Alright, well I used to be a rolling fiend, and was quite picky, making sure to always get the clean pills, I didnt even like the caffine in them, but what are you gonna do? Mollys are almost always bunk or really sketch. And i am quite afraid of the danger RC's could possibly do, plus besides I tripped on 2c-e(i was told) one time and it was quite scary, but mostly uncomfortable, felt like I was tweaking with my veins popping out in my arms and not being able to sleep, and felt kinda a little paranoid too. The meth and speed and adderall mixtures were much much worse anyways, my first illz had no mdxx in them and were mostly just tweakbombs lol. it was gross. 
anyways, I have panic attacks occasionally now, and I just quit xanax, its been a few weeks.
I was wondering if I could take xanax/alprazolam or a similar benzodiazepene such as valium/diazepam or klonopin, during, or better yet an hour before so there is a almost 100% no chance of anxiety or me freaking out. Keep in mind this would be a small dose, and Im sure my tolerance is pretty much gone, and is definately gone for stimulants and MDxx, so probably around 0.75 or something of xanax(Ive never done any of the other benzos but I have lots of experience with xanax) and like a pokeball or two, probably 1.5 illz if I can split with someone. Ive heard they are weaker now...but i still kinda wanna be safe...
yeah I know pure MDMA even with a moderate dose of caffine shouldnt make you anxious, but shit has changed since over a year ago when I rolled and I get panic pretty severely for no reason but especially if im fucked up, cant even smoke bud anymore(which has to do with the reason, I think I have PTSD from oding on spice w/ a little tobacco and I think I had a heart attack or something, my heart was sore for 3 days after, and it was really scary during, and I did nothign to provoke panic and never really had an attack before then, now Im riddled with them in my daily life....)
Please help me out, I miss my gal molly and it bums me out everyone rolling all the time at raves and shit and Im too scarred to try to do it again....
Thanks in advance!

anyways, I have panic attacks occasionally now, and I just quit xanax, its been a few weeks.
I was wondering if I could take xanax/alprazolam or a similar benzodiazepene such as valium/diazepam or klonopin, during, or better yet an hour before so there is a almost 100% no chance of anxiety or me freaking out. Keep in mind this would be a small dose, and Im sure my tolerance is pretty much gone, and is definately gone for stimulants and MDxx, so probably around 0.75 or something of xanax(Ive never done any of the other benzos but I have lots of experience with xanax) and like a pokeball or two, probably 1.5 illz if I can split with someone. Ive heard they are weaker now...but i still kinda wanna be safe...
yeah I know pure MDMA even with a moderate dose of caffine shouldnt make you anxious, but shit has changed since over a year ago when I rolled and I get panic pretty severely for no reason but especially if im fucked up, cant even smoke bud anymore(which has to do with the reason, I think I have PTSD from oding on spice w/ a little tobacco and I think I had a heart attack or something, my heart was sore for 3 days after, and it was really scary during, and I did nothign to provoke panic and never really had an attack before then, now Im riddled with them in my daily life....)
Please help me out, I miss my gal molly and it bums me out everyone rolling all the time at raves and shit and Im too scarred to try to do it again....
Thanks in advance!
