mydrugbuddy
Bluelighter
aye, ive also received a 'headsup' warning kind of pm, which was appreciated, we all know this type of stuff, its just sometimes not at the forefront of our minds, at exactly the danger times like this, where you get a 'trigger point' set of circumstances: just been sacked, feeling pretty shit, suddenly got loads of free time, and got a bit of cash, right now it would be very easy to 'let myself go' completely, on some kind of big self pitying downward spiral, letting my dose spiral upwards for weeks/months until my money runs out. It wouldnt help my problems atall, obvioulsy it would make everthing much worse in fact. Thanks all for voicing your concerns, worries and facts.
But as Shambles said I've already been there with ODT. Last time round, I went a few months before i stopped/ transferred to something else. It'll be much easier if i stop very soon (like the day after tomorrow, i will use tomorrow to psyche myslef up and get into a better frame of mind) both psycholically and physically. Its only been a couple of weeks (i think) of dayly use, so the w/ds should be pretty minimal at this stage, plus i have kratom to transfer over to, which may cushion things if not altogether then to a large extent, hopefully. Last time i quit ODT it wasnt out of choice, it was because the stocks dried up, and my personal-use stockpile ran out, this time it will be a conscious decision to stop. My dose has gradually spiralled to roughly 0.5 grams a day over the last couple of weeks or so.
But as Shambles said I've already been there with ODT. Last time round, I went a few months before i stopped/ transferred to something else. It'll be much easier if i stop very soon (like the day after tomorrow, i will use tomorrow to psyche myslef up and get into a better frame of mind) both psycholically and physically. Its only been a couple of weeks (i think) of dayly use, so the w/ds should be pretty minimal at this stage, plus i have kratom to transfer over to, which may cushion things if not altogether then to a large extent, hopefully. Last time i quit ODT it wasnt out of choice, it was because the stocks dried up, and my personal-use stockpile ran out, this time it will be a conscious decision to stop. My dose has gradually spiralled to roughly 0.5 grams a day over the last couple of weeks or so.
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