the roll shit and I would be taking quarter chunks off the pill because id be too anxious thinking that my self tested pill that everyone is currently rolling on would somehow have PMA or id have a bad reaction. Firstly id reccomend testing your shit yourself, just test it dude, I see people comming on here saying they had wierd/shit reactions to what was sold as molly or supposed mdma... they never tested it go figure. Anyway getting off topic here, you could have had an adverse reaction to it... any other drugs or meds involved aroudn the same time or a few days before?

Ive had intense comeups that scare the shit out of me... like being in a jet taking off HARD then you slowly come over it and are rolling hard. The trick is like said previously, keep occupied during the comeup and dont think about it.

If your rolling too often it could be causing you anxiety which is pronounced when comming up... thats what happened to me so it coudl be the same, how often do you roll?
 
Yeah first time I rolled was the end of september and I've rolled like 6ish times since then 3 of them in the month that I had problems with it.
 
The first time I came up it was so intense I had a panic attack, my bf said it's just something that happens sometimes if you get a bit of an overload. I had to lay down in a quiet room while he rubbed my back. Maybe try coming up somewhere you feel a bit safer and take turns with a friend rubbing each others shoulders or backs until you're feeling like you're good to go? As for the two hours passing, I'm pretty sure I've stood in front of a mirror for an hour staring at my pupils while rolling and thought it had been a couple of minutes, so it seems totally plausible.

Now that you've been through it you know what to look for, just a matter of finding out what's going to calm you down before you get to freaking out.
 
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