ecstasy and anal sex

[anonymousposter123]

i am a 26 years old crossdresser, everytime i'm on ecstasy, i feel the urge to have anal sex with men. i did it a couple times before at bathhouse but it's been 2 years since i have any sexual contact with men. i usually dress up at home watch porn and play with my dildo.
When i'm sober i do not like men at all, i think while rolling on ecstasy brings out my closet sexual behaviour!?

 

[Tommyboy]

Anon --> SLR

 

[Effuzion]

i think while rolling on ecstasy brings out my closet sexual behaviour!?

You think?

 

[opium]

think you answered your own question

my advice is stop taking ecstasy if you dont enjoy feeling like that
or keep taking it if you do

simple as that

 

[tackyspiral]

Just a theory ... Perhaps ecstasy is bringing something out in you that you are not ready to admit to yourself normally?

 

[Tude]

Just a theory ... Perhaps ecstasy is bringing something out in you that you are not ready to admit to yourself normally?

Sounds like a good theory.

 

[StrutterGear]

This has to be a stitch up surely

 

[Bearlove]

i am a 26 years old crossdresser, everytime i'm on ecstasy, i feel the urge to have anal sex with men. i did it a couple times before at bathhouse but it's been 2 years since i have any sexual contact with men. i usually dress up at home watch porn and play with my dildo.
When i'm sober i do not like men at all, i think while rolling on ecstasy brings out my closet sexual behaviour!?

What do you enjoy? Do you enjoy the anal stimulation of your toy? Do you when playing with your toy envision (and enjoy) the thought of being fucked by a guy? It's anal stimulation - if you enjoy it, you enjoy it !

When your cross dressing what does this make you feel like? Do you do it to feel feminine? If your desire is to feel 'feminine' then is the next logical step not to feel like you need to sex with a guy?