god you lot are so lucky that you can do that I can I redoes till its all gone be it a few 100mg to 5 10 20 grams no shit ive gone through 25g of mpa with not stopping before now two weeks non stop just blacked out for a few hours which would count as sleep I guess but hit the foil the nose straight off
Jesus man, that mpa is no joke. All the opiates, and benzo's I was withdrawing off last time I got clean. And we're talking proper clean this time (at 30 yrsold If you come off everythg so there's no more physicals than thats job done in my book. Not to say the occasional noids and dreaded "nut meg" never made an appearance during clean time). What I was trying to say is that mpa nailed me hard. Despite all my useing I'd generally still carried my physique wigh a fair amount of pride. Don't get me wring, at football my nick name was always "chemical swarm", but all with good humour - half these guys have used/dealt/ even had a go away for a little while - all for drugs. But by the end, before I got this fucking muscle tear that needs surgery, even then 90 % of the banter was about me eating a meal at some point. Don't get me wrong, I still camptained whuch ever of ghe the useless cunts showed up, because you can't take away the football knowlege in someones, however, physicall, the cracks were appearing all over the place. One, nobody likes losing a 50/50 ball to some nobody you could have stomped into the ground a a year previous. The worst thing though waa the face man. I looked like one of those before and afer Meth Photo". ( I actually got into the meth scene myself in early 20's when I lived state side so I dont use term time )'