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EADD Benzo Discussion V. Waking up in a Wakefield skip

OT - a friend obtained some Telazol (tiletamine + zolazepam). He separated the two and gave me a jiffy-bag half-full of zolazepam (about 9 grams). Now, the papers state that it's around x4 the potency of diazepam but is so water-soluble. So I snorted a tiny bump. Woke an hour later; confused. So I took a fraction of my first dose to see if it were possible to find a recreational range. Woke up 30 minutes later, totally lost.

He had come down from his tiletamine trip enough to whisper in my ear 'so now you see why I give it away'.

I did eventually discover that 50mg in 2L of lemonade worked as long as you treated the solution as on would treat straight vodka on an empty stomach. You drink a little knowing that it will hit you in a few minutes. But it's duration means that you have to find and maintain a level appropriate to your needs.

Just imagine how dangerous that stuff would be on the streets. It's metabolised so fast that blood, urine and even hair samples would struggle to find it. The onset it so sudden that you had better lying down because you slump, you would surely fall out of a chair. It's essentially just a general anesthetic, or was to me, my friend and the few others he had offered it to... free.

And finally - that potency and that duration means that it's likely to produce tolerance and dependence very quickly indeed, Like 'Thomas K. Highsmith' the former Morton Thiokol chemist who, in the early 1980s was making etonitazene (not a weaker homologue) at work. He began using it parenterally so it was 1500 x morphine in potency (orally it's 'only' x60 morphine).

Colleagues noted that he had taken to carrying around one of those refillable nasal sprays and was 'clearing his nose' ever 10 to 20 minutes. He was caught because he asked the janitor if he knew of anyone who could sell such a product... and said janitor told the management who called the police.

So Thomas was arrested, charged, bailed and provided with methadone. He topped himself 10 days after being caught because no methadone dosage compatible with human life had the slightest effect on his acute withdrawals. I can imagine zolazepam doing the same. Imagine having to redose every hour. OK at night you could take a lot (thus increasing tolerance and dependence) but once dependant, your very life is likely to end if you stop.

Sorry to OT but I thought it an interesting story. In Canada carfentanil (x10000 morphine) is now replacing fentanyl (x80 morphine) and soon it's certain to be the drug of choice for clandestine chemists ($$$$) and users (duration is double that of fentanyl). But it's a one way street.
 
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Well taking ANY CNS depressant top of 2 more will always be hazardous... first generation anti-histamines are CNS depressants. Anyone else old enough to recall people mixing methadone with cyclizine to 'estimate' the effects of methadone. NOBODY seems to know why cyclizine potentiates the 3,3-diphenylheptanone class of opioid... but apparently it does.

Cyclizine is still around and is still killing people. Remember the news story about a girl who went on a date when Jagerbombs were the in thing? She was scared of puking so she necked a handful of Valoid and it killed her.

BTW before 'street Valium' was a thing, the most common benzos found in the bodies of poly drug victims were nitrazepam>clonazepam>temazepam>diazepam. I can dig out the reference but I guess it's no surprise that hypnotics are going to pose the greatest risk and that availability would more or less mean that if you wanted a benzo, you took what you could get. Oh, and of course clonazepam, while only prescribed for myoclonus, is very sedating. People with myolonus are told that this side-effect will go away as the body gets used to it... but I don't know what a 2mg Rivotril would do to someone who hadn't been on them for a long time.


Oh god, valoids and physeptone. A match made in hell.


How to turn heroin into a delireant...
 
I am enjoying the perfect lazy Sunday. 2mg of Clonazepam and plenty of weed. Feeling no pain 😉
Wow, good to see you posting mate! It's been a while. What you been up to?
Did you ever try it?
I got around 100-200 tablets in an attempt to potentiate my daily methadone but I was a bit disappointed. Certainly didn't get me high. Can't remember the doses but I definitely have them a good try. Only orally though, never IV.
 
OT - a friend obtained some Telazol (tiletamine + zolazepam). He separated the two and gave me a jiffy-bag half-full of zolazepam (8or 9 grams). Now, the papers state that it's around x4 the potency of diazepam but is so water-soluble. So I snorted a tiny bump. Woke an hour later; confused. So I took a fraction of my first dose to see if it were possible to find a recreational range. Woke up 30 minutes later, totally lost.

He had come down from his tiletamine trip enough to whisper in my ear 'so now you see why I give it away'.

I did eventually discover that 50mg in 2L of lemonade worked as long as you treated the solution as on would treat straight vodka on an empty stomach. You drink a little knowing that it will hit you in a few minutes. But it's duration means that you have to find and maintain a level appropriate to your needs.

Just imagine how dangerous that stuff would be on the streets. It's metabolised so fast that blood, urine and even hair samples would struggle to find it. The onset it so sudden that you had better lying down because you slump, you would surely fall out of a chair. It's essentially just a general anesthetic (or was to me, my friend and the few others he had offered it to... free.

And finally - that potency and that duration means that it's likely to produce tolerance and dependence very quickly indeed, Like 'Thomas K. Highsmith' the former Morton Thiokol chemist who, in the early 1980s was making etonitazene (not a weaker homologue) at work. He began using it parentherally so it was 1500 x morphine in potency (orally it's 'only' x60 morphine).

Colleagues noted that he had taken to carrying around one of those refillable nasal sprays and was 'clearing his nose' ever 10 to 20 minutes. He was caught because he asked the janitor if he knew of anyone who could sell such a product... and said janitor told the management who called the police.

So Thomas was arrested, charged, bailed and provided with methadone. He topped himself 10 days after being caught because no methadone dosage compatible with human life had the slightest effect on his acute withdrawals. I can imagine zolazepam doing the same. Imagine having to redose every hour. OK at night you could take a lot (thus increasing tolerance and dependence) but once dependant, your very life is likely to end if you stop.

Sorry to OT but I thought it an interesting story. In Canada carfentanil (x30000 morphine) is now replacing fentanyl (x80 morphine) and soon it's certain to be the drug of choice for clandestine chemists ($$$$) and users (duration is double that of fentanyl).
Changed my laughing emoji once I read the full extent of that...
 
Has anyone had any Galenkia Ksalol Alprazolam recently?

It looks like this type and brand has mostly been genuine recently, judging by the Wednios results.

Last time I tried to buy Alprazolam I ended up with Bromazolam, so I'm a little wary, but I could do with a bit more, as I'm almost out now.

I'm not finding Clonazepam too great for daytime use, it's not that great for anxiety imo, and quite sedating, so Aprazolam seems like a better choice right now, seeing as there still doesn't seem to be any etizolam easily available anywhere on the clearnet.
 
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Has anyone had any Galenkia Ksalol Alprazolam recently?

It looks like this type and brand has mostly been genuine recently, judging by the Wednios results.

Last time I tried to buy Alprazolam I ended up with Bromazolam, so I'm a little wary, but I could do with a bit more, as I'm almost out now.

I'm not finding Clonazolam too great for daytime use, it's not that great for anxiety imo, and quite sedating, so Aprazolam seems like a better choice right now, seeing as there still doesn't seem to be any etizolam easily available anywhere on the clearnet.
Do you mean clonazepam? Yeah I would go for the alprazolam if they're testing well. Ime it's very easy to taste if a tablet has genuine alprazolam without sending it to wedinos if you take it sublingually.
Alprazolam has fucking horrible rebound anxiety and withdrawal though, so please watch out.
How much clonazepam are you taking per day?
 
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I know some people who were into downers in the 1970s. Barbiturates and Heminevrin were still easy to get and cheap. A 'duck egg' as Heminevrin was known cost 50p. Barbs were even less. Housewives were selling their monthly scripts for bingo money.
In 30 years time kids won't believe us when we tell them how EASY benzos were to get. I won't be around in 30 years but some of you will be.
 
Do you mean clonazepam? Yeah I would go for the alprazolam if they're testing well. Ime it's very easy to taste if a tablet has genuine alprazolam without sending it to wedinos if you take it sublingually.
Alprazolam has fucking horrible rebound anxiety and withdrawal though, so please watch out.
How much clonazepam are you taking per day?
Yeah sorry I meant clonazepam. I have been tapering down and I'm not far off being completely off relying on them to help me get to sleep.

However, I'm feeling kind of forced into accepting a potential new job offer, which I'm not quite ready for, as it will make it so much easier to deal with the social anxiety of a new job if I get back on some kind of benzo during the day.

This isn't really what I want to be doing, as I'm planning to get assessed for ADHD asap, and if I get diagnosed I could get prescribed ADHD meds, which can also help with anxiety.

I may turn down the potential new job and wait for my adhd assessment, but ideally I want to be off benzos first, before I potentially start any adhd meds.

I'm struggling to decide what to do, and how to play my next few moves, with juggling all these different conditions, events, and substances it's difficult.
 
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I'm struggling to decide what to do, and how to play my next few moves, with juggling all these different conditions, events, and substances it's difficult.
I was and partly still am in a similar position. I decided to ditch the benzos rather than to try to balance use in a way I can be productive, as long or even mid term that would, more likely than not, ended up as a huge disaster.

Now I’m more on a quest to find things that’ll long term help me (stuff that did in the past I hope will again) but given how much I ruined my life by etizolam use, even just getting good medicine isn’t nearly as easy as it used to be. Both as a consequence of years of behavior tainted by benzo haze and as a consequence of rebound anxiety and side-effects/damage still lingering.
 
Well, I thought after a month clean of hard drugs there's a chance I may be able to use benzos sensibly again.

I was wrong. Although I started sensibly with 10mg, then 20mg later. Wound up having 50mg later. So basically wound up munching 80mg, was meant to watch a movie with the family. I'd had 300mg pregablin in the morning and 300mg at night too..

Well I wound up falling asleep on a bed I'd made up on the floor. Woke up at 3am every one else had gone to bed.

I dare say they all know I'd taken something. Which is annoying as everyone was proud that I'd been sober for a month off booze and hard drugs. I'm going to attempt to say i took too much codeine as I've had bad toothache the past few days. But they're not stupid.

I feel great this morning. Afterglow material. However km not looking forwards to hearing what everyone else has to say, could be in the bad books here, lol.

Those martin dows are deceptively strong. Definitely some of the better diazepam that's been around the UK in the past few years.
 
That sucks, pal. But if you can pick yourself up and move forward in the right direction then no real harm done.

Get rid of the rest of your benzos, perhaps? I'll pm you my address 😏

Don't beat yourself up and definitely don't go ah well I've fucked it now might as well just go for it. Just put it all down and walk away and things will be ok.

BB
 
I didn't have loads bro, just I'd done alot of exercise, legs session then 20k cardio after. From then I've had pregablin and Diaz, just before was meant to watch a movie with family and fell asleep ten minutes in.

Luckily for me I was able to talk to them this morning. Was able to fob it off as I took some cocodamol and I'd taken 4 of them for my sore tooth (I've been complaining about toothache for days previously), and they've believed it.

Basically they just said they freaked out cos I passed out and were worried that was me back on the drugs. My mother especially was worried and I had to explain it to her like genuinely I've deleted everyone who was part of my addiction to hard drugs.

I'd definitely be leaving the valium alone. The pregablin on its own doesn't seem to cause the same problems. I've had 300mg this morning and taken her for a walk along the beach with the dog. I'll be making sure I don't give my family any more reasons to think I'm going to relapse. I've been off cocaine and heroin for around 30 days and have no cravings or wish to ever do either again, theyve cost me too much in terms of friends relationships family money and mg own health, both mental and physical.
 
The pregablin on its own doesn't seem to cause the same problems.
And don’t allow it time, frequency and doses to find out what kind of problems pregabalin will eventually cause.

If you don’t really need benzos for medical reason, avoid, same goes for pregabalin and especially since you already know benzos become problematic for you.

I suggest you treat benzos, pregabalin, booze, GHB/GBL, barbiturates, phenibut or anything similar as potentially cause of big problems for you. I don’t mean to try to scare you but if you had serious problem with any of those chances are you’ll have with rest too if you overdo them, and overdo for those drugs is broad and loose term so please be careful.
 
And don’t allow it time, frequency and doses to find out what kind of problems pregabalin will eventually cause.

If you don’t really need benzos for medical reason, avoid, same goes for pregabalin and especially since you already know benzos become problematic for you.

I suggest you treat benzos, pregabalin, booze, GHB/GBL, barbiturates, phenibut or anything similar as potentially cause of big problems for you. I don’t mean to try to scare you but if you had serious problem with any of those chances are you’ll have with rest too if you overdo them, and overdo for those drugs is broad and loose term so please be careful.

Yeah man I've only ever been addicted to benzos once years ago. Since then I've used them sporadically, but usually play it safe and order the minimum possible quantity. This time it was one strip of 10 martin dows Roche and one strip of 15 signature brand pregablin.

I've put the valium away since last night and the pregablin I will use sporadically ie not every day and view it like a little relaxation for myself. I won't order more for a little while, in my current situation I don't have money to be getting a habit, nor do I want one after kicking harder stuff.
 
No mate. Injecting methadone tablets never appealed to me, and I'd heard enough horror stories from people that did.

Actually, if one merely crushes and snorts Physeptone (methadone) tablets, the results are pretty impressive. While you can crush and snort Valoid, it's just nasty... but then you do it again. I do not know why.

Back in the 1980s DDN actually had a front page article called 'The Limit of Intervention' which discussed the fact that people who got into that crazy mix were almost impossible to help.

Interesting history though. Travelling salesmen would smurf pharmacies all over their region (Smartly dressed people carrying briefcases are infrequently challenged). They paid about 11p a pill at the time, a dealer would pay 25p and sell them to users for 50p each.

So the salesmen would make about £5/box but if your job means you just drive past pharmacies, I guess an extra £20-£30/day was well worth having.

The most recent dealer who got caught (twice) was some woman in Liverpool who was buying them on-line (as far as I can tell) and selling them for £1 each to people on methadone maintenance. Evidently even if the methadone is consumed orally, banging up cyclizine still works. I guess these were punters who would struggle to get the money to buy a box of 100.

I have NO idea why specifically 3,3-diphenyl heptanone opioids (dipipanone and methadone) and cyclizine have this strange interaction. I've heard of isolated cases in the US where people would take the cyclizine orally as well so the damage wasn't so acute... but it just sounds dreadful. To be avoided at all costs.
 
Actually, if one merely crushes and snorts Physeptone (methadone) tablets, the results are pretty impressive. While you can crush and snort Valoid, it's just nasty... but then you do it again. I do not know why.

Back in the 1980s DDN actually had a front page article called 'The Limit of Intervention' which discussed the fact that people who got into that crazy mix were almost impossible to help.

Interesting history though. Travelling salesmen would smurf pharmacies all over their region (Smartly dressed people carrying briefcases are infrequently challenged). They paid about 11p a pill at the time, a dealer would pay 25p and sell them to users for 50p each.

So the salesmen would make about £5/box but if your job means you just drive past pharmacies, I guess an extra £20-£30/day was well worth having.

The most recent dealer who got caught (twice) was some woman in Liverpool who was buying them on-line (as far as I can tell) and selling them for £1 each to people on methadone maintenance. Evidently even if the methadone is consumed orally, banging up cyclizine still works. I guess these were punters who would struggle to get the money to buy a box of 100.

I have NO idea why specifically 3,3-diphenyl heptanone opioids (dipipanone and methadone) and cyclizine have this strange interaction. I've heard of isolated cases in the US where people would take the cyclizine orally as well so the damage wasn't so acute... but it just sounds dreadful. To be avoided at all costs.
You wouldn’t believe but snorting methadone isn’t a thing at all in my country. People either take it orally or use it I.V.

I have even heard people saying it isn’t snortable, I guess only tablets that are available really ain’t good for that ROA is only possible explanation.

I did once snorted tiny, tiny amount of pure methadone and it was almost like I didn’t snort anything at all, no sting or anything but it was really tiny amount, worked good tho. Can’t say it worked better than taking it orally but it was only a couple of mg so that’s probably why.
 
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