i did, and then i started taking kratom after about 1 week off bupe. There was a container of kratom in the house, that i had forgotten all about. Once i saw it, i could not resist it, and then with kratom and etiz in my system i couldnt resist the urge to re-order more kratom straight away. I know im a fool and these things could be the ruin of me, its hard to stop taking things that make you feel so good though, i was never destined to be an alcoholic, but i certainly have the predispistion to get into trouble with opis. Its probably for my own long term good to stop taking them, but in the immediate short term, for day to day living its difficult to stop when they feel so good.
(Sorry for repeating the same old thing again, but thats where i stand. As other people have said i either need to stop going on about trying to get off them and just accept that im an addict nad just get on with it, or decide to stop taking them, and stick to that decsion. Obioulsy that is easier said than done, and that is the fork in the road that im standing at right now.)