I have considerable experience with opiates.
30mg of Oxy is crazy.
You took 3-5 times what was needed!
I never take more than 10mg, and even then I may feel sick.
5mg is my typical dose for a 3-4 hour buzz.
This requires a razor blade to dose correctly.
Even in correct doses, this molecule is a heavy-hitter.
It has a very strong body high, and it can cause numbness all over.
Nausea with hot flashes, maybe a mild headache, has also happened.
It can be very unpleasant, especially if you haven't eaten in a while.
Opiates are wonderful, but oxy should be used VERY sparingly.
A little goes a LOOOOONG way.
Oxycontin is given to the most serious patients - think dying of cancer or having surgery. The small pills are usually 20mg. The big ones can be 80-160!
Without a tolerance, the higher doses can be fatal!
They will fucking stop you from breathing.
That's why they are only given out by certain doctors to certain patients.
Be more careful next time.
Hydrocodone is much nicer, by the way.
It has a cleaner and more euphoric high - less anesthetizing.
And its much safer, even in higher doses. Just don't use on a regular basis, as it contains acetaminophen. Not good for the liver...
Tramadol is a weak opioid antagonist, but it is my favorite.
It is MUCH gentler, but it lasts ALL night....not just a few hours.
50-100 mg is normally great.
As with any opiate, regular use is a bad idea. Withdrawal can be a nightmare, so I never go beyond 2 days of use in a row. And if I have Oxy at all, i take the tiniest little fragments....definitely not 30mg! You might as well be taking goddamn morphine.
I just don't see the point of being incapacitated like that. Especially if you plan on having sex...
MDMA is the opposite direction, my friend.
Opiates are a sedating and mildly euphoric dopamine drug. (opiate receptors are a sub-class of dopamine).
MDMA releases massive amounts of cortisol, the stress hormone, through acting on your serotonin network.
Rather than sedation and anesthesia, you will experience rapid heart beat, a slow build-up of anxiety, and after the peak - exquisite tactile sensation along with unbelievable euphoria.
As a psychidelic drug, MDMA must be respected.
You have no excuse not to follow the advice on BL. Just look at a few of my posts on the subject, and you will realize how seriously some of us take it.
MDMA is likely to be among the most meaninful and shockingly amazing experiences of your lifetime. If you wait until the peak, about 2 hours after dosing, sex becomes something you can't even imagine.
The temptation to re-dose should be avoided, as this has been proven to contribute less additional 'high' but greater nerve damage in the brain.
Test you stuff and limit your dose to 150mg or less.
Drink electrolytes and watch your body temp. Skin flushing is normal, but core body temperature should closely paid attention to. Serious reactions to MDMA are almost ALWAYS effectively treated by rapid cooling techniques.
The rule of thumb is to wait 3 months in between uses.
MDMA disables the enzyme used to synthesize more serotonin for up to 3 months.
1 month is considered the minimum by most experienced users on BL.
Rolling two days in a row is a waste of a pill, and may cost you dearly.
MDMA recovery can be a LONG and difficult process. Some consider it among the most dangerous of drugs, because it can cause severely negative outcomes with relatively few doses.
Take care of yourself.
