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Misc easiest, most painless full OD or combo...?

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spyro11

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say my cat came across a little too much info and opened his eyes a bit too much in the wrong direction and saw something soul crushing. say he wanted to go a little to far on purpose. said kitty purred at the thought of a huge coke/speed od, but the pain of a heat attack made him hiss and screech! devious little kitty then thought up a huge line of dope, with no tolerance of course, kitty would probably be knocked out cold... but kitty might cough up a lot of furballs and still hurt for awhile.

if anyone could reccomend a combo for kitty to peacefully purr out to sleep on, or at least as close to that as possible kitties strange indulgence here...
kitty has kitty's reasons, but one should hope the cat comes home safely as well. but kitty makes rash decisions out of everyones control.

kitty considers life. but also needs to kill/ease lifes pains away. kitty might accept a life of addiction to overcome caring about kitty's soul destroying revelations. or kitty might find strength in spite of it. but kitty could use the advice in case such a rash decision is made....

but kitty can never close his eyes again, and kitty has decided life is too cruel. the show is just about to begin, kitty knows, but getting out now is the easier route than wading through it in the slow misery kitty drudge through. kitty is an unlucky cat, one eye (that doesnt work too good!), three legs, and pretty much every problem a little cat could have in life. course everyones life is hard, kitty has seen it. in fact, kitty has seen enough to make you feel like kitty too... thats why I nor anyone else really like to talk to kitty... but hes right... meow.

so dont judge kitty! hes a good cat really, he has his reasons, and sure enough he'll purrrr on and on the day he decides. I just hope he tells me first!
 
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Hi and welcome.

First..your post is extremely hard to understand because of the kitty thing. It is against the rules here to use "SWIM" and other alternatives such as my cat, my hamster etc. The reason is because it does make it difficult to read and because it does not keep anyone from knowing its you or from incriminating yourself. So if you would jump back in and edit that out so it is easier to understand.

Also, I get that you are contemplating suicide? Is that correct? I'm not exactly sure but it would be much easier to talk about and give advice if it is more clear. Please come back and let us know. BL is a wonderful community with a lot of information and caring, helpful people.
 
yeah, suicide. I forgot the rules on this board I apologize.

but yes, whats the least painful, potent combo you can think of
 
Well I hate it that you are feeling that way but no one on here is going to tell you how to off yourself I promise.

What have you seen or realized that is making you feel life is unbearable?
 
SWIM thinks dope might lift his mood artificially... SWIM can get coke. speedballing is an option. how much for heart stopping power? and how rough would that be?

I'd imagine straight dope would be a lot of respiratory issues and puking.... what about an alcohol tincture of it though? Id imagine itd be potent!?

if instant heart explosion didnt seem scary, geeking it out with crack/meth might do it, but idk.

SWIM hasnt ever touched most of that stuff ever, so he wouldnt know. SWIM imagines cleaner ways possibly, but a possibility is there
 
worlds fucked up bud, thats the only way to sum it up. hopefully I get over it, but hey, ya know, sometimes the world has a way of just sneak attacking your ass, so that no matter how hard ya fight, in the end your still a loser. best everyone comes to their own conclusions though. youd probably be far happier that way, and my view isnt one to share if your happy.

because most people in this world are truly fucked, mostly beyond any choice consciously made during their sentient lifetime. most dont realize it, and most dont realize whats going on around them in their decision making life too, so even if you escape a few of the traps, your still probably stuck in many more. some of us are trapped in all of them though. and seeing that. seeing that is something so awful its not easy to deal with. knowing that. that your hopes were dashed before you ever had a chance, and there is no chance to find peace or solace, and you did all you could, but it was someone elses decision, that effects you and your experience of the world, your one experience, and damages it. puts small things in perspective.

the lies of the world are well woven, so most wont question anything and will just keep on being productive, but what has been seen cannot be unseen. known... unknown.

but productivity isnt your dues for living. productivity is lifes reward for treating you acceptably. sure I sound nuts. but oh well. like I said, im not talking about why, because only I care right now, I dont wish to share this feeling with someone who isnt miserable, is a denier, or anyone else. let all of us sleep peacefully tonight, especially if no advice is to be had
 
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Stop with the SWIM! Confusing, annoying, and unnecessary.

Let's be straight here, you are asking people what the best way to kill yourself using recreational drugs is, and that's not cool. Instead of answering that question, people on BL are here to help you STAY SAFE. This website is about HARM REDUCTION. Instead of asking us to prescribe a lethal cocktail, why don't you ask where to get help. There are great resources on this site and great people who have probably gone through similar situations. Try checking out The Dark Side forum.
 
Thank you for the laugh man... with the whole kitty thing. Seriously, thanks. I've been all emo and literally you were the first person to make me laugh in awhile. However, the rest of your post is sad. Please don't kill yourself. There is more to life.

P.s. I'm sure the humane society would be more than willing to take kitty in and give them a loving home. Lol, hope you got some sort of laugh from that.
 
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But you do want help, or else you wouldn't have posted this.
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^ this.

Considering this is a Harm Reduction site, what gave you the idea we'd help you off yourself in any way? IMO you actually posted here to reach out to somebody, because the information you're looking for is easily found through other means.

You should stick around, read some threads and maybe make one of your own On The Dark Side (the link is in my signature). It's all up to you, but we're here to listen, talk and help in any way we can.

On a happier note, welcome to Bluelight. :)

This isn't meant to be condescending in any way. More rhetorical.
 
Right..and the thing is yes, where you obviously are standing today life is a living hell for you. And yes, we all know life is that way, some people deal with it in better ways than others. But the thing is, you can never know what the future will hold. All those things can't be unseen and unknown but the wounds left can heal and get better.
 
if you're contemplating suicide, you need help.

I would start by letting us know what the specific problems are. There's nothing anyone can do if you talk in riddles.

take a breath and type a few words.

Wanna hear your story!
 
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