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EADD Heroin discussion v.21 -- Big shout out to kkattastic :)

Not had a breath since Tuesday, feeling a bit crap and next opportunity to go and score now will be tomorrow unless I blow off an engagement tonight.

I could go and score ..... but I know I will eventually start feeling better anyway even if I don't score. And it's cheaper and it won't expose me to shitty weather.

Hmmmm, decisions, decisions .....
 
steewith2ees said:
Anyone heard what happened to Ructions - im sure shell be able to post about her 'adventures' on here soon when shes ready

I still feel sick. Ructs and her husband have suffered serious stab injuries trying to protect their home (and their son who was asleep inside) from a home invasion - having to fight off two men armed with hammers and knives.

For those of you that are friends with her perhaps a pm may be in order - they'll be ok but both have suffered serious injuries and will be scarred for life.

I despair at this planet sometimes
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Lowlife fucking scumbags whoever did that. Dublins getting worse and worse, not even safe in our own homes anymore!!

Hope the scumbags are caught cos I have a fair share of mates in the irish prison system who wouldnt mind sticking one in these cunts
 
SproutOnSmack said:
Picked up some gear today, first time in years so I can't comment on consistency, but it seems to be pretty good quality - I could feel 50mg even with a substantial tolerance. Definitely cut though, leaves quite the trail when chased and turns, only briefly, an odd shade of red when vapourised.
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Conclusion; it was shite gear.
Smoked the other 0.35g and got very slightly high.

Much better off sticking to Fentanyl, by this point.
 
FEDOR85 said:
Lowlife fucking scumbags whoever did that. Dublins getting worse and worse, not even safe in our own homes anymore!!

Hope the scumbags are caught cos I have a fair share of mates in the irish prison system who wouldnt mind sticking one in these cunts
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Half my family live over there but I havnt been in nearly 10 years as the city has got so bad
 
If any of you are FB friends with ructs she tells the whole story - fucking gruesome, stanley knives n hammers.I just hope they get found.Both her and her fella v badly wounded ,ahhhggg too fuckin much man.
 
average round me atm, not quite what it was couple of months back, but not bad, im hoping it improves soon tho
 
I'm taking another break from the gear, since yesterday. Used for about 3 weeks, mostly just tiny amounts daily. Big blowout Friday night, down to final bonus beetle yesterday morning. Still fit for work, just about.

If I got the last few days' dosages right, I will have tapered nicely and not hurt too much ..... Shouldn't have stayed on it that long, really ..... At least I have some diazepam to get to sleep with this time.
 
Had a pretty grim monday and tuesday, horrific withdrawrals, actually they weren't too bad compared to previous rattles though the mental impact seems 100x worse than it ever did before, pure anxiety, fear and panic attacks and I never used to get cravings coming off, but now just the thought of running a line down some foil makes my mouth water. had 60mg of valium tuesday night and still didn't get any damn sleep for more than 30 minutes at intervals. I found a disgarded bit of foil with about 0.3g just melted on it, so I was exstatic, though that was over 14 hours ago and I'm not withdrawing atall now, does redosing after you've gone past the 2 - 3 day threshold of pain send you back to stage 1 or am I likely to be clear of withdrawals for the coming week?
 
Do you have any access to subs? I smoke it on foil too and I randomly find pieces lying around too. Unfortunately you will still get witjdraw again. The hit you took was just enough to stop your witjdraw but it will come back
 
I've found that once your body's endorphin production has kicked back in, you have to get quite stoned to turn it back down again, so tiny doses just to take the edge off don't hurt your recovery much.

Result on finding a lucky piece of foil! I might have to start stashing them deliberately myself, when this break is over .....

Also, set and setting are just as important when coming off drugs as when taking them. Particularly as coming off opioids is pretty much equivalent to starting taking some drug. (Hardly anyone even notices when I'm on the gear; but the first few days after stopping, I look and feel like someone with a serious drug problem.)
 
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BecomingJulie said:
I've found that once your body's endorphin production has kicked back in, you have to get quite stoned to turn it back down again, so tiny doses just to take the edge off don't hurt your recovery much.

Result on finding a lucky piece of foil! I might have to start stashing them deliberately myself, when this break is over .....

Also, set and setting are just as important when coming off drugs as when taking them. Particularly as coming off opioids is pretty much equivalent to starting taking some drug. (Hardly anyone even notices when I'm on the gear; but the first few days after stopping, I look and feel like someone with a serious drug problem.)
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so ironic how nobody would guess about your double life until you are getting clean-then you look,and feel like a low life junkie tramp
keep on taking it and nobody knows
how is it that everyone is so uneducated regarding drugs?
 
Ignorance born of prohibition, demonisation and abstinence-only education.

They would rather we die than get high.

Also, it's easy to confine getting stoned to private environments; but after running out of gear, you usually have to go out in public.
 
BecomingJulie said:
I've found that once your body's endorphin production has kicked back in, you have to get quite stoned to turn it back down again, so tiny doses just to take the edge off don't hurt your recovery much.

Result on finding a lucky piece of foil! I might have to start stashing them deliberately myself, when this break is over .....

Also, set and setting are just as important when coming off drugs as when taking them. Particularly as coming off opioids is pretty much equivalent to starting taking some drug. (Hardly anyone even notices when I'm on the gear; but the first few days after stopping, I look and feel like someone with a serious drug problem.)
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Yeah it's quite funny that I've noticed it too when i've been around friends whilst being 'Clean' or in the process people will ask me if i'm on drugs, when a severe lack of drugs is more the issue.
 
BecomingJulie said:
When this little break is over,
Oh! How happy I will be! (I will // be //)
I will score a nice big baggie,
And get stoned as stoned can be! (Stoned can \\ be \\)
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This...i did a 15 bag (.3) yesterday and it put me on my ass all afternoon after a week off and got a nice big parcel coming later yippee
 
Managed to find some shit gear this week.

Ive been getting the same stuff for over 2 months. Its reasonably strong (ive managed to catch a nod from 0.2 on a couple of occasions) dark, grey-brown hard rocks.

Tried a different fella Weds night and initially i felt i would be allright as it was similar in colour to the decent stuff, but 4 bags chain smoked 1 after the other produced a definate heroin buzz, albeit the weakest effect I had felf in ages which wore off in less than an hour. I didnt even consider shooting one to try and increase the peace as the kit was so obviously adulterated, even to the extent that the beetle ran in a really red colour and it had a taste remeniscent of the 'clever bash' that was doing the rounds in the wake of the 2010 drought. Not completely fake, but definitely the weakest gear Ive come across in over a year.

Nowhere near fit for purpose, so Ive managed to grab 4 bags of the usual good stuff for saturday night / sunday morning. Im trying some 1-plsd tomorrow for the first time so i need the reassurance of multple downer access in case i get to anxious and need to abort or take things down a couple of notches. I can see my methadone dampening at least some of the experience, as I know that heroin itself produces a notable antipsychotic effect, so im assuming that the methadone can as well.
 
benzos are the best to calm the influences of cycodelics. Red gear is normally manitol - a fair bit in hackney at the moment, but also good depending where you go. I Go elsewhere most of the time - got a g of proper for the w/e meant to be the same as ive been getting for a few months but i swear its stronger .2 will gauch me sticks to the teeth like toffee and the tooter stinks of fish and runs just like gear.
 
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