ecstasy - experienced user - experiencing god in a dream

[socks]

During a recent period where i took ecstasy every weekend for about 8 weeks, i had an amazing dream.
I'm not sure if it was while i was asleep and still under the influence of the drug, or if i was sober at the time, but none the less it was evidently a pill-induced experience.

I was in an intensly white space, with no planes or distinct sides. I had no sense of myself, that is it did'nt feel like i was in the place as much as looking into it. I remember the intense feeling of the dream, because it was this that made me know it was pill-induced, an almost identical sense of euphoria and love. Everything in the dream seemed to be working right, everything fitted together.

Before me, floating in this white abiss, was the figure 8 on it's side. It was very big in front of me and took up the right amount of space in the center of the whiteness. It was constructed of red squares, with a gap between each square. These squares were forever moving, following the track at a steady slow rate.

ever since the dream I've been really happy about everything, it's almost like the dream allowed me to feel how i should have in the first place.

when i've told my friends about it one suggested it was the 'eternal spirit'.
anyone had any similar experiences?

 

[Church]

I'm not sure if it was while i was asleep and still under the influence of the drug, or if i was sober at the time, but none the less it was evidently a pill-induced experience

Can you clarify what you mean by this? I'm sort of confused here. Is this just a dream report? Or were you under the influence? What's going on?

Nice dream though! The figure-eight-on-its-side thing (infinity symbol) sounds reminicent of a traditional meditation technique where one imagines this symbol over his eyes to focus energy on the Third Eye.

 

[socks]

yeah i did'nt really know where to put it, this seemed like the best place.

 

[socks]

i was sleeping, but i could'nt remember whether i was actually under the influence at the time...

 

[john mason]

O kkkkkkk....

 

[Mean Girl]

mmm....this doesn't classify enough as a trip report for it to validly stay open. you've got a few options.

1 : rephrase and repost it in Ecstasy Discussion (i say rephrase because you really want to be as detailed as possible about your physical and mental health states at the time, as well as any extra physical pressures / situations that might be impeding on you).

2 : add much more detail and repost it here

until such time, i'm going to close this. I'll also leave you with the prudent reminder of NOT taking mdxa substances every weekend for 8 weeks, surely you recognise the stupidity in such actions?