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EADD Heroin Discussion V18 - Wax on-Wax off-Beetle-down-Beetle up (Hiyer zaramorph)

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Some people say after day 3 it gets better, for me it was 4. So keep at it. Jokes if you try and wank had one of day 5 I just cam after like 30 seconds ha ha ha was worried I would be like that for the rest of my life, absolutely shate me up. Until I found out it would pass. Ha
 
Haha :D it's only good if it's yourself wanking, any other scenario wouldn't go down too well me thinks

Enough of this wank now
Gear if last scene was some of the strongest I had tried, would have knocked me for 6 if I didn't have a tolerance, lush pale brown kit
 
Uthis kit is fucking lush. Add on top couple of Valium and I'm in a very good place.

Today will be a nice day! Eyes strugglingn to focus.m
 
Bodda said:
Godspeed to a better place matt<3ketamine.
Best wishes to you :)
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Thanks very much man, it's annoying me how bad it's got, it was the olde "I'm not addicted I can control it" talk for ages then once you realise, your in too deep to just jump out :\

wcote said:
Uthis kit is fucking lush. Add on top couple of Valium and I'm in a very good place.

Today will be a nice day! Eyes strugglingn to focus.m
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Such a bittersweet combo, I loved it, it didn't love me (Val's and gear I'm talking aboot)
I wouldn't mix them now if ya had a naloxone shot ready and all, that's one combo I can't take :(
 
wcote said:
Some people say after day 3 it gets better, for me it was 4. So keep at it. Jokes if you try and wank had one of day 5 I just cam after like 30 seconds ha ha ha was worried I would be like that for the rest of my life, absolutely shate me up. Until I found out it would pass. Ha
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i noticed the exact same thin woulkd happen to me when i was rattling like id last 20 seconds at most wanking, 4 in mornin cant get no sleep, fuk all to do, feel like shit. i wondered if it was just me, and didnt want to ask any 1 in real life if theyd tried so thanks for clearing that up. On adifferent note had some better gear lately iv actually been getting good old pinsa nd needles in head and face,i love that as long as it dont get to intense it can be painful rather than pleasurable if ur to greedy,a ton an egg 4 good gear cant complain at minute
 
Haven't got any money, so sadly resorted to reading about the gear on the web. It's a pretty vicarious way of getting high...that really don't work.

But was Sammy g really saying he didn't have much of a problem when he's frequently pinning himself or was I just not getting the joke!
 
Lou, you're a true legend. Good to finally meet you. ;)

In answer to your question, I do have a problem, but it's not heroin addiction. I haven't touched any since the weekend, and even that was smoked. I just tend to go through periods of daft self-destructive, impulsive behaviour, and frequently pinning myself was an outlet for that. There have been many others.

I can't say I don't enjoy heroin and opiates in general; I love 'em. I would possibly use every day if it didn't involve going so far outside my comfort zone and preference for a quiet lifestyle.

Which is not to say I'm better at resisting temptation than any addict - I'm shit at it. I've just been fortunate to have moments of clarity where I say to myself "what the fuck am I doing here?" and it's usually just in time to pull myself back from the cliff's edge.

I'm just stupid and lucky.
 
Fair play... I've been on the gear for about 4 year, without pinning, and know how sick I get when trying to stop. However things are different for everyone...
 
i bet you got really good at putting it in sam. i was only saying that outloud the other day as God is my witness but i used the m name. I couldn't today and no body there to help me put it in either.

so much seems to stick out still when i attempt by myself. If theres even space. Which there never usually is.
 
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loumacari said:
Fair play... I've been on the gear for about 4 year, without pinning, and know how sick I get when trying to stop. However things are different for everyone...
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Must be costing you a bit after 4 years. You've done well to resist it.

NightsEpiphany said:
i bet you got really good at putting it in sam.
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Nah, I was pretty rubbish once all the easy veins started fading.
 
Amen to that... All that shit in the pawn shop knows how much it costs.. Kinda thought I would... Then I was like I've been doing it for ages and getting by.... So there is no point to go and shit in the bed now...
 
loumacari said:
Fair play... I've been on the gear for about 4 year, without pinning, and know how sick I get when trying to stop. However things are different for everyone...
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Sammy G said:
Must be costing you a bit after 4 years. You've done well to resist it.
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Same, 4 years since September I smoked all that time until recently did it IV twice but wen't back to smoking...now i've been looking at a vein all day in work and I know im picking up 2 bags later, it would be the sensible choice to just smoke them though wouldn't it
 
matt<3ketamine said:
Gear if last scene was some of the strongest I had tried, would have knocked me for 6 if I didn't have a tolerance, lush pale brown kit
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Matt like I said to you before that sounded like the nice gear around here tho ours is more light even yellow almost pale colourless stuff and it tastes great u get the gaggy feeling and leaves zero traces on the foil .. before it was only one guy who had it and he was unreliable as fuck with expensive bags, now the main guy has it too who gives 0.25 for 20 and as much tic as I want which is a recipe for disaster

- what i don't understand is your not too far from me ya? but surely the stuff comes thru Dublin so why is Dublin still so bad??
 
who did you manage again lou, I think i can picture your face. I have a love love relationship with the gear now. the green works, the chemist was a cunt yday and I told him i was on my way and he said he couldn't wait. thing is, i've been working on thursdays and have had to go to docs twice for this and the last time they had a go telling me to make sure that I pick up when I'm supposed to.

anyway. I had a thought yesterday. we know how pharmacy works, they spend money creating a product, then because they've invested in it they have to claw the money back so they have to create the need. methadone has no other use but the treatment of heroin addiction that I am aware of. the heroin problem was created for whoever to peddle their methadone me thinks. i take blame for my own addiction and that, but I believe it's what thattcher would have wanted
 
^^ I don't know..there was opium dens in the 17th and 18th centuries and heroin in the early 20th century. The scientists at Bayer are the ones to blame for synthesizing it if anyone
 
opiaterock said:
Same, 4 years since September I smoked all that time until recently did it IV twice but wen't back to smoking...now i've been looking at a vein all day in work and I know im picking up 2 bags later, it would be the sensible choice to just smoke them though wouldn't it
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Definitely.

If you've crossed the line from smoking to IV use twice and you can resist the temptation to do so again, run with it.
 
oh yeah, i know that, but I've mentioned the "advertising" of heroin in the 1980s before, it was in a "don't do it" way but if they didn't know there were huge amounts coming in (being let or brouight in ) then they wouldn't have needed to advertise it. In addition to this, it made its way to grange hill, zammo maguire. i really believe that there was an intent on the subconscious level to put it in the minds of the youths who felt they had nothing in life. I'm working on looking into it as i said, It's what thatcher would have wanted.

there's loads of pharmaceuticals that have been createed and then they create the illness. Look at depression, there's a multidude of stuff out there fore it, depression is a huge business now.
 
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