pinkpapaver
Bluelighter
kind of got the normal existence and a habit down to a t kind of thing. It costs a fortune though. If only I could get it on the nhs or from the offlicence.
blondin said:if it collects on teeth and a few otherthings
Year and a half clean here!
But I just wanted to give my love to the people on this subforum especially...I know the struggle, or at least a part of it. Keeping you guys in my heart.
thought it had been quite a while since we saw you
congrats big time!
It's nice having some cash to hand,isn't it?
Well done for quitting, Pagey! Good woman yourself! I saw your photos on the photo thread, you look amazing! The drug free lifestyle really suits you!![]()
I'm the totally opposite, I've been on a total bender the last few months, especially the last month. I ran out'a cash yesterday, so I'm rattling today...I've taken extra methadone, but still feel brutal.
It was fun getting messed up, but it ain't funny now. Ugh!
Maxalfie, how are you me auld pal? Hope you're well mate.And Pinky, and the rest of the crew. Hope you are all well. I don't check into BL much. The only people I'm in regular contact with is the lovely Katt,
and Stee. I miss everyone here, I gotta log in more. xxx
Thats a pretty damning statistic but its most likely true. I picked up again monday night after a 2 week break. It was really good stuff, started nodding after smoking a few lines. Big relief aswell, I havent gotten any cold like symtoms since smoking it like last time...I must have really had the cold last time I used!
Ive realised ill never kick this habit so im just gonna pick up every fortnight or so as a treat and when I dont have any footie match or training for a few days cos I do be so sleepy and lethargic for 2 days after using. Plus that way your tolerance is down and the brown really hits you.
I was planning on never using again but its damn near impossible...4% chance as blondin said.
So its just gonna be using once every fortnight like monsta, I know I can stick to it cos I really cant afford anymore cos of bills, rent, car, xmas, etc. Spending 20 euro on brown every forthnight aint bad at all, I know guys who spend more than that in an hour down the pub