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  • EADD Moderators: Pissed_and_messed | Shinji Ikari

EADD Oi! What Do You Look Like? v. Heroin Chic' Vs 'Cracked-out Chick

Stop putting yourself down man!!!

I'm not exactly what could be considered a "pretty boy" but I've bagged "more ass than a toilet seat" in my day....

Its all about patter and confidence ....and muscles.....the birds go mad for those abs man..
 
Cheers Fug, thats the best offer Ive had in ages.

Actually, its the only offer Ive had in years, aside from that girl I used to go raving with who fucked my head up last year. She was gorgeous and I knew it was probably the last time that an attractive girl would show any interest in a burnt out old cunt. I drove myself mad as I knew that the last thing she needed in her life was me (as she has a little boy) that I almost did the right thing by staying away. But I thought a drink wont hurt as she'll leave as soon as she finds out Im ended up riding the horse, but it urned out to be nothing more than a booty call, as she said shed always fancied me (we both had partners at the time) and wanted to 'fuck a proper bad boy raver'. So she got fucked by a bad boy raver, had a nice cum and made sure I was back out of her house and life the 2nd I finished my coffee the following morning. So much for my worries, but she gave up drugs when she had her lad (responsable choice) but after years of amazing amphetamine driven sex she was fucking crap.
 
Theres a picture of me on here somewhere, but as expected it attracted as much interest as a book on Classic Trains written by anyone other than J.R Hartley.

Its a cheat anyway as it was taken during my last trip to Ibiza - 12 months later I was completely hooked on smack. It hardly does me any favours asthetic wise (excuse the spellin) but I personally think its a nice picture, as it was one of the last photos of me while I was still truly happy, taken in Cafe Mambo with Pete Goodings arm around me.....
 
Hate to see you depressed like this Stee...

You need something to snap yourself out of it man.....some sort of goal to aim for or something....

Just staying in the house with nothing to look forward too is no good for you at all....
 
The only picture of me to surface publicly on here was uploaded without my consent and had a rather flaccid cock aimed straight at my wide open mouth.

Could be worse Stee ;)
 
Fug said:
The only picture of me to surface publicly on here was uploaded without my consent and had a rather flaccid cock aimed straight at my wide open mouth.

Could be worse Stee ;)
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Could indeed......you could be David Cameron and have pics of your cock aimed squarely at a pigs mouth (though if you actually were David Cameron that would be the least of you worries :))
 
Im actually not that depressed, Ive just been to my first group therapy session at my dsp which was superb, and my meths dropped again since yesterday (im down to 45mls now). Im just reflecting on what ive thrown away, but the fact that life was so good at one point is enough to keep my head above water. 90% of my misfortune I have brought upon myself, where as (cheese alert) your constant trials and the way you have fought back is truly inspirational, and that thought alone is enough to make me smile. You've been nothing but a credit to this place since your first post, but now your completely indispensable to the whole site.
 
steewith2ees said:
Im actually not that depressed, Ive just been to my first group therapy session at my dsp which was superb, and my meths dropped again since yesterday (im down to 45mls now). Im just reflecting on what ive thrown away, but the fact that life was so good at one point is enough to keep my head above water. 90% of my misfortune I have brought upon myself, where as (cheese alert) your constant trials and the way you have fought back is truly inspirational, and that thought alone is enough to make me smile. You've been nothing but a credit to this place since your first post, but now your completely indispensable to the whole site.
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Aww thanks Stee that's a lovely thing to say mate...

My life is still post bleak at times though but I try to make the best of the situation I have....

I wish I could do more to help your current situation and give you some advice/pointers on something to aim for to make you feel that happiness again....

I'm a great believer that nothing is over until you say its over and I'm sure with the right help and some goals to work towards you Could have that happiness back.....

Always wishing the best for you mate <3
 
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