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EADD Benzo Discussion v. Finally remembered to start a new thread.

Mostly being far too noisy, even though i use headphones, i 'drum' on my desk, woop, and shout and 'sing' along to songs i particularly like. I had not realised that the sound would carry through the walls and upstairs into their bedrooms.

Once she posted me a note telling me that she could hear everything, i made a huge effort to quiten down on my next binge, but that was when i ended up having a KO and 'coming to' in a very bad way the next day, and causing a right rumpus. I promptly got a letter asking me to make an appointment with a Dr to assess my mental health. :o :|

I suppose i can see why my neighbor might have thought i was going insane, but it was just the GBL, and the GBL only. When i'm not on that I'm generally very quiet and calm, admittedly too much GBL seems to turn me into a bit of a raving lunatic, but it's all great fun at the time. :\
Yeah, most neighbours would probably think you're sober while making all the noise. That may make them think you're a mentalist.

I never got on well with GBL. The first few times I tried it I got an instant boner (sorry, TMI), but after that, when pushing the dose up, getting it 0.1ml too high and I'd knock myself out for an hour or so. If I took too little, it was a bit underwhelming. I found it hard to get that sweet-spot.

I heard it's a good mixer/booster with other drugs but I never tried that.

I ended up throwing away my last bit after I developed a weird, mild rash on my face which was definitely caused by the GBL. I had to have my passport picture taken during this rash outbreak. That was in 2009, a few months before the UK ban, so I've got another 3 years of my GBL monged out rash-face as my entry picture to new lands.

To keep it on topic in the benzo thread: I once took a benzo, then took another one a bit later. (True story)
 
And a sure way to have about 4 RIOT police vans and about 40 police officers with battons drawn, helmets on, visors down, and body armor, and a couple of German Shepperds for good measure, come crashing through my front door pretty damn quickly. :\

LOL. So a mix of you+GBL+stims = your own personal London Riot
 
You should have seen what they sent out when one 16 year old girl refused to give up a can of lager she was drinking. Honestly, there was about 15 police vehicles, twice as many coppers. If they had only sent out a proper "people person" to start with, I'm sure the situation could have been handled much better. As it was I thought there was an armed siege going on, or something similar. 8)

After criticising her majesties finest I'd better just try and un-incrimintae myself, just in case anyone involved is reading, as due to the neighbor problems i have now ditched my GBL. And there wont be any more neighbor complaints.
 
The fuzz are infamous for overreacting to stuff round our way ....as per the infamous "dead body in the tyne that turned out to be a bin bag" incident that I was sent to a couple of weeks back....

Did that really need 6 cop cars?....

Probably not:)
 
The fuzz are infamous for overreacting to stuff round our way ....as per the infamous "dead body in the tyne that turned out to be a bin bag" incident that I was sent to a couple of weeks back....

Did that really need 6 cop cars?....

Probably not:)

What if the bin bag was drunk and possibly armed?
 
Fucks sake, highly recreational benzos are now being sold at the rate of 4 for the price of 1.

As these offers get better and better they are becoming increasingly hard to resist. But resist I must.

They'll probably be all sold out by tomorrow at that rate, or being sold at the rate of 5 for 1. 8)
 
It's really quite difficult trying to prevent myself ordering a gram of Diclaz and two of Pyraz before they disappear forever. My Psyche is actually considering a script for Valium with full knowledge of my past dependency so it may not be all or nothing. Then again if he changes his mind next week I still have most likely avoided a certain relapse into daily use...
 
[MENTION=139374]Sprout[/MENTION] What!!!????? Are those things actually still available from any reputable & reliable UK vendor that most members would be familiar with? 8o

Afaik they both sold out of stock everywhere some time ago, and did not re-stock with the ban coming up so soon.:?

I actually did weaken, and order some special offer Meclonazepams, but as that vendors payment instructions involve more steps than most, and my ISP was down all day yesterday, preventing me completing payment within business hours, ive now had a 'cooling off period' and have changed my mind again for the better, and will not be completing payment after all.
 
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I gave in and ordered 250 Etizolam before the ban. I do not have many Etizolam left in my "benzo-collection" so I wanted to make sure that I will have an amount that can last me a while.

The Etizolam was supposed to be my last order, but now I can see that Flubromazepam is crazy cheap and a vendor has just gotten a new batch of Clonazolam which I have never tried therefore making me seriously consider ordering some. My favourite pharma benzo is Clonazepam so I owuld be surprised if I don't like Clonazolam. However, I do feel like I have spend enough money on the Etizolam, so I don't think I should be making any last minute orders.

I wonder how busy the different vendors are. Orders must have been coming in faster than ever these last couple of days :)
 
I wouldn't fall into the trap of 'the ban is coming, must stock up while stocks last'.

The benzos will always be available illicitly.

Then again I gave in and ordered a tiny bit of clonazepam (for ol' times sake you know...).

Out of all the benzos I've tried it's still just the regular old diazepam & alprazolam that l like the most.

For the OCD amongst us, here is a list of benzos I've tried (and remembered):

NSFW:



  1. Phenazepam
  2. Diazepam
  3. Alprazolam
  4. Bromazepam
  5. Temazepam
  6. Midazolam
  7. Nitrazepam
  8. Etizolam
  9. Pyrazolam
  10. Diclazepam
  11. Clonazolam
  12. Flubromazolam

 
Heh, the fact that Phenazepam is the first one you wrote down makes me think there's some inauspicious experience that sticks in your mind :D
 
Yeah it really should've been the first WARNING that there probably isn't much to be gained in this drug class.

Ahh, a whole month blacked out. Only some long term friendships damaged forever, no serious physical harm to myself thankfully.

To those who want to see my OCD in action, here's the full dick sized list - please note: I do not condone the use of any of these substances (besides LSD).

  1. Alcohol
  2. Nicotine
  3. Cannabis
  4. Poppers
  5. MDMA
  6. Mushrooms
  7. LSD
  8. 1P-LSD
  9. Salvia
  10. 2C-B
  11. 2C-C
  12. 2C-D
  13. 2C-I
  14. AMT
  15. DMT
  16. JWH-018
  17. JWH-073
  18. AM-2201
  19. AM-2233
  20. AM-1220
  21. AKB-48
  22. 5F-AKB-48
  23. UR-144
  24. AM-694
  25. Methaqualone
  26. Amphetamine
  27. Methamphetamine
  28. Cocaine
  29. Crack Cocaine
  30. Camfetamine
  31. Methiopropamine
  32. Mephedrone
  33. Methylone
  34. MDPV
  35. Ethylphenidate
  36. 3,4-ctmp
  37. Ketamine
  38. Methoxetamine
  39. N-EK
  40. 3-Meo-PCP
  41. 3-Meo-PCE
  42. 4-Aco-DMT
  43. 4-HO-MET
  44. GBL
  45. MDAI
  46. Opium
  47. Codeine
  48. Dihydrocodeine
  49. O-DesmethylTramadol
  50. Morphine
  51. Heroin
  52. Buprenorphine
  53. Methadone
  54. Oxycodone
  55. AH-7921
  56. Phenazepam
  57. Diazepam
  58. Alprazolam
  59. Bromazepam
  60. Temazepam
  61. Midazolam
  62. Nitrazepam
  63. Etizolam
  64. Pyrazolam
  65. Diclazepam
  66. Clonazolam
  67. Flubromazolam
  68. Quetiapine
  69. Valproic Acid
  70. 3-FPM
  71. 4F-MPH

Here I stand, sharper than ever...
 
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Ohh, you really have to try Ketobemidone so you can add that to your list. This chemical should be on everyone's list ;)
 
Yeah it really should've been the first WARNING that there probably isn't much to be gained in this drug class.

Ahh, a whole month blacked out. Only some long term friendships damaged forever, no serious physical harm to myself thankfully.

To those who want to see my OCD in action, here's the full dick sized list - please note: I do not condone the use of any of these substances (besides LSD).

  1. Alcohol
  2. Nicotine
  3. Cannabis
  4. Poppers
  5. MDMA
  6. Mushrooms
  7. LSD
  8. 1P-LSD
  9. Salvia
  10. 2C-B
  11. 2C-C
  12. 2C-D
  13. 2C-I
  14. AMT
  15. DMT
  16. JWH-018
  17. JWH-073
  18. AM-2201
  19. AM-2233
  20. AM-1220
  21. AKB-48
  22. 5F-AKB-48
  23. UR-144
  24. AM-694
  25. Methaqualone
  26. Amphetamine
  27. Methamphetamine
  28. Cocaine
  29. Crack Cocaine
  30. Camfetamine
  31. Methiopropamine
  32. Mephedrone
  33. Methylone
  34. MDPV
  35. Ethylphenidate
  36. 3,4-ctmp
  37. Ketamine
  38. Methoxetamine
  39. N-EK
  40. 3-Meo-PCP
  41. 3-Meo-PCE
  42. 4-Aco-DMT
  43. 4-HO-MET
  44. GBL
  45. MDAI
  46. Opium
  47. Codeine
  48. Dihydrocodeine
  49. O-DesmethylTramadol
  50. Morphine
  51. Heroin
  52. Buprenorphine
  53. Methadone
  54. Oxycodone
  55. AH-7921
  56. Phenazepam
  57. Diazepam
  58. Alprazolam
  59. Bromazepam
  60. Temazepam
  61. Midazolam
  62. Nitrazepam
  63. Etizolam
  64. Pyrazolam
  65. Diclazepam
  66. Clonazolam
  67. Flubromazolam
  68. Quetiapine
  69. Valproic Acid
  70. 3-FPM
  71. 4F-MPH

Here I stand, sharper than ever...


Where's the clonazepam?

Call yourself a drug user, eh? Pfft. Lightweight! =D
 
I were chuffed to little bits when I had 100 of the original 0.5mg clonazolam pellets turn up this morning, the light pink efforts with bi - convex sides, from a vendor I had a lot of faith in who used to always provide tip top quality bits and pieces.

Had email from them late Friday night to say they had 'found a load of clonazolam powder' while tidying up their warehouse and that would spend the weekend 'pressing them into half milligram pellets" ready for shipping on Monday. Despite the nice little collection I had amassed I only had 15 lovely 1mg pellets left of these, as they they were a particularly nice drug and I got through far too many of them.

As these white 1mg pellets were what I thought were among the last in existence (aside from a couple of old half mg ones i had knocking around), or that they could be one day soon I was thinking of getting a display case for them as they were very pleasant and extremely popular (they were the first NPS to become unavailable on the open market while still lawful to supply) and could one day be donated to the Museum Of Historical Mashups, alongside items such as a bottle of original Bayer 'Heroin' elixir or Sandoz 'Delysid'.

I only got the 1mg clonazolams following a rest from the drug, after a buying some unusually shonky pellets. After receiving the same product time and time again since I first tried them, the last lot were different in shape and seemed under or inconsistently dosed - they were a slightly deeper shade of pink, and were convex on one side only, the other being flat with a split line. Although I think it is clear that l have had a psychological dependency on benzodiazepines since I discovered their use as a miracle cure for my anxiety which developed and quickly escalated at the age of 20 - 21 (I have managed to lay off them for most of the last month or so but I still carry 12mg of diclazepam in my bag whenever I am out and about, as I feel more relaxed simply by having access to them) my overuse of clonazolam was probably the closest I have come to becoming physically addicted to a benzo.

But I never really bought the story about this perfectly timed 'discovery' of clonazolam powder, as when they turned up this morning, they appear to be identical to the pellets I was getting for months before the inferior bunch arrived, and as I have one left which is exactly the same colour, size and shape, I am 99% confident that the 100 I received they are the same ones, probably saved for a special occasion, such as the enforcement of the 'law'.

I am sure that the company they came from could be identified through the description of the email I received regarding the offer, as I would say it is a safe bet that other members received the same, but I am happy with the content as I have in no way provided a source for these as after they were all shipped the vendor has now ceased trading.

Just one more thing to check to ensure they are bona fide, which if they are will not be confirmed until the morning....
 
I had that email. A couple of vendors plucked Clonazolam out of thin air. Odd..

It being the only rc benzo I really rate I was tempted to get more. I resisted though.
 
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