runmercirun
Bluelighter
Okay I only wrote one roll report, and that's only because it was my first roll and a new experience. If I were to wrote reports every time I rolled, they would all sound the same..except for this one.
Random details: So I just moved to a new state, a big show was going on down town so I decided to go and make some new friends. Had met some people through the internet so I knew some faces in there. I already did my research on the e pills around the city so I had a good knowledge of what was shitty and what wasn't. Have only consumed one pressy before (used to be all about molly) but that was while tripping. This would be my first time taking a pressy by itself. Hadn’t rolled in 3 weeks before this, took 200mg of 5-htp everyday for two weeks after rolling this last time, along with green tea extract and a multivitamin. The last week I just took a multivitamin every day.
Setting: Rave club, outside, then another rave club.
The plan: Get two red maseratis. Drop one, and then drop the second one an hour and a half later. (Was really thinking about double dropping, but I thought I should test 'em out first. Plus I have a very low tolerance.)
What really happened: One red maserati, 2.5 hrs later dropped a 007. My mind was too gone to remember what color it was :/ could have been green.
10:00 - I got there, met up with the people with the maseratis, turns out they only had one left. Fuck it, I thought, I'd find one eventually. Sat around and chilled with people. I wanted to wait a little so I could roll face through the whole set of the dj I wanted to see. I got to know C, M, and G, who were all rolling already.
11:30 - The dj I wanted to see was coming on at one. I knew an hour and a half would be plenty of time for me to be rolling hard. I swallowed my pill and went to the dance room and chilled with C and G for a bit, listened to the music.
11:50 - Lips are starting to feel softer than usual, sort of numb.
12:15 - the music feels awesome. I’m dancing, sweating like hell, feeling my jaw clench so i eat some gum. I go up stairs for a smoke, sit on this couch that was leather and felt heavenly against my body. I laid back and rubbed my arms and smoked about 5 cigarettes. My leg wouldn't stop twitching to the music. For a minute i got real waved out and my heart started racing, and it was beating so loud it was the only thing i could hear. There were too many people around me that looked strange (probably because they were strange.. I usually know people at raves, whom I am comfortable with) so i just closed my eyes and tried breathing real slow. Someone started massaging my hand which felt incredible. It was G. this brought me back to a good state of mind. My heart slowed down.
12:45 - I'm back down stairs and rolling hard. I’m just sort of swaying to the music, my body feels super heavy and relaxed. I’d rather be just sitting down and chilling but I’m too determined to see ______. The floor is vibrating and it feels so good underneath my feet. I could feel my eyes roll back and I covered my face because I didn't wanna trip any one out. My hands feel so cold against my face and I rub my cheeks for a good 5 minutes. Probably looked like an etard but I couldn't help it.
1:10 - My dj is on and I’m completely happy. I am loving life, my new friends. I've wanted to roll face for this guy's set for a long ass time and I was finally doing it. G has his arms wrapped around me and the pressure against my rib cage felt amazing. My body feels light and liquidy for a period of time, where I just wanna dance and move, but then a wave of heaviness would rush over me that lasted about a minute that would make my knees give way underneath me. This would repeat itself for awhile, light, then heavy, light, and then heavy. It wasn't making me feel bad or anything, it was just new.
2:00 - Need water, a smoke, air, and another roll. I go upstairs and get what I need. Walking is slightly hard for some reason. I just need to sit. I couldn't find any maseratis any where so I settle for a 007. Not sure of the color, I swallowed it as soon as he put it in my hand. (Not a good idea to swallow pills you don't know about.) I go and sit on the leather couch and smoke a bunch of cigs. My eyes are wiggling like crazy. This first roll is still going strong. I def already peaked but it’s not over. I wasn't very talkative like I usually am when rolling, just very chilled out and mellow. I sat there for about an hour getting/giving massages and receiving lightshows. C asked if I was still rolling and I told him yeah, but not much, and that i had swallowed another one about half an hour ago. He asked me what it was and I said it was a 007. He told me if it’s the color he thought it was, it was gunna be a trippy roll. This made me slightly paranoid.
3:00 - I'm coming up again, but it’s time to leave. My body feels more energized, I'm talking a lot now. I'm telling everyone I met how much I'll miss them and that I'm bringing them all back to my old home to meet all my old raver friends. I get in the car with G and A decide to go to a later hours club since we're all still rolling. This is where things start to get interesting.
3:20 - We're driving, lost actually. G's trying to give A directions and I'm sort of spacing out. I help myself to the radio and hit play. It was a trancy cd mix that wasn't giving me good vibes but I didn't change it. I stared out the window, at the skyscrapers and the lights. The street lights were trailing as we passed them. Cars headlights in front of us were impossibly bright. The green, red, and yellow lights on the traffic lights were not the colors they were supposed to be. They were all purple. I felt myself going in and out of consciousness. Like it almost felt like I was nodding in and out of sleep but I wasn't tired at all. My eyelids were just super heavy. And every time I managed to open my eyes and get a glimpse of the world some awful hallucination would pop up. At one point there was an old lady standing in the middle of the highway with a cloak and a nasty crooked smile. She reminded me of the old lady from snow white. I was about to say something to ? but she disappeared when I blinked. I was confused. I just settled on the fact that I was rolling balls so hard I was actually triping haha. Another hallucination I had was a million bats flying in front of the car. At first I thought they were bugs, but then I saw they had giant wings. I got really scared and said "GUYS GUYS..are those bugs or bats out there?!". C and ? looked at me like I was a nut. A blinked a few times and the bats were gone. Made me think of Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. I lit up a cigarette. My hands were shaking. I didn't know what the hell to do with myself. I went to go ash out the sky roof which had been opened, and looked to see that it was actually closed. I could see the fabric there; there was no hole in the ceiling. I asked ? why he closed it. I looked back up at it to see it wasn’t even closed, I could see the sky. I knew I started to trip them out too. I shook it off. Kept telling myself I just took a trippy roll and it'd be fine. I told G that I was having crazy hallucinations and he said the pill could have been pressed with 2cb or could have just been MDA. He rubbed my shoulders which put me at ease. Then I saw a giant cardboard box that was burning on wheels go by..it was actually a minivan.
3:40 - after what seemed like ages of driving we finally get to the club. everybody’s faces I didn't know seemed scrambled, out of place. I can't explain it, but everyone I had met at the show's face who showed up there seemed completely normal. I found C and sat down with him and G on a couch. It was difficult enough getting from the car to inside, I didn't think I was getting up for awhile. Completely floored. I have never been so rolled out that I couldn't move. I just laid there. C asked if I was ok. I said that I was rolling too hard. He looked like he felt bad and gave me a back massage and water. I wasn't feeling tweaked out or anything. Just terribly relaxed and in-tune with myself. I didn't feel like dancing, I just wanted to stare at the lasers on the ceiling all night and get massaged. And I did just that for the next two hours. Didn’t have any more hallucinations, at least I don’t think, it was too dark in there for me to notice anything out of the ordinary.
6:00 – Actually tired. Roll is wearing off. Getting annoyed by all the happy hardcore being played. I go outside and smoke some cigs. G’s in a bad mood for some reason. C’s busy dancing. And M is busy macking on some girl. I just want a bed asap.
7:00 – The boys and I go back to one of their friends house to smoke some grass. I don’t smoke so I went to go lay down. Passed out right away for about an hour and a half. Got home at around 9, went straight to bed again, slept till about 4. Got up and got something to eat and was feeling perfectly normal. The comedown was a piece of cake.
First time after a night of rolling where I actually felt normal, usually takes up to 3 days for me to feel ok. Glad I had some nice clean rolls. Wasn’t expecting the craziness of the second roll, but I had a great time.
Random details: So I just moved to a new state, a big show was going on down town so I decided to go and make some new friends. Had met some people through the internet so I knew some faces in there. I already did my research on the e pills around the city so I had a good knowledge of what was shitty and what wasn't. Have only consumed one pressy before (used to be all about molly) but that was while tripping. This would be my first time taking a pressy by itself. Hadn’t rolled in 3 weeks before this, took 200mg of 5-htp everyday for two weeks after rolling this last time, along with green tea extract and a multivitamin. The last week I just took a multivitamin every day.
Setting: Rave club, outside, then another rave club.
The plan: Get two red maseratis. Drop one, and then drop the second one an hour and a half later. (Was really thinking about double dropping, but I thought I should test 'em out first. Plus I have a very low tolerance.)
What really happened: One red maserati, 2.5 hrs later dropped a 007. My mind was too gone to remember what color it was :/ could have been green.
10:00 - I got there, met up with the people with the maseratis, turns out they only had one left. Fuck it, I thought, I'd find one eventually. Sat around and chilled with people. I wanted to wait a little so I could roll face through the whole set of the dj I wanted to see. I got to know C, M, and G, who were all rolling already.
11:30 - The dj I wanted to see was coming on at one. I knew an hour and a half would be plenty of time for me to be rolling hard. I swallowed my pill and went to the dance room and chilled with C and G for a bit, listened to the music.
11:50 - Lips are starting to feel softer than usual, sort of numb.
12:15 - the music feels awesome. I’m dancing, sweating like hell, feeling my jaw clench so i eat some gum. I go up stairs for a smoke, sit on this couch that was leather and felt heavenly against my body. I laid back and rubbed my arms and smoked about 5 cigarettes. My leg wouldn't stop twitching to the music. For a minute i got real waved out and my heart started racing, and it was beating so loud it was the only thing i could hear. There were too many people around me that looked strange (probably because they were strange.. I usually know people at raves, whom I am comfortable with) so i just closed my eyes and tried breathing real slow. Someone started massaging my hand which felt incredible. It was G. this brought me back to a good state of mind. My heart slowed down.
12:45 - I'm back down stairs and rolling hard. I’m just sort of swaying to the music, my body feels super heavy and relaxed. I’d rather be just sitting down and chilling but I’m too determined to see ______. The floor is vibrating and it feels so good underneath my feet. I could feel my eyes roll back and I covered my face because I didn't wanna trip any one out. My hands feel so cold against my face and I rub my cheeks for a good 5 minutes. Probably looked like an etard but I couldn't help it.
1:10 - My dj is on and I’m completely happy. I am loving life, my new friends. I've wanted to roll face for this guy's set for a long ass time and I was finally doing it. G has his arms wrapped around me and the pressure against my rib cage felt amazing. My body feels light and liquidy for a period of time, where I just wanna dance and move, but then a wave of heaviness would rush over me that lasted about a minute that would make my knees give way underneath me. This would repeat itself for awhile, light, then heavy, light, and then heavy. It wasn't making me feel bad or anything, it was just new.
2:00 - Need water, a smoke, air, and another roll. I go upstairs and get what I need. Walking is slightly hard for some reason. I just need to sit. I couldn't find any maseratis any where so I settle for a 007. Not sure of the color, I swallowed it as soon as he put it in my hand. (Not a good idea to swallow pills you don't know about.) I go and sit on the leather couch and smoke a bunch of cigs. My eyes are wiggling like crazy. This first roll is still going strong. I def already peaked but it’s not over. I wasn't very talkative like I usually am when rolling, just very chilled out and mellow. I sat there for about an hour getting/giving massages and receiving lightshows. C asked if I was still rolling and I told him yeah, but not much, and that i had swallowed another one about half an hour ago. He asked me what it was and I said it was a 007. He told me if it’s the color he thought it was, it was gunna be a trippy roll. This made me slightly paranoid.
3:00 - I'm coming up again, but it’s time to leave. My body feels more energized, I'm talking a lot now. I'm telling everyone I met how much I'll miss them and that I'm bringing them all back to my old home to meet all my old raver friends. I get in the car with G and A decide to go to a later hours club since we're all still rolling. This is where things start to get interesting.
3:20 - We're driving, lost actually. G's trying to give A directions and I'm sort of spacing out. I help myself to the radio and hit play. It was a trancy cd mix that wasn't giving me good vibes but I didn't change it. I stared out the window, at the skyscrapers and the lights. The street lights were trailing as we passed them. Cars headlights in front of us were impossibly bright. The green, red, and yellow lights on the traffic lights were not the colors they were supposed to be. They were all purple. I felt myself going in and out of consciousness. Like it almost felt like I was nodding in and out of sleep but I wasn't tired at all. My eyelids were just super heavy. And every time I managed to open my eyes and get a glimpse of the world some awful hallucination would pop up. At one point there was an old lady standing in the middle of the highway with a cloak and a nasty crooked smile. She reminded me of the old lady from snow white. I was about to say something to ? but she disappeared when I blinked. I was confused. I just settled on the fact that I was rolling balls so hard I was actually triping haha. Another hallucination I had was a million bats flying in front of the car. At first I thought they were bugs, but then I saw they had giant wings. I got really scared and said "GUYS GUYS..are those bugs or bats out there?!". C and ? looked at me like I was a nut. A blinked a few times and the bats were gone. Made me think of Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. I lit up a cigarette. My hands were shaking. I didn't know what the hell to do with myself. I went to go ash out the sky roof which had been opened, and looked to see that it was actually closed. I could see the fabric there; there was no hole in the ceiling. I asked ? why he closed it. I looked back up at it to see it wasn’t even closed, I could see the sky. I knew I started to trip them out too. I shook it off. Kept telling myself I just took a trippy roll and it'd be fine. I told G that I was having crazy hallucinations and he said the pill could have been pressed with 2cb or could have just been MDA. He rubbed my shoulders which put me at ease. Then I saw a giant cardboard box that was burning on wheels go by..it was actually a minivan.
3:40 - after what seemed like ages of driving we finally get to the club. everybody’s faces I didn't know seemed scrambled, out of place. I can't explain it, but everyone I had met at the show's face who showed up there seemed completely normal. I found C and sat down with him and G on a couch. It was difficult enough getting from the car to inside, I didn't think I was getting up for awhile. Completely floored. I have never been so rolled out that I couldn't move. I just laid there. C asked if I was ok. I said that I was rolling too hard. He looked like he felt bad and gave me a back massage and water. I wasn't feeling tweaked out or anything. Just terribly relaxed and in-tune with myself. I didn't feel like dancing, I just wanted to stare at the lasers on the ceiling all night and get massaged. And I did just that for the next two hours. Didn’t have any more hallucinations, at least I don’t think, it was too dark in there for me to notice anything out of the ordinary.
6:00 – Actually tired. Roll is wearing off. Getting annoyed by all the happy hardcore being played. I go outside and smoke some cigs. G’s in a bad mood for some reason. C’s busy dancing. And M is busy macking on some girl. I just want a bed asap.
7:00 – The boys and I go back to one of their friends house to smoke some grass. I don’t smoke so I went to go lay down. Passed out right away for about an hour and a half. Got home at around 9, went straight to bed again, slept till about 4. Got up and got something to eat and was feeling perfectly normal. The comedown was a piece of cake.
First time after a night of rolling where I actually felt normal, usually takes up to 3 days for me to feel ok. Glad I had some nice clean rolls. Wasn’t expecting the craziness of the second roll, but I had a great time.
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