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EADD Heroin discussion v.20 -- You've come a long way baby

Send a text, send an email, make a phone call, do something and put your trust in the people who love you to do the right thing. It's not often I come across all happy-clappy on Bluelight, but on this occasion I'm overwhelmed with concern about you and I want you to realise that things can get better. Seriously now. Go and speak to someone. xx
 
I have come clean about my recent drug use to parents i attended my old drug councillor again this week am going to a rehab open at 2pm tm. I need a slap in the face i dont take things serious enuff mb avoiding your a good bloke i dont want to die young i will if i dont wiseup Now, im scared.thanks again i needed to hear ur post. Deep breath, now actions speak louder. Really appreciate ur post. I am at a crossroads i want rehab sooner the better. Thanks
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Good news mate. Please trust your counsellor guy and be up front with him about everything. All the best and I'm gonna leave it at that. :)
 
only one hour untill the chemist opens. im just cleaning the saddle ready to go on my high horse. fucking 72 hours without my script, and im now broke as fuck from having to buy gear to get through the the weekend. only consolation is that my X-Men Days Of Future Past 3d blu ray is due this morning.
 
Personally,I would just go to a walk in clinic
when they see you are sick,they may prescribe a few DFs.
btw,my morphine script is a regular green script even though it is a controlled drug
same with my clonazepam

i know most benzodiazepines can be dispensed from a green script (i get my diazepam as such) as depite being class c unde the MOD act they are (with the exception of midazolam, temazepam and flunitrazepam) schedule 4 medicines and do not require safe custody or records and registers of their use.

Im suprised about the morphine tho as they are schedule 2 and should have the same requirements as methadone. blue scripts and all
 
on a break atm. i fuckin hate takin them, but i feel better for it after. its a weird 1 i know i can stop heroin, cus i do it all the time, but part of me feels like i enjoy it too much and will probubly take it for ther rest of my life. If only all us opiate addicted people knew wot we were letting ourselves in for that first try of euphoric H or any opiate really. would you stil have took it?
 
on a break atm. i fuckin hate takin them, but i feel better for it after. its a weird 1 i know i can stop heroin, cus i do it all the time, but part of me feels like i enjoy it too much and will probubly take it for ther rest of my life. If only all us opiate addicted people knew wot we were letting ourselves in for that first try of euphoric H or any opiate really. would you stil have took it?

Would I have begun an opiate 'career' if I knew what I was getting into? Obviously, my first reaction was 'Hell No!', but thinking on it further: it was a catalyst for many events in my life, some awful, some amazing, and, as such, has contributed to the life I have led. Hell, I can't even imagine how different my life would be, and I'm thankful for that. The horrendous depths of opiate addiction taught me to appreciate every single thing in my life, both through simple comparison (comparing Hell and Earth kind of thing) and through my experience in which I attempted to use opiates to end my life - I woke up 9 hours later, battered, bruised, but with a completely different outlook on life: I wanted to live. I wanted for nothing else.
Life seems so much sweeter when compared to staring death in the face. I am so grateful for every breath I take, as it is one I came very close to never having again.

In short: yes, I would do it all over again.
 
Very well put, SproutOnSmack. Very well put indeed.

My only regret while using gear was all the money I've wasted. I work non stop, yet I'm always broke and stressing over bills. But I have enjoyed my experience with heroin, I fucken love the stuff....

I would have loved to have just used gear for, say, ten years, and then quit. Then I could have looked back foundly on my years of madness.

My 20's was filled going to Punk gigs, drinking, taking speed, sniffing glue, acid, E's... And then my 30's were my heroin years, years of bliss. But now I'm making my way through my 40's and I'm stuck in the heroin rut. I'm still enjoying it though. But the habit can spiral out'a control so easily. I don't wanna end up as bad as I was before the drought hit....
 
Im suprised about the morphine tho as they are schedule 2 and should have the same requirements as methadone. blue scripts and all

My morphine scripts are just normal green ones but they get stamped 'CD' ( Controlled Drug ) so the pharmacy ask for ID and get me to sign the script.
 
The gear by me has nose dived in quality, which has done me a favour really as its given me another reason to give up the shit..

A week of meth starts tomorrow. Get to spend my birthday feeling like shite.. YAY.. :D
 
My morphine scripts are just normal green ones but they get stamped 'CD' ( Controlled Drug ) so the pharmacy ask for ID and get me to sign the script.

have the green scrpits got the box in the top right hand corner 'collecters of schdule 2 + 3 drugs must sign there name here'? is that where you have to put your pawprint Allein? im embarrssed to say i havnt seen a normal script in ages due to the self induced nature of the majority of my health problems.
 
have the green scrpits got the box in the top right hand corner 'collecters of schdule 2 + 3 drugs must sign there name here'? is that where you have to put your pawprint Allein? im embarrssed to say i havnt seen a normal script in ages due to the self induced nature of the majority of my health problems.

I don't think so, I'll have to check next time but Mrs A normally picks them up for me as I'm at work and at the mo I'm in capacitated at home. From memory they are just normal green scripts but the doc hand writes 'CD' on them. They don't always ask for ID especially at the local supermarket where they know us reasonably well, I also have one of those pre paid prescription cards because it works out cheaper.
 
I don't think so, I'll have to check next time but Mrs A normally picks them up for me as I'm at work and at the mo I'm in capacitated at home. From memory they are just normal green scripts but the doc hand writes 'CD' on them. They don't always ask for ID especially at the local supermarket where they know us reasonably well, I also have one of those pre paid prescription cards because it works out cheaper.

The idea of the blue scrpts must come from a desire to differentiate betweeen those who are prescribed contolled narcotics due to drug dependence and those who are prescribed the same for genuine analgesia. Just in case junkies arnt stigmatised enough - lets give them all bright blue prescriptions so they really stick out like sore thumbs
 
I don't think so, I'll have to check next time but Mrs A normally picks them up for me as I'm at work and at the mo I'm in capacitated at home. From memory they are just normal green scripts but the doc hand writes 'CD' on them. They don't always ask for ID especially at the local supermarket where they know us reasonably well, I also have one of those pre paid prescription cards because it works out cheaper.

my green morphine script,issued by my GP,has the circle on the back top right that I have sometimes been asked to sign,but now the pharmacy delivers all my meds so I never have to sign anything-not sure how they get around that
I have an HC2 certificate that anyone in England can get if they are on benefits or low income which covers all scripts,eye care,dentistry,wigs,travel costs....all kindsa stuff
 
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