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EADD Benzo Discussion V. I forget

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Why do you want to take it to work? And come on, you're asking for advice as to how to transport a tiny quantity of liquid for later consumption? Have you given it any thought at all?
 
I am merely asking an H.R related question what is the best way to transport this about? 10ml dropper vials from amazon?

I reckon I should have made the solution 2mg a ml aswell would have saved tasting that awful PG solution.
 
What does the question have to do with H.R.? :D

It's not difficult to work out ways to smuggle small quantities of drug solution that you intend to put in your mouth. One is to disguise the solution as something innocuous like a soft drink. You might even add the solution to your packed lunch somehow.

But please be aware that taking benzos has an arguably negative effect on your skill and judgement, and so in competitions requiring those, you may not win the prize.
 
didn't he mention hodding bricks about a building site on speed a bit ago? Now he wants to add xanax into the equation?

christ

Xanax is only meant to have a half life of 12 hrs or summat. Not really being a benzo fiend I've found that great, BUT today was the first really long driving mission I've done in a while, the first one I've done since starting on xanax anyway ... and i could definitely notice a difference in my driving 'agility' ... from what I took the night before about 20 hrs previous. Even with added stims for the journey. Wont be doing that again. Only small differences but theyre definitely there.

Same for an increase in my clumsiness around the house generally

And tollerance is a fucking bitch. Using it to relax after work I can understand, but while working as well? you're going to be needing 10mg to feel anything in no time at all.

Stupid strategy

This is probably why I've only ever really stuck to stims or psychs and have avoided benzos and opiates
 
Really is it? I did 6 weeks off all drink and drugs twice this year. Took about 120mg speed yest and 5ml xanax, slightly more speed today like 170.

Considering I hadn't used drugs for a couple weeks previously and I've been on speed and xanax for 2 days slept ate and made work perfectly I don't think my life is in ruins quite yet.

I can 100% appreciate now why people say Xanax is the most addictive benzo, clearest headed yet can knock you out but short half life. I do realise that using it to binge on speed without so much problems sleeping/comedown isn't sustainable. But considering I have about .8 of speed left and 70 something mill xanax I've hardly been overdoing it recently, not by my standards anyway.

If I wasn't on the speed I wouldn't be dosing the xanax before bed for example.

The way this new speed is actually driable to sniff isn't helping. Caps are so much less fiendish for some reason.
 
What posts are you replying to?

No-one said your life is in ruins.

No-one said you've been caning drugs non-stop.

Just saying that taking benzos in to work is a bit of a slippery path.
 
My bad must have missinterpretted thought it was a dig at me. Considering I tried meth and crack both just once, oxy the same I'd say I can respect drugs I know are dangerous (hence PG solution, heard mates were sniffing lines of the powder!)

I do admit its just too easy to take heaps though had another 2ml there in a fosters. I think script nhs valium is better because you don't cain so much so quickly/at once and feel the urge to redose so soon. I can see its a much better end of sesh drug than valium to come down off stims though. The 2 beers I've had feel more like 5 aswell.


Edit: and yes using xanax at work aswell as speed is not wise. Bad H R practice but it keeps me amused and at low (ever increasing) doses it keeps me on top energetic yet chilled out not worried if something goes wrong and I have to feal with it.
 
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I've never known a more subtle addiction than benzos, you dont even realize it unless you go on a mad half year binge or summat
 
benzos on a building site, what a health and safety nightmare. Total no go mate, sorry.

There was nothing subtle about my addiction to benzos, i was instantly hooked, i had never felt such instant tranquilty of mind for about 20 years. Tbh im gonna try to lower my dose and do a proper long drawn out taper to give my brain every chance to readjsut and gradually lower tolerance. It worked well last time i and i made some progress. Maybe etiz is more forgiving than traditional benzos.

However if i find that several months to a year after quitting that life is intolerable i wont hesistate to pick them back up again. I think in some way my anxiety levels are unaturally fucked and out of balance, if popping a few etiz instantly cures that, then fuck it, the pros outweigh the cons.
 
I've took benzos doing manual labour, in garages, landscaping, office / call centre and at the moment doing door canvassing and taking them , but being up 4 flight scaffoldons different story
 
Ever since I've been on the Gabapetins I've noticed slurring words a bit at peoples doors when Im canvassing, Klonopin, Valium, Xanax, Moggys, Pyraz, Temaz and Etiz all combined dont even fuckin do that !
 
What is Gabapentin like, is it actually like a benzo?

I noticed when my nan was down she was on 300 mg a day, i have to make sure she takes her meds and its an absolute shit load
 
pregabalin is a stronger gabapentin, it has a simillar mode of action to benzos. It lifts mood and reduces anxiety at low dose. First time i took one it was way worse than my first benzo, when you "loose your legs" my coordination was as if id drank 15 pints of beer or something, but my mind was clear. Simillar to when you are new to benzos.

I had a nasty accident when i was new to etiz, my mind and reactions were perefectly fine, so i drove a short distance on some errand, when i got out the car my legs went, i walked round in a drunken semi circle before sprawling across the gravel. Some guy was watching me from his window and shouted out "I'll be keeping my eye on you!!". He obviously thought i was a drunk driver. I bet he fuckin does too. I dont generally take etiz during the daytimes nor drive on it since then, just incase any traffic police are reading.
 
Gabapentin is not like a benzo, it has really sorted my leg and lower back muscle spasms out, as far as anxiety is concerned I don't really think it's done anything in that department well saying that aye it does ever so slightly calm u down a bit a think but not really enough to be noticeable, but when all the street blues dried up every blue head / junkie in my area started going crazy for them , but I've never taken higher than my prescribed dose cos I'm not fucking tolerance for something I genuinely need, I've already done that with benzos and codeine, told myself no chance am I ever gna try and use gabas recreationally, gotta screw the nut at some point.
 
Marmalade said:
didn't he mention hodding bricks about a building site on speed a bit ago? Now he wants to add xanax into the equation?

christ

Xanax is only meant to have a half life of 12 hrs or summat. Not really being a benzo fiend I've found that great, BUT today was the first really long driving mission I've done in a while, the first one I've done since starting on xanax anyway ... and i could definitely notice a difference in my driving 'agility' ... from what I took the night before about 20 hrs previous. Even with added stims for the journey. Wont be doing that again. Only small differences but theyre definitely there.

Same for an increase in my clumsiness around the house generally

And tollerance is a fucking bitch. Using it to relax after work I can understand, but while working as well? you're going to be needing 10mg to feel anything in no time at all.

Stupid strategy

This is probably why I've only ever really stuck to stims or psychs and have avoided benzos and opiates
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Yeah, I always feel kinda off the day after xanax...short half-life or not :\

Tolerance is definitely a bitch. A couple years ago I went from 0.25mg a day to 12 in the space of a few months. Bleh.

Anyway, came in here to say I'm happy I just got my xanax script refilled because those WDs weren't fun :|

Apparently the plan is to switch me off xanax completely and the SSRI will take care of the panic attacks, but I'm a bit dubious tbh...
 
Dr_Robotnik said:
Edit: and yes using xanax at work aswell as speed is not wise. Bad H R practice but it keeps me amused and at low (ever increasing) doses it keeps me on top energetic yet chilled out not worried if something goes wrong and I have to feal with it.
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it's likely to MAKE things go wrong, nevermind helping you deal with the fallout (which it wont, it'll just make you FEEL like it wil)
 
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Apparently the plan is to switch me off xanax completely and the SSRI will take care of the panic attacks, but I'm a bit dubious tbh...
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yes im sorry to say i would be too, but i forgot which AD you are on, it was one id never heard of, have you googled it, it might by some miracle help with panic attacks, but i suspect you are being fed bullshit there im afraid.
 
It's escitalopram, apparently it's got both anti-anxiety and anti-depression effects ('for the treatment of adults and children over 12 years of age with major depressive disorder (MDD) and generalized anxiety disorder (GAD)')...and it's true I've been getting less panic attacks and been feeling more stable etc since I got on it but still, just the idea of not having Xanax there just in case terrifies me a bit :\
Especially since my main issue is panic disorder, not depression.

I've been lucky that my GP's been prescribing it to me for 6 months as I'd probably have been cut off after a few weeks had it been anyone else...But still, really not ready to stop entirely.
 
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