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EADD Oi! What Do You Look Like? v. Heroin Chic' Vs 'Cracked-out Chick

Cheers Sadie and Ms M (I think) - I'll class being elevated in the BL imagination from Spud outta trainspotting to Dennis Pennis as a qualified success :D
 
Pagey said:
Check me out guys. All ready to start work in the City %)
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Pagey, are you guys in London still?? We should catch up! Drop me a PM.
 
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Urbain we are! Definitely should. I'll PM you later!

Couldn't resist posting a few more wedding pictures, sorry =D

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Gaaah I'm so happy =D
 
Thanks for the nice things plenty of people said, and Evey it wasnt exactly a cry for help. Like i said i was not in the best state of mind due to a 3 day/2 night stim binge, and maybe i wanted to show a bit of the 'darker side' i dunno, i've not really examined my motives that deeply.

Work have imposed a final warning on me; if i'm late or sick again within the next 3 months they almost certainly wont keep me on. This is the laxest employer ive ever worked for, ive only had about 5 days off sick since i started in December, but ive been late so many times it's embarrasing. That has forced me to reduce my benzo dose and im also working on reducing my sedating kratoms to make it easier to wake up/get up when the alarms go off.

Ive got some MEGA LOUD alarms at the opposite side of the room, but i could quite easily ignore them blaring away for half an hour if i took too high a dose of benzos the night before. A few times already i've managed to get into work after being up all night on a binge, but i couldnt manage it after a 2 night session. Christ i couldnt even walk without bumping into everything. I think that warning will help me curb these sessions.

Sometimes i seem to need some kind of external pressure or motives to change, because i often cant find them within myself and for myself. This job is kind of helping me immensly to force me to cut down on bad habits. Now the pressure is really on to keep a clean slate for the next 4 months or so. I kind of like the challenge. Ive gradually got better at getting up, not been late for the last 2 months, apart from when the allnight stim binges get thrown in and i loose all sense and judgement. I spose in one self centred way its a good thing that there are now so few (perhaps 0) decent legally and easily obtainable stims on the UK market. This latest bunch is sheer gash. I never thought that i would miss ethylphenidate.8o

Someone else called me Jaws too Alasdair, i cant seem to see it myself, i mean this jawline business. Maybe all that chewing gum i used to mash when out on speed or pills has done it i dunno. :D
 
MDB said:
Work have imposed a final warning on me; if i'm late or sick again within the next 3 months they almost certainly wont keep me on. This is the laxest employer ive ever worked for, ive only had about 5 days off sick since i started in December, but ive been late so many times it's embarrassing
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Mmmm... this is a re-occurring problem for you, isn't it?

Thing is, next potential employer will look at your work history for references... with 3/4 firings on the trot (to my knowledge?) you may have a real problem.

Somethings gotta change. You blamed drug use for your last work-related problems, may I ask if this is the case again?
 
MDB if you take 3-FPM now, and continuously through the night, you'll have no problem being ready for work in the morning.

Just saying. Pisses on shitalin.
 
Raasyvibe said:
Mmmm... this is a re-occurring problem for you, isn't it?

Thing is, next potential employer will look at your work history for references... with 3/4 firings on the trot (to my knowledge?) you may have a real problem.

Somethings gotta change. You blamed drug use for your last work-related problems, may I ask if this is the case again?
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No. Ive only been fired once. Where on earth do you get 3/4 from:? That one firing was for turning up to work after being up all night and taking a big dose of etiz before going in. The shift pattern caught me out finising at 10pm, meant i couldnt get to sleep until 3 or 4 am, which was the time i had to get up to be in for 6 am the next morning anyway, so i didnt bother going to bed. My drug habits have caused me problems at work, but as i said in my post i am getting better at minimising the impact they have on my abilty to get out of bed on time for example. I havent been sacked yet, in my 2nd job since i acquired all these addictions, im on a final warning.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
No. Ive only been fired once. Where on earth do you get 3/4 from:? That one firing was for turning up to work after being up all night and taking a big dose of etiz before going in. The shift pattern caught me out finising at 10pm, meant i couldnt get to sleep until 3 or 4 am, which was the time i had to get up to be in for 6 am the next morning anyway, so i didnt bother going to bed. My drug habits have caused me problems at work, but as i said in my post i am getting better at minimising the impact they have on my abilty to get out of bed on time for example. I havent been sacked yet, in my 2nd job since i acquired all these addictions, im on a final warning.
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I'm extremely concerned for you that you're not getting the help you need n that history may repeat itself (I'm here for you in E-mail / pm if you ever need to talk, vent or whatever anytime ok?

Evey
 
Thanks PP. I find it very diifcult to grin 'naturallly' for the camera, so any grin would be hugely cheesy, unless i happen to find a pic where i am actually grinning naturally, i may have one somewhere...

I'm sure ive already complimented you on your good looks, but i'll return the compliment again, as you are certainly quite the looker yourself. Shame ive only seen a couple of your pics.
 
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