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Bluelight Crew
T+0:00 ; 6:00
Took 1.5 pills
T+1:30 ; 7:30
Starting to come up. That wonderful feeling
T+2:50 ; 8:50
Feeling better than ever. Feel liquidy smooth (have better control of my muscles htan ever before, am in complete ( 100% ) relaxation. Am very sociable.
it makes you honest and empathetic and understand that everyone are people just like you, and have feelings and reason etc, not just characters you have to interact with
it’s terrible how its illegal
T+3:20 ; 9:20
Music is nice. Going to try meditating on it. I thought music would be better than this, however.
I’m tightening some muscles like hands into a fist, and feet, and jaw.
T+5:00 ; 11:00
Have been slowly coming down for a couple hours. Have an afterglow. Have a little bit of the feeling left. Am unergetic and don’t feel like talking or doing anything, as opposed to earlier.
(next day) ; 2:00 pm
Went to sleep at 12. Slept easily and peacefully. Woke up very hungry at 9. Still have an afterglow. No sociability however (back to normal), only the contentment and calmness are left over.
A friend asked me the cotangent of 270 degrees while I was peaking. I said zero, or 0/1 (zero over one); he said that’s wrong, it is undefined. I proceeded to prove him wrong. I felt completely clear-headed (more than normal) and no affects on logic or reasoning. However, I was much less analytical and philosophical than normal—this is why I wouldn’t want to be in the ecstatic state forever.
Normally eating reeses sends me to heaven, and I can’t help but eat 4 to 6 reeses if I have them, and never give any away to friends. On E, reeses only tasted OK and I gave some to friends. However, water tasted good.
As a sidenote, I drank an energy drink (SoBe Adrenaline Rush, ~80mg caffeine) which may have affected the affects or the comedown.
Overall, I'd say it was very enjoyable and I have learned about myself, but it was nowhere near as intense as I thought it would be. I could go to school on this and no one would know (except for the dialated pupils, which many people didn't notice). From reading others' posts and trip reports about MDMA, it seems like I should have been blown away. Maybe they were weak pills (a half didn't work) however my friend tried 1 of these and had a great experience.
It was still definitly a beautiful mindspace to be in, and I can't wait to enter it again.
Overview of plateau affects:
Feeling as if I am moving in liquid
Maximum control over muscles (smoothness)
Complete calmness
Sensitive to touching skin (not inanimate objects)
Contentment
Extreme sociability (whereas little interest and sometimes difficulty socializing when sober)
Body feeling--sharp yet soft, impossible to describe
(On comedown):
Slight muscle ache (maybe tensed too hard)
Slight dirty feeling
Boredom
Tiredness
Hunger
Contentment
Calmness
Some body feeling left
(Day after):
Hunger
Contentment
Calmness
Lots of thinking about my life, ways to improve
Took 1.5 pills
T+1:30 ; 7:30
Starting to come up. That wonderful feeling
T+2:50 ; 8:50
Feeling better than ever. Feel liquidy smooth (have better control of my muscles htan ever before, am in complete ( 100% ) relaxation. Am very sociable.
it makes you honest and empathetic and understand that everyone are people just like you, and have feelings and reason etc, not just characters you have to interact with
it’s terrible how its illegal
T+3:20 ; 9:20
Music is nice. Going to try meditating on it. I thought music would be better than this, however.
I’m tightening some muscles like hands into a fist, and feet, and jaw.
T+5:00 ; 11:00
Have been slowly coming down for a couple hours. Have an afterglow. Have a little bit of the feeling left. Am unergetic and don’t feel like talking or doing anything, as opposed to earlier.
(next day) ; 2:00 pm
Went to sleep at 12. Slept easily and peacefully. Woke up very hungry at 9. Still have an afterglow. No sociability however (back to normal), only the contentment and calmness are left over.
A friend asked me the cotangent of 270 degrees while I was peaking. I said zero, or 0/1 (zero over one); he said that’s wrong, it is undefined. I proceeded to prove him wrong. I felt completely clear-headed (more than normal) and no affects on logic or reasoning. However, I was much less analytical and philosophical than normal—this is why I wouldn’t want to be in the ecstatic state forever.
Normally eating reeses sends me to heaven, and I can’t help but eat 4 to 6 reeses if I have them, and never give any away to friends. On E, reeses only tasted OK and I gave some to friends. However, water tasted good.
As a sidenote, I drank an energy drink (SoBe Adrenaline Rush, ~80mg caffeine) which may have affected the affects or the comedown.
Overall, I'd say it was very enjoyable and I have learned about myself, but it was nowhere near as intense as I thought it would be. I could go to school on this and no one would know (except for the dialated pupils, which many people didn't notice). From reading others' posts and trip reports about MDMA, it seems like I should have been blown away. Maybe they were weak pills (a half didn't work) however my friend tried 1 of these and had a great experience.
It was still definitly a beautiful mindspace to be in, and I can't wait to enter it again.
Overview of plateau affects:
Feeling as if I am moving in liquid
Maximum control over muscles (smoothness)
Complete calmness
Sensitive to touching skin (not inanimate objects)
Contentment
Extreme sociability (whereas little interest and sometimes difficulty socializing when sober)
Body feeling--sharp yet soft, impossible to describe
(On comedown):
Slight muscle ache (maybe tensed too hard)
Slight dirty feeling
Boredom
Tiredness
Hunger
Contentment
Calmness
Some body feeling left
(Day after):
Hunger
Contentment
Calmness
Lots of thinking about my life, ways to improve
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. Happy rolling mate.