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EADD Benzo Discussion V. Waking up in a Wakefield skip

There's also mental burnout going at around 3pm, the owners have done well.
Moving to larger premises recently but not really added to the team, breaks are random and work requests for myself are known about hours prior and always getting asked what time i'll be attending, so my mind gets too busy.

I have a legitimate scrip for dhc but it's not doing the trick, extended release pills x 2 dailly, in this situation the pain has passed that threshold, probably because i have hurt my back and neck/shoulder to go along with prevolious injuries that the dhc is scripted for.

I started at six this morning and my first ten minute break was just before noon, but the money is top, just gotta handle it for a while.

I'm allergic to ibuprofen etc.
Mind you people always moan when the've hurt their back eh :-)
 
50shadesofDave said:
There's also mental burnout going at around 3pm, the owners have done well.
Moving to larger premises recently but not really added to the team, breaks are random and work requests for myself are known about hours prior and always getting asked what time i'll be attending, so my mind gets too busy.

I have a legitimate scrip for dhc but it's not doing the trick, extended release pills x 2 dailly, in this situation the pain has passed that threshold, probably because i have hurt my back and neck/shoulder to go along with prevolious injuries that the dhc is scripted for.

I started at six this morning and my first ten minute break was just before noon, but the money is top, just gotta handle it for a while.

I'm allergic to ibuprofen etc.
Mind you people always moan when the've hurt their back eh :)
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Sorry to hear that mate, I think you're tough as an Ox to be doing the things you're doing when you have injuries. Wishing you a nice weekend.
Peace bro!
 
50shadesofDave said:
I started at six this morning and my first ten minute break was just before noon, but the money is top, just gotta handle it for a while.
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Sounds very challenging given your health circumstances mate

Also sounds very illegal - no break for almost 6 hours? Fuck that (although when needs must - needs fucking must. Been there...)
 
Spot on, they are a very nice family and the company is changing after being established 40 years or so in another part of town, that place burnt down, so they moved into different premises, and have recently bought the large unit next door so it's all hands to the pump type of thing.
It turns to 30 hrs per week in October but we get paid for 37.5hrs, just when the hotels get quieter. They pay well too, the sort of money you can get used to.

It's zero hours though so i have no security going forward though, i should be ok though as i've worked hard to do what needs to be done, like you say.

They stopped today and sent us all home at 4pm as it was temps of 30° in the area where the driers are. Can of pop and an ice lolly to boot.

Much respect,take care.
 
On some down time today i've come up with a plan to taper down, maybe not totally off. 50/50. It will be after xmas, i'm going to throw myself at work and see if i can save up enough cash to buy my taper in one hit.

I'm going to need a shit ton of diaz, i've not worked out how much yet, but i can handle having them in the same room.

I don't think i am one of those people that can live without an addiction of some sort, i plan to give myself one year to get down to 10mg, at that point i will re-evaluate where i'm at.
I would like to be totally off and just a lad who likes the odd spliff, i don't drink or take stims or anything else that is psychoactive.

That CT period and the first ten days before i got some kern prodes that were bromazolam, they took the edge off thankfully.

The shear fucking terror, the audio and visual hallucinations and being awake for seven days straight, tremors and the night i dropped to the deck, i'm lucky i got the chance to reinstate, just clung on long enough to get back on my feet.

I would urge anyone using benzos dailly to start thinking about their own exit plan.

Just isn't worth it.

As always, take care people.
 
I had fallen asleep on smoking place outside, I have NO IDEA why, but I think those galenikan rivotrils I have got are damn GREAT quality. My neighbour had observed me sleeping when having walk with their dogs. And when I hadn't woken up when they got out for cig again, they decided to wake me up. Damn I love my neighbour, very joyful and hot and has boyfriend already :ROFLMAO:

I have 30ths celebrations with family tomorrow, but for some reason, trauma/OCPD triggers have been strong today, but I was able to regain balance again by excessive use of said rivotril and cannabis. Still don't know why go sleeping in smoking place
 
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Pissed_and_messed said:
I had fallen asleep on smoking place outside, I have NO IDEA why, but I think those galenikan rivotrils I have got are damn GREAT quality.

I have 30ths celebrations with family tomorrow, but for some reason, trauma/OCPD triggers have been strong today, but I was able to regain balance again by excessive use of said rivotril and cannabis.
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Yeah, my inner detective thinks you may be onto something with the Clonazepam suspicions

You turning 30? If so, any feels around that?
 
Well, I am only glad I am not stupid fucking teen anymore. It was awkward and sometimes I have flashbacks of me raising my stupid opinion out loud, but fortunately it is over now and I have only good opinions left.
 
Pissed_and_messed said:
Well, I am only glad I am not stupid fucking teen anymore. It was awkward and sometimes I have flashbacks of me raising my stupid opinion out loud, but fortunately it is over now and I have only good opinions left.
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Well, some may debate that, depending on their concept of 'good' ;)

Everyone was a dickhead sometimes in their teens (some more than others granted, I scored quite highly in that metric on occasions as a teen, ahem). The brain is still developing then eh, in particular areas associated with impulsivity and risk-taking, add drugs/trauma/neurodiversity/high intellect/mental halth issues/.poverty/etc etc add/delete as required, and you have one hell of a brew goin' on.

Give yourself a break brother, as you say things are different now...would you be down on yourself for spitting your food out all over the carpet when you were one year old? Same rules apply innit.
 
same as everytime when I quit bupre... feeling crappy for week or two if I don't decide to get some more. You can check my blog about it. I use a lot of THC which apparently makes blood levels of bupre much higher, so I get minor withdrawals of habit that many people would not even consider being remarkable at all in first place.

I don't use big doses generally, I am medicinal user, even tho I don't know if my use is genuinely medicinal lol in the sense that I doubt it is particularly therapeutic when we are observing long enough timeline.
 
Has anyone tried Rnaze clonazepam?

The clearnet options for clonazepam seem to have been reduced to Rnaze or Elikem Nozim, as Galenkia Rivotril seem to be out of stock everywhere I know of.

Both brands have tested good so far on Wedinos, but there has only been a small number of submissions.

Having to switch brands means that I can't be sure of their equivalent strengths without trial and error. They should all be the same at the stated 2mg, but you can never be sure. Elikem Nozim seem a bit cheap and chalky, but they may just be a budget generic version.

I usually crush down a number of pills and weigh out my doses, that way any variations from pill to pill should be evened out, if there is anything amiss with the strengths of these brands. So far I'm finding Elikem Nozim seems to be strong, and Im still working out my doses.
 
Bleaney said:
Has anyone tried Rnaze clonazepam?

The clearnet options for clonazepam seem to have been reduced to Rnaze or Elikem Nozim, as Galenkia Rivotril seem to be out of stock everywhere I know of.

Both brands have tested good so far on Wedinos, but there has only been a small number of submissions.

Having to switch brands means that I can't be sure of their equivalent strengths without trial and error. They should all be the same at the stated 2mg, but you can never be sure. Elikem Nozim seem a bit cheap and chalky, but they may just be a budget generic version.

I usually crush down a number of pills and weigh out my doses, that way any variations from pill to pill should be evened out, if there is anything amiss with the strengths of these brands. So far I'm finding Elikem Nozim seems to be strong, and Im still working out my doses.
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Ive been using R-naze for a couple of months now as I can get there 15 strips for the same price as 10 Galenika Rivotril. They are fine. So are the Nozim. But they are both quite cheap and nasty for bonafide WHO standard essential medicines. Thats the developing world for you.
 
Bleaney said:
Has anyone tried Rnaze clonazepam?

The clearnet options for clonazepam seem to have been reduced to Rnaze or Elikem Nozim, as Galenkia Rivotril seem to be out of stock everywhere I know of.

Both brands have tested good so far on Wedinos, but there has only been a small number of submissions.

Having to switch brands means that I can't be sure of their equivalent strengths without trial and error. They should all be the same at the stated 2mg, but you can never be sure. Elikem Nozim seem a bit cheap and chalky, but they may just be a budget generic version.

I usually crush down a number of pills and weigh out my doses, that way any variations from pill to pill should be evened out, if there is anything amiss with the strengths of these brands. So far I'm finding Elikem Nozim seems to be strong, and Im still working out my doses.
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My clearnet supplier still has Galenika 1mg and 2mg

Haven't bought any recently but it was decent a month or two ago when I last did it
 
Suffering multiple pain conditions i have developed true insomnia. It's bad so bad that I am scripted hefty dose of morphine (320), highest dose of clonaz (6) if you rull out doses for epilepsy and today I was prescribed midazolam 15 (Dormicum) on top of that to get some sleep. I am tolerant to morphine and benzos so I want tu use midazolam as best as I can. Is the sublingual the way to go? I am not interested in boofing or creating some nasal spray. Too much hassle for the pay off. Snorting is out of the question due to fillers and the hellish burn. So..

What is in your experince difference in strength between swallowing Dormicum pill vs taking it sublingual?

P.S. I am too tired to read papers and use the search. Any input would be greatly apreciated. Thanks.
 
Letting it melt under your tongue will make it kick in quicker, if nothing else. I never noticed much difference strengthwise between sublingual / swallowing.

Would it be possible for you to get one of the benzos that are actually meant for sleep, like temaz?
 
steewith2ees said:
Ive been using R-naze for a couple of months now as I can get there 15 strips for the same price as 10 Galenika Rivotril. They are fine. So are the Nozim. But they are both quite cheap and nasty for bonafide WHO standard essential medicines. Thats the developing world for you.
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If the strengths seem consistent and reliable then that is definitely the primary concern. I can live with the Nozims being chalky and clearly not a premium product.

I wouldnt want to be drastically underdosed or overdosed at any relatively important occasion, where such things could become noticeable to others, and could also adversly affect my own equilibrium.

I'm using the Nozim's for sleep, and weighing out fractions of 2mg, so any potential variability with these isnt going to matter too much in that context.

I wish I'd kept quiet about those Galenkia Rivotrils and their amazing reliability, relative to everything else on the market. I'm not saying that my posts on here about this caused the run on stocks, but they may have played a small contributing role, especially with several other people also mentioning the same thing afterwards. I guess it's more likely that more and more Bz users up and down the country gradually started noticing the same thing themselves, whether they check out Wedinos and resources such as this, or not.

Although there aren't a huge amount of actively posting members on EADD, there are still a large number of lurkers, and a number of them will be following this thread.

From now on I'm going to keep such observations only to trusted people via PMs. As the same thing happened with Etizolam previously.

I'll probably try and geld hold of some of the Rnaze, that is if I continue dragging my feet about learning pgp encryption to get back on the DNMs. I'm sure on there it would be easy to get galenkia rivotril Clonazepam from within the UK, I've already seen that Etizolam is available. Atizolm brand I think, and those are fine. Better than the pink Elikems that popped up on the clearnet a relatively short time ago. They also suffer from being chalky, which really does not inspire confidence. But all submissions to Wedinos so far have tested as good.
 
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