Sounds like your boyfriend has typical characteristics of an addict, and someone on opioid rage. I applaud your efforts in trying to be independent but I also urge you to break away from a disgusting individual like that as soon as you can.
Someone who taunts you when you're in need of drugs is a sick human being. That to me is the equivalent of crazy kids who abuse and kill animals for fun due to psychopathic predispositions. Reminds me of the girl in requiem for a dream, specifically the scene with the sick fucking black guy.
On top of that you're getting physically abused? Get out while you still can. I know in practice it's not easy, but start making enough money to ensure shelter, and then to support your habit.
Someone who taunts you when you're in need of drugs is a sick human being. That to me is the equivalent of crazy kids who abuse and kill animals for fun due to psychopathic predispositions. Reminds me of the girl in requiem for a dream, specifically the scene with the sick fucking black guy.
On top of that you're getting physically abused? Get out while you still can. I know in practice it's not easy, but start making enough money to ensure shelter, and then to support your habit.