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If anybody is awake, and feeling jolly, in the next few hours, please reply to this thread or send me a pm if you fancy a chat on here.
 
Sadie said:
Yeah, he called or messaged me the other day. I need to call back. I was just really really sick that day.
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I just read this.....that was posted on 07/03 and Foolsy died on 13/02 so when he messaged you he must have been in his last few days.

Obviously there was abbsolutely no way you could know that but it just goes to show how precious and unpredictable life is.

You just never know what is around the corner.

Live for today and all that......
 
He'd call me when he was down. I should have known something was up. No one ever calls me unless they're upset and in need of a chat. I'm a fucking idiot. It breaks my heart so much.
 
Sadie said:
He'd call me when he was down. I should have known something was up. No one ever calls me unless they're upset and in need of a chat. I'm a fucking idiot. It breaks my heart so much.
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Aww Sadie you couldnt have know....

How many times do people call us and we have something going on and we say "I'll call them back later?".....we do it all the time (I do anyway)

There was absolutely no way you could have known he was going to die...

Don't feel bad about it sweetheart....

The very fact that you do talk to people when they are down says a lot about you. You talked to me on the phone when I was down and it helped me a lot.......don't feel bad....feel good about the person you are <3
 
Sadie said:
He'd call me when he was down. I should have known something was up. No one ever calls me unless they're upset and in need of a chat. I'm a fucking idiot. It breaks my heart so much.
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He called you when you were sick Sadie...you cant blame yourself because you didn't feel like talking. You were not to know what layed ahead and you should not blame yourself or get into the what ifs... i have a similar story from when a close mate killed himself...he actually visited me after he picked up the rope he used to hang himself ..he remarked he had just been to Bunnings..a hardware store. He was wired on mdpv. He wanted a chat but i had to go to work... dont be hard on yourself. You are not to blame.
 
consumer said:
He called you when you were sick Sadie...you cant blame yourself because you didn't feel like talking. You were not to know what layed ahead and you should not blame yourself or get into the what ifs... i have a similar story from when a close mate killed himself...he actually visited me after he picked up the rope he used to hang himself ..he remarked he had just been to Bunnings..a hardware store. He was wired on mdpv. He wanted a chat but i had to go to work... dont be hard on yourself. You are not to blame.
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Another instance where you could not possibly know what lay ahead.....for all you knew he could have been planning on doing some DIY or painting or something....

It always seems obvious with hindsight but it's never that simple at the time....

I think I'm back off to bed now for a few hours....I cant seem to shake this tiredness off. ..I went for a lay down yesterday afternoon at about 4pm ish and stayed in bed all night... I'm still tired now....hope nothing is amiss...

Later everyone....
 
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