Okay before I start this off I better let you know I'm failing grade 11 English at the moment so it won't be the best TR in the world, but I shall try my hardest.
Here, have some background information.
I'm still in high school, I'm male.
Before this the only drug I'd ever done was Marijuana.
Okay, about a week before I took the Ecstasy a mate talked me into doing it, so on a lovely Thursday (it really was a bloody wonderful day) I brought $100 to school and got a couple of pills (I'm Aussie, pills are 'spensive) the same guy that got me the pills talked me into letting him have half of one at school, which was ok because I'd smoked about $20 worth of his weed earlier that day. We will name him 'S'... So anyway. I'll get into the trip now..
8.45PM: I wake up from a nap and look at my computer, I have about 30 IMs from S asking if I'd dropped them yet, I got myself together, picked up my laptop and said "Nah dude, just woke up from a nap, will drop them in 5 minutes." Apparently S didn't like this idea but he went along with it anyway..
8.50PM: I ate a banana as I hadn't eaten anything that day, under S's instruction mind you, and tried to remember where I put my pills. Spent about 2 minutes looking in all my drawers and then realized they were still in my bag.
8.55PM: I dropped one of the pills with a mouthful of water, now that I think about it I probably should have chewed it, because from here on in it took about an hour to come up to a peak.
9.49PM: Feeling extremely light headed at this point, get up to go to the mirror and nearly fall over 'cause I haven't moved since 9.. So I look in the mirror, all seems normal, go lay back down on my bed and just feel kinda like I'm stoned, the trance I'm listening to at this point sounds more rich than usually, not sure if that's because I haven't heard the song before or because I'm coming up.
9.54PM: I am laying on the carpet in the living room (god knows why..) and I feel an intense rush all through my body.. I open my eyes are see an awesome pattern of retina lights. I run into my room, there's tails on everything (at this point I have a feeling that the pills not very pure) as I open my door I feel as if the music jumps inside of me and tries to be itself, I cannot help but dance.
10.04PM: I am talking to S on MSN Messenger and feel as though he is right with me, I look to my side to start chatting to him, but alas he is not there. I feel really good at this point, I go to lay on the carpet in my room, I just lay back and stare at the roof. The music is taking me away.
10.07PM: The music is just so bloody awesome, at this point I have way too much energy for my own good, I go for a run up to the service station to grab some chewing gum and another bottle of water.
10.20PM: I get back from the servo, it was about the best experience of my life. The people there were so friendly and I just wanted to hug them. But I forgot to buy water, oh well, the tap will have to do.
10.32PM: I cannot stop moving around on this carpet, it's so soft, the only way I can describe it is a huge ball of cotton, and I'm just sinking into it. At this point I've forgotten all about S and was just looking into my own soul.
10.40PM: I'm starting to sweat quite a bit, I was getting a little bored at this point so I called S, he kept asking me how I was feeling and to that all I could say was either "great!" or "fucking awesome mate!" I could not stop saying profanities though, it was quite weird.
10:50PM: I get off the phone with S
10:53PM: Just rubbed my hands on my face and I kind of felt like I could stretch it more than usual, it was very soft and it felt like Jelly, I go to look in the mirror and there is almost no colour left.
11:02PM: My dad comes into my room to find me laying on the floor in the door way, probably in the most uncomfortable position (I was half on the ground half on the wall) and says "What are you doing up still? You've got school in the morning.." Right now I start freaking out looking for excuses, I finally come up with the most awkward thing to say, but it didn't feel awkward at the time.. "I just can't stop thinking about this girl." I say, "I can't sleep, my mind is just racing.." He looks at me funny, says "Alrighty then, try and get some sleep son," closes the door and goes back to bed.
11:07PM: Still a bit freaked out from when my dad came in I decide to watch some visualizations, I tried to watch it but it creeped me out a little, I just closed my eyes but that was a bad idea, I felt as though I was being lifted off the ground, I opened my eyes and grabbed my laptop for support, but it was gone when I opened my eyes..
From here I just let the music take me away and looked into myself as a person, I went through my life and kinda feel like I sorted out a few problems.
12:28AM: I started laying on my bed just before, as S told me it'd be better than the carpet, he was totally right.. I could only describe it as when you're stoned and you sink into a couch, but 1632467 times better.
1:00AM: I forgot all about writing into this, I just got taken away by the music, I think I'm coming down now... Going to try and sleep if I can.
2:02AM: I've been laying here for an hour but I just can't sleep, my thoughts before now were all good and such, but now I am kinda shooting myself down, telling myself how bad I am at everything, but it's okay, I'll be fine.
3:32AM: I've been watching family guy for ages now, I can't find it funny. I feel like my soul has been torn out of my body and in turn laughter is taken away from me.
That's the last thing I wrote down pretty much, I remember looking at the clock at about 6:30am, about 5 minutes after that I fell asleep, waking up 30 minutes later to get ready for school, I was so damn tired, and I remember, during the whole time I'd got so excited that I was on a hardcore drug, that I had forgotten to take the other half.
So I took it at about 7:30am, it was a waste of time, the bus ride to school was pretty good, first period was pretty good, but then second period I came down hard and tried sleeping on the desk but it didn't happen... For the rest of the day I was pretty scattered, just ended up like a mindless droid all day. Lucky it was the last day of school for the term
All in all I found my first experience to be the best experience of my life, IMHO it's better than sex. But I don't think I'll be doing it that often, as I have a mild case of insomnia which flares up every now and then, and it's not nice. Perhaps that's why I couldn't sleep..
Thanks a heap for reading this guys, I apologize if I rambled on a bit but I'm just a kind of talkative person
Have a good one.
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Here, have some background information.
I'm still in high school, I'm male.
Before this the only drug I'd ever done was Marijuana.
Okay, about a week before I took the Ecstasy a mate talked me into doing it, so on a lovely Thursday (it really was a bloody wonderful day) I brought $100 to school and got a couple of pills (I'm Aussie, pills are 'spensive) the same guy that got me the pills talked me into letting him have half of one at school, which was ok because I'd smoked about $20 worth of his weed earlier that day. We will name him 'S'... So anyway. I'll get into the trip now..
8.45PM: I wake up from a nap and look at my computer, I have about 30 IMs from S asking if I'd dropped them yet, I got myself together, picked up my laptop and said "Nah dude, just woke up from a nap, will drop them in 5 minutes." Apparently S didn't like this idea but he went along with it anyway..
8.50PM: I ate a banana as I hadn't eaten anything that day, under S's instruction mind you, and tried to remember where I put my pills. Spent about 2 minutes looking in all my drawers and then realized they were still in my bag.
8.55PM: I dropped one of the pills with a mouthful of water, now that I think about it I probably should have chewed it, because from here on in it took about an hour to come up to a peak.
9.49PM: Feeling extremely light headed at this point, get up to go to the mirror and nearly fall over 'cause I haven't moved since 9.. So I look in the mirror, all seems normal, go lay back down on my bed and just feel kinda like I'm stoned, the trance I'm listening to at this point sounds more rich than usually, not sure if that's because I haven't heard the song before or because I'm coming up.
9.54PM: I am laying on the carpet in the living room (god knows why..) and I feel an intense rush all through my body.. I open my eyes are see an awesome pattern of retina lights. I run into my room, there's tails on everything (at this point I have a feeling that the pills not very pure) as I open my door I feel as if the music jumps inside of me and tries to be itself, I cannot help but dance.
10.04PM: I am talking to S on MSN Messenger and feel as though he is right with me, I look to my side to start chatting to him, but alas he is not there. I feel really good at this point, I go to lay on the carpet in my room, I just lay back and stare at the roof. The music is taking me away.
10.07PM: The music is just so bloody awesome, at this point I have way too much energy for my own good, I go for a run up to the service station to grab some chewing gum and another bottle of water.
10.20PM: I get back from the servo, it was about the best experience of my life. The people there were so friendly and I just wanted to hug them. But I forgot to buy water, oh well, the tap will have to do.
10.32PM: I cannot stop moving around on this carpet, it's so soft, the only way I can describe it is a huge ball of cotton, and I'm just sinking into it. At this point I've forgotten all about S and was just looking into my own soul.
10.40PM: I'm starting to sweat quite a bit, I was getting a little bored at this point so I called S, he kept asking me how I was feeling and to that all I could say was either "great!" or "fucking awesome mate!" I could not stop saying profanities though, it was quite weird.
10:50PM: I get off the phone with S
10:53PM: Just rubbed my hands on my face and I kind of felt like I could stretch it more than usual, it was very soft and it felt like Jelly, I go to look in the mirror and there is almost no colour left.
11:02PM: My dad comes into my room to find me laying on the floor in the door way, probably in the most uncomfortable position (I was half on the ground half on the wall) and says "What are you doing up still? You've got school in the morning.." Right now I start freaking out looking for excuses, I finally come up with the most awkward thing to say, but it didn't feel awkward at the time.. "I just can't stop thinking about this girl." I say, "I can't sleep, my mind is just racing.." He looks at me funny, says "Alrighty then, try and get some sleep son," closes the door and goes back to bed.
11:07PM: Still a bit freaked out from when my dad came in I decide to watch some visualizations, I tried to watch it but it creeped me out a little, I just closed my eyes but that was a bad idea, I felt as though I was being lifted off the ground, I opened my eyes and grabbed my laptop for support, but it was gone when I opened my eyes..
From here I just let the music take me away and looked into myself as a person, I went through my life and kinda feel like I sorted out a few problems.
12:28AM: I started laying on my bed just before, as S told me it'd be better than the carpet, he was totally right.. I could only describe it as when you're stoned and you sink into a couch, but 1632467 times better.
1:00AM: I forgot all about writing into this, I just got taken away by the music, I think I'm coming down now... Going to try and sleep if I can.
2:02AM: I've been laying here for an hour but I just can't sleep, my thoughts before now were all good and such, but now I am kinda shooting myself down, telling myself how bad I am at everything, but it's okay, I'll be fine.
3:32AM: I've been watching family guy for ages now, I can't find it funny. I feel like my soul has been torn out of my body and in turn laughter is taken away from me.
That's the last thing I wrote down pretty much, I remember looking at the clock at about 6:30am, about 5 minutes after that I fell asleep, waking up 30 minutes later to get ready for school, I was so damn tired, and I remember, during the whole time I'd got so excited that I was on a hardcore drug, that I had forgotten to take the other half.
So I took it at about 7:30am, it was a waste of time, the bus ride to school was pretty good, first period was pretty good, but then second period I came down hard and tried sleeping on the desk but it didn't happen... For the rest of the day I was pretty scattered, just ended up like a mindless droid all day. Lucky it was the last day of school for the term
All in all I found my first experience to be the best experience of my life, IMHO it's better than sex. But I don't think I'll be doing it that often, as I have a mild case of insomnia which flares up every now and then, and it's not nice. Perhaps that's why I couldn't sleep..
Thanks a heap for reading this guys, I apologize if I rambled on a bit but I'm just a kind of talkative person
Have a good one.
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substancecode_empathogens
explevel_firsttime
roacode_oral
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