Erikmen
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Before I ever experienced a proper gear withdrawal, I would not have had any clue what it looked like. Now, after sliding down the junk beam straight into the comforting arms of y dealer more times than I care to think about, I know only too well .....
Having scored is what keeps you looking and acting normal, especially if you are not injecting. It's really only when you run out that any symptoms begin to manifest. Most people who haven't been addicted themselves or close to an addict don't seem to appreciate that.
Yes, it´s very difficult to explain what withdraw means as it´s not only physical, it messes with your soul as it seems.
How to define restlessness for instance, or the incredible lonely and sadness that is followed by sweaty and vomiting.
I would not have been able to do anything if I was having w/d, unless it was in its very initial phase.