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Murmandimus

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So ive rolled a total of 4 times with not one hangover besides the one im going through i took .2 of the purest molly ive ever seen pure white... then .1 the next day and its been 2 days since ive rolled last and my depression somehow just magically went away and i feel fucking like bran new but all day i just felt like emotionally detached and didnt give a fuck about anything besides like my girl.... Has this happened to anyone? and could i roll hard again like by saturday?which is in 2 days
 
You could roll in two days - but do you really want to? I mean, that's a pretty rough schedule. I feel like if you're asking people on a forum about it, you probably shouldn't.

If I was rolling three times in the span of 4-5 days, I definitely wouldn't be asking people if that was a good idea. lol

Yeah, I sometimes get the effects that you describe. Post MDMA blues can be very different from one experience to the next.
 
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Welcome to Bluelight, I'm glad you've had a great time- MDMA is magical if you respect it!

The general minimum wait time among users is recommended at 30 days. The suggested wait time for true recovery from Alex Shulgin, who is the chemist who patented MDMA (and has made tons of other great chemicals) is 90 days.

Certainly, these are guidelines to follow to minimize harm. There's no guarantee that you'll not suffer poor effects regardless, and nothing can truly do what time will do for your body in terms of recovery.

That said, plenty of people break the spacing rules and do fine. It's fine to make an exception to this rule every now and then, but it's when you make a consistent habit of breaking these rules that you'll eventually run into some serious trouble, and risk not being able to enjoy MDMA the same way again.
 
Taking MDMA to the point that you're just doing it until you suffer is a very bad idea. Many people spend their first few months or even year over-doing it, and bargaining with themselves on spacing, only to find that MDMA no longer effects them in that same "magical" way it did before. You will notice we even have a mega-thread to "magic being gone", and this is typically (not always) the result of over use. Once MDMA no longer effects you that way, taking extended breaks (we're talking over a year) is still not a guarantee you'll return to "virgin status"- in fact it's quite rare.

My advice is to start spacing properly now, and avoid suffering these problems. Beyond MDMA no longer being as "fun", there are also heighten risks of developing serotonin syndrome, anxiety disorders, and other neurological ailments as a result of abuse.
 
Sometimes you will have the terrible comedown - generally happens if you do too much or do it too often or take something bad along with the mdma.

Start spacing out your rolls properly - one month break is recommended, if not more!
 
ive rolled twice in a week before with no major negative effects, but I had a four month break before that week. Some peoples brain chemistry will let them get away with rolling more often but no one is immune to the effects of frequent mdma use. You've already had it two days in a row, just save what you have for another time. stash it in a concealed place and months from now when you wanna have some fun take it out. The longer the break, the more rewarding the high. Preloading with piracetam before your next roll should help ensure the magic, so I've heard, but I'm no expert on preloading or piracetam so don't take my word for it, I just live as healthily as possible during my long break and that works for me :)
 
i know the rule but do you guys think i could roll hard if i take another .2? im just wondering... and has there been any cases where people roll there brains into destruction? like take so much that the receptors in ur brain shut down all together? or take a year or 2 to turn back on?
 
i doubt you would roll hard and you're just depleting more of your serotonin, which is probably already heavily depleted. It really wont be worth it and you dont want to go down that road (the one that youre currently headed towards..)
 
It looks as if you've gotten all of the nessesary information and still are seeking the go ahead to roll again, if your already set on rolling again and looking to jusify it so you can do it guilt free then posting this is kind of useless. You should read through the directory for a day or two you'll know all of these answers :)
 
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my depression somehow just magically went away
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That's good you're feeling better at the moment, but if you start rolling as frequently as you're thinking then trust me your depression is going to be 10x worse then before. The higher you push your highs, the lower your lows may be. You should enjoy the moment and appreciate how your feeling now. Wait around a month and think about it again, don't take that renewed feeling you described for granted. Take care :)
 
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Yeah exactly. Don't get into the habit of only going out on MDMA, because then you'll think that you won't be able to go out without being wired.... and that's not a good way to be! You'll be having mid-week dips every week and it really won't be worth it.

It's much better to keep your MD use to once or twice a month max (and that's alot to some people, to be on the safe side some people would recommend once or twice a YEAR), however, you are still in your honey moon period and can get away with a bit more, but rolling a few times in a week is stupid.

Save it for next time, if you really need something for your event then take another drug, just give your serotonin receptors a little rest! That .2 will get you ROLLING next time....
 
I absolutely had to say I love it how some members are labeled greenlighters. Makes me feel all good about myself from joining up back in early 2000.

Anyways Ecstacy (MDMA) can possibly be am amazing feeling the first few times doing it.... But please do not overdue it. I found this site by accident when I first started taking rolls.

Over time the experiences became more and more dull each time. I needed more and more. If I was to roll right now, even though I havent had anything in about 8months-1yr, I probably need 3 solid rolls just to feel anything. Then I end up taking close to 10 in a short time period.

I know thats a waste because once ya seritonin is released thats it for most of the experience. I always told myself I would never abuse it. That was a lie. Two months would pass and it would feel like 10 months since the last time I took any MDMA. I remember the rolls used to be pretty solid back in 99-00. Mostly MDMA/MDA... then speed/amphetamine was the biggest adulterant in them. I tried to slow down for a bit and they replaced the amphet. substances with Pipes....

I cant even count how many seperate occasions I took E. Cant recall most of the stamps or colors. which is irrelevant anyways. But I only experienced MDMA crystals (Molly) once or twice and that was about 2 years ago when I decided I finally needed to stop taking this drug.
 
Oh well molly(pure mdma) is plentiful where I am but i didnt roll and im going to wait a month before trying again... thanks everyone....
 
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