Luc1dDream5
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 27, 2016
- Messages
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Hey everyone, I've been reading bluelight threads for years and finally took the initiative to join today, partly because I enjoy learning and know that I've much to learn, and partly because I'm well versed in substance use/abuse and know I have a lot to offer the community. I'm a male in my early twenties, been fighting various addictions since 15. I've been "sober" for around 3 years now. I say "sober" because I'm on MMT (Something I'm looking to get off of in the not so distant future), and I'm prescribed amphetamine salts which I've been on and off of since a child. Between the ages of 15 to 20 I used and abused just about everything possible outside of crack or meth. At one point I was prescribed 90 Kpin, 90 Adderal, and 30 Ambien per month and would routinely go through these month worth of scripts in a week or a little less. I developed a keen interested in opiates around 16 and it quickly became my DOC and is easily the biggest demon that I deal with. Outside of what I've already mentioned I was a heavy heavy canabis user before I started getting my life together (I stil don't think there's anything wrong with canabis, it's just unfortunately illegal in my area and that's enough to keep my away at this point in my life). I've always very much enjoyed psychedelics, not so much for the "fun" or "high", but for the enlightenment and mental exploration they have provided me with. I'm a psychology major and I'm fascinated with the mind and how it works. I think i've written more than enough of an introduction on myself, I appologize for the long read! Looking forward to getting to know some people here and contributing to the community!
