ecstasy and weed paranoia trip report

[realityanchor]

i had planned to take ecstasy for a while as my friends had been using it and i wanted to see what all the hype was about. i met up with my friend early morning and just wondered around while we waiting for our dealer to text and give us the pills (we both hadn't slept at this point.) fast forward a bit and me and my friend had gotten the pills and started walking back to my house. we had two trip sitters that would be staying the night with us and making sure that if we had a bad time we wouldn't freak out completely. we all smoke a zoot and me and my friend pop our pills. they were a dose between 100 to 150mg and shaped like small purple mushrooms. we walk back to my house after smoking and go into my room. my friend had done this countless times and knew what to expect going into it. the only thing he had told me would happen was i would feel really happy like i was a little kid again and my jaw would shake clench and twitch. after 30-45 minutes i feel my come up starting. i sit with my trip sitter and we watch superbad while having a conversation about everything going on. this is where everything went down hill. i have had some issues with different drugs in the past and very bad substance abuse and addiction. my mum had to sit through all of this while i was crossfaded on multiple different things on multiple different occasions and i hated putting her through that. i was afraid that if my mum caught me pinging she would think i was spiralling again and put me back in therapy and get upset. by this point a knot had formed in my stomach and i wasn't feeling as good as i was just 3 minutes beforehand. my trip sitter saw me in distress and instantly started helping me my other two friends also came over to me and helped me calm down. they told me to shut my eyes and try sleep it off. if you have done molly you know there's no sleeping it off. I lay down and close my eyes and started trying to sleep. it felt like my brain was running at a million miles per hour but my body had completely switched off. i started seeing what looked to be prime Roblox (like 2015 to 2018 times) and lay there not sleeping but watching this ancient gameplay in my brain. this removed the fear from my body and started my trip from the beginning. our two trip sitters left at this point to go smoke and walk to the shops to grab some snacks for themselves seeing that me and my other friend that was tripping were completely fine. they left and i continued my half asleep Roblox dream that had stopped for a moment. this is where things start to get more blurry for me and my friend who was still with me. my mum came into my room at some point and because i couldn't move or speak my friend spoke to her and told her i had passed out because of my lack of sleep. she left and this is where i start to lose my memory. i can remember my trip sitters coming back from the shop and sitting at my computer while me and my friend were watching a movie in bed. after this i believe i actually did pass out and fall asleep. i woke up a couple hours later. my trip hadn't stopped and it felt like i had just come off my peak. i went downstairs where everyone else was because at this point everyone else in the house was asleep. we smoked another zoot and went to bed again.

in conclusion my molly trip wasn't awful but would have been better under different circumstances.

 

[Innerpeace]

after mixing mdma and cannabis about twenty times I’ve found it causes the roll to be a bit cloudy or hazy. I do like cbd cannabis on the come up , seems to ease the come up and make it smoother

It’s individual, some people like thc better, some dont. I’ve done it too many times , where I dislike it. Same on lsd, shrooms, and similar

After its over, sure