GetMeOutOfThisCRAP
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- Dec 20, 2017
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I'm just going to be honest. I was in a crippling dark place and didn't care about myself for a bit. It wasn't anything suicidal, but somehow went 3 days without sleep on an e-bender (spacing out the doses quite a lot apart).
I cannot tell you the quality of it all. I just don't want do ecstacy again. After finally getting sleep, I woke up with my heart hurting just a bit. Slept well that very night. As I arise today I feel fully healed and normal. Furthermore, my heart is been fine... with the exception of randomly being hit by some kind of mild heartbeat spazz every few hours and then feeling dizzy a bit for a second. After that dizziness goes away I am totally fine.
I am going to get checked up this summer (difficult where I am with pandemic/insurance atm). I did not mean to let it get that far tbh. I'm having a really hard time with the length of this quarantine. I'm pretty healthy and in shape.. and I'd imagine it could be so much worse without a healthy physique. Has anyone experienced this with other stimulants?
I cannot tell you the quality of it all. I just don't want do ecstacy again. After finally getting sleep, I woke up with my heart hurting just a bit. Slept well that very night. As I arise today I feel fully healed and normal. Furthermore, my heart is been fine... with the exception of randomly being hit by some kind of mild heartbeat spazz every few hours and then feeling dizzy a bit for a second. After that dizziness goes away I am totally fine.
I am going to get checked up this summer (difficult where I am with pandemic/insurance atm). I did not mean to let it get that far tbh. I'm having a really hard time with the length of this quarantine. I'm pretty healthy and in shape.. and I'd imagine it could be so much worse without a healthy physique. Has anyone experienced this with other stimulants?