EADD Benzo Discussion V. Waking up in a Wakefield skip

[pharaoh]

Haha thanks I was cabbaged. Still am. Just sending good vibes you know what I mean

 

[50shadesofDave]

Just good to see your name pop up Pharaoh

Just a mention seeing as you are north of the border, i seem to remember without going back pages that there may have been a benzo initiative floated in favour of the user, and means to taper up there, did anything come of it? I've been curious for a while, I hope so for the people's sake.

Take care our Pharaoh and friends.

Better days ahead, for all.

Dave x.

 

[Bare_head]

Tried alprazolam for the first time. Strange drug. Tolerance gets hugh quickly as with most benzos but found them more like temaepam in terms of knock out time but without that big euphoric hit. They are cool but getting a habit off anything sucks.

Thwt are ksaol branded. Sure these are legit

 

[Shambles]

Speaking of trying new benzos… tried these supposed midazolam recently. The two brands honestly feel like different drugs imo.

Neither of which seemed much like what I would expect midazolam to feel like. Neither of which were bad.

 

[gmanzalready1]

One of the "Customer Service" agents I have to deal with at a certain vendor is a total piece of work, and it's all I can do to bite my tongue, virtually speaking. I wish I'd screen grabbed our previous conversation so that I could upload it here, as it was just a total headfuck! I'm sure he must have been fucking with me. His latest reply in his latest failure to help me with an account related and payment related issue was words to the effect of that I needed to stop asking for his help as he needed to get on with his work. And then he went offline! What a total fucking areshole!

Christ did I want to say "YOUR WORK!"

"And what is that exactly? Oh yes - Would that happen to be Customer Service?"

"And that means providing service to customers who need it? Am I not a customer (who's spent well over 4 figures with them) who needs service!?" If only I could do a sarcastic Rowan Atkinson voice, and convey that via the medium of text!

For better or worse, I bit my tongue, and did not say any part of any of that. Sometimes phrasing things like that in the right way can prick the consciousnesses or pride in their jobs, of some people, but this guy does not seem to have any of those finer attributes, or any customer related empathy, or any relevant skills, or even the slightest comprehension of what it means to provide decent customer service. The last time I heard, it does not involve saying to customers 'go away, I need to get on with my work!'

The amount of utter bullshit emails they send out about how customers like me mean the world to them and they'd love my feedback.

Jesus, it makes me sick.

If I didn't need them because they have the products, at the doses, and the prices I need, Christ I'd so love to give that cunt a piece of my mind.

Does anyone else have, or have had similar issues either online or IRL with their vendors or dealers?

As far as I can recall most vendors I've dealt with have been fine to excellent, it's just more recently they're getting worse and worse imho.

It seems to me that they are now scraping the bottom of the barrel, both in terms of the quality of stock many of them sell, and in terms of the people that are working in many of these businesses these days.

I guess it's a fairly common "power play" that some low lifes use in these sort of supplier - customer relationships.

I guess I could try to empathise with that guy a little, he surely can't be doing that job because that's what he always wanted to do. I know customer service jobs truly fucking suck, I've done more than my fair share of them, but even at the times I hated them the most I did a better job than that!

It's certainly an opportunity for me to practice a more Stoic mindset, in terms of controlling my own reactions better, and also adopting a more solution orientated mindset would probably be helpful, but I cant wait to be rid of having to deal with pricks like this. You get the feeling it's quite deliberate attempts to push buttons sometimes. Unless the guy just has zero self awareness and very low IQ and EQ. Or just has a complete zero fucks given attitude about being like that.

But in the meantime I'll try again tomorrow, with hopefully my patience and positivity in a better place.

Mate I don't know if you in USA or UK or whatever but I would drop that vendor now.4 fiquer sum is for a vendor like mine.i can honestly say iv had 50 different vendors in my years and the one im sticking with ATM is a gentleman clever marketing.superb customer service.extra pills messages of hope you doing alright.i can negotiate certain prices with him.never a bad product in 2 years.al top notch.i would never go back to his company if he hit me with Bellshill.there are places opening more and more openly these days so it's not hard to find alternatives.mate my only advice is if your uk drop him now and get on trustpiolet.google is your friend and if your spending that amount then if you hit the right vendor they will treasure you.drop that lame vendor you have now you will feel better for it.imo

 

[gmanzalready1]

@Zopiclone bandit nitrazepam / mogadon is just the same as any other benzo really - nothing special at all. Quite heavy though and a 'sleeper' imo/ime

Compared to zoplicone there is no comparison.lol im using your handle as an excuse to say your strongest drug is zoppies. I'm having a laugh.nitrazepam is a bang.compared to say diazepam.id refer to the real powder nitaraz as goodnight and what happened...type of benzo.currently taking a clonazepam suspension.have you tried them.there is a certain kind of love feeling I get when iv not had them in ages?.

 

[gmanzalready1]

Yep, but finding the genuine article on the clearnet is nigh on impossible these days. Which puts me back at square one.

I'm not wasting any more money, when even the best vendor sells fakes, and offers no re-ships, and the wedinos results are diabolical.

Considering all this, maybe the XRs aren't such a terrible idea after all......

You in uk.its brilliant clearness company out there.pure product.lowernprices than most.hit trustpiolet and think of the first benzo that comes to you head that's blue.add on the rest and get the company that offers 3 free sames with every order.thats the one that will look after you.uk mate.

 

[Shambles]

Speaking of trying new benzos… tried these supposed midazolam recently. The two brands honestly feel like different drugs imo.

Neither of which seemed much like what I would expect midazolam to feel like. Neither of which were bad.

Right. So a bit more experimentation resulted in…

The circular (Benquil) variant is pretty euphoric with strong sedation and lingering aftermath.

The lozenge (Hypnofast) variant are much, much milder, little euphoria but pretty strong sedation with lingering aftermath.

I’d put the former at around double the subjective potency and would generally recommend them.

Also realised I forgot to include the pix so…

 

[Bleaney]

@Shambles

Are you getting any loss of memory? I gather that is a common effect of Midazolam, and can be not such a bad thing in clinical settings. It may be even desirable, and is presumably at least partly the reason they use that particular benzo pre-surgery etc.

I don't know if you use Wedinos, either for searching for any previous submissions for those brands and drugs, or sending stuff off yourself, but it would be interesting to get confirmation of what they are, especially as you previously said the effects of the 2 brands felt like 2 different drugs.

I think Midazolam is pretty much the only relatively easily available major type of benzo that I've yet to try. (Compared to Rohypnol for example, which is the other major one I've not tried, but that is more or less impossible to get.) I might try to keep things that way, so that it hits me properly when used medically, as my GABA receptors will never have got the chance to get used to that benzo and develop tolerance. That's the plan, and the idea at least.

 

[Shambles]

I am aware of Wedinos but, honestly, am too tight to send them drugs unless there is overwhelming need to do so. I realise this is about as far from HR as it gets

As far as the effects go, memory loss is fairly pronounced at 15mg and seems more of a thing with the Hypnofast variant.

Overall I’m not unhappy with either of them… but they do seem different and more so than just dosage variation.

I really should try Wedinos… but probably won’t get around to it

 

[steewith2ees]

I guess it's a fairly common "power play" that some low lifes use in these sort of supplier - customer relationships.

This is something I have learned the hard way this week. This cunt ho has been serving me for 14 years has upped and cut me off as they are making so much money in general now, I just think they love my panic when I have not been able to get them to respond to multiple phone calls and texts as they know how psychologically dependant I am on BZDS and after 2 weeks of not getting back to me I finally burnt that bridge on Friday by calling them a psychopathically manipulative child. As I am now down to my last emergency dose (30 mg Diazepam to be used in the event of a cardiac spoofing panic attack or something similar) then until I can set something new up by the end of this week I am going to have to play spin the wheel with the clearnet bandits. The one vendor I have half trusted for 4 years had there site finally taken down yesterday, just as I was about to need it in the first time in over a year so there is that too.

 

[Bleaney]

@steewith2ees

I very nearly said what I wanted to say to this "customer service agent" but as I mentioned, they do have the products I need at the best prices I've seen.

So I didn't want to burn my bridges just because of idealistic luxuries like principles and pride, which sometimes have no place in this grubby world!. Although arguably it would have been the right thing to do, but it would have been stressful trying to find another vendor with an equally long term reliable good product.

 

[steewith2ees]

@steewith2ees

I very nearly said what I wanted to say to this "customer service agent" but as I mentioned, they do have the products I need at the best prices I've seen.

So I didn't want to burn my bridges just because of idealistic luxuries like principles and pride, which sometimes have no place in this grubby world!. Although arguably it would have been the right thing to do, but it would have been stressful trying to find another vendor with an equally long term reliable good product.

You are right but this cunt was making it clear that they did not need my business or me wasting their time as I only buy about 300 - 500 pound a month of trips, ees. morphine, *heroin & crack & crystal meth (the last 3 of which I have no interest any more) as well as my benzos. They probably guess what I need but I can still spend money with them if they dont!!! So, to be honest it was not as much of a kamikaze as just getting the last word in on a fucker thars weaponized what was originally a friends addiction for tens of thousands of pounds over a whole decade just trying to say what he wanted before permanently signing off x

 

[placebonaut]

I think Midazolam is pretty much the only relatively easily available major type of benzo that I've yet to try. (Compared to Rohypnol for example, which is the other major one I've not tried, but that is more or less impossible to get.

the benzo sedation never really clicked with me for some reason, except for kpins but I always fucking black out when i have them (never learn not to drink with them ffs).

I keep resisting ordering Tamazepam but gonna give that a try next time, prices seem to be getting a bit more reasonable now it's a bit more available. Haven't seen any Midazolam though, will have to look out for it.

I very much would like to try Rohypnol though, just a bucket list item really, have seen it being sold in Switzerland very occasionally, have been tempted to roll the import dice for it too....

blah, I need to be reducing my benzo consumption.

 

[PtahTek]

is a wakefield skip akin to losing a week but see ya got a lotta shit done?
lol

 

[Shambles]

A Wakefield skip, yesterday…

I guess technically one probably did get a lot done over the week prior to waking up in said skip, but you’ll never remember any of it so I guess it’s kinda like trees falling in vacant woods.

 

[Bleaney]

is a wakefield skip akin to losing a week but see ya got a lotta shit done?
lol

I can see how you might have guessed the thread title was some kind of time-skip phenomenon induced by benzos, but as you've seen, a "Skip" in the UK also has an entirely different meaning.

Whether they are in Wakefield (which is just one of many hundreds of slightly depressed Northern England towns) or not, doesn't make any difference, apart from making the title more comical. Maybe someone posting in EADD did actually wake up in Wakefield skip due to excessive benzo consumption,, but I missed that post, if that ever happened!

What do you call these things where you're from?

 

[steewith2ees]

I can see how you might have guessed the thread title was some kind of time-skip phenomenon induced by benzos, but as you've seen, a "Skip" in the UK also has an entirely different meaning.

Whether they are in Wakefield (which is just one of many hundreds of slightly depressed Northern England towns) or not, doesn't make any difference, apart from making the title more comical. Maybe someone posting in EADD did actually wake up in Wakefield skip due to excessive benzo consumption,, but I missed that post, if that ever happened!

What do you call these things where you're from?

Skips. That's not in the naughty north or the sexy south either, just the middle, The "Mida Lannds".

 

[placebonaut]

A Wakefield skip, yesterday…

that's a posh fucking southern skip, not a true Wakefield skip!!!

it has a roof and everything! mutter, luxury living.

Best spot is about 3 feet down, that's where the warm spot starts