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EADD Benzo Discussion v. Finally remembered to start a new thread.

^ i found lorazepam considerably more "wobbely" than other benzos. i suppose wobbely could be considered dangerous! higher risk of falling down!! :D

I've not gone over my "official" dose yet (1mg "as required") but have noticed I'm a wee bit wobbly on it even at that level. Other than that I mostly feel good - perhaps even goooooood. Not sedated, nicely relaxed of mind 'n' muscle (especially good for me with the back pain stuff) and (hopefully) not acting as much of a bellend as I would be with certain other benzos. Thumbs up all round so far I must say =D

I've probably said this five hundred times in this thread, but, boy, do I miss being scripted temaz. I loved it. I didn't even use it recreationally that often, apart from one stupid, long teenage binge - I'd just stay up late on my nightly dose feeling great.

I abused temaz and diaz heavily in my late teens/early 20s which taught me not to abuse benzos at all. Since then I've been amazingly lucky with benzo scripts. They just plain work and - as long as the user is fully-aware of the risks - I see zero problem with them. Thankfully several of my docs have agreeed. Since then government seems to have stomped it's big clodhoppers over any such lassiez fare scripting practices. Shame cos I'm waaaaaaaay more unstable having to scrabble round and/or do without entirely :\
 
I liked 2,5mg lorazepam. I found the memory loss pretty strong and yes, there were wabby legs. I prefer temazepam but they're close.
 
Something pretty stressful just came up in my life, but I'm saved from stress by my lorazepam. Will have to face up to it tomorrow, but, for now, what the fuck. Time for a comfy night.
 
Nothing especially stressful came up today but decided a few hours ago to take a similar approach for.. erm... science. They do manage to relieve even barely-noticeable stress I have so far discovered... for... erm.. science.

SCIENCE! Happy benzing!
 
You say that as if there were some other form of "benzing" :?

And nice word - somehow that one has never entered my realm so will be sure as to steal it regularly =D

Happy... benzing

I think I made that one up, but I'm sure people would all know what it means. ;)

Lets have nice, chill nights.
 
Lost count of my lorazepam today. I think I'll have to buy more pricey RCs to get me through till refill day.
 
everywhere i look i see that RC benzos are being heavily discounted, as if the vendors cant get rid of them quickly enough. This isnt just for etiz either. Also includes Flubromazepam and Diclazepam. Im grabbing what i can atm.

Fortunately with benzos i no longer have to worry about going on crazy uncontrolled high dose binges just because i happen to have them to hand. I have at least learnt self control with them, to the extent that it's safe to have reasonable amounts of uncontrolled benzos to hand without worrying whether I'll be able to resist taking crazy doses/using them all day. I think I learnt the hard way not to do that, thanks to Phenazepam.:\

My waking and sleeping hours are also gradually improving, so much so that i think I'll give the diphenhydramine a miss tonight. Dont want to be building up an unnecessary tolerance to those things, as they have allways been a handy thing to have when all else fails.
 
^^^hmmm....there are a couple of headshops that have stopped selling etiz lately as they are saying its banned. obviously it isnt, but maybe theres a one on the way??? gulp
although it might stop me buying shitty rc benzoids when you can still get diaz and alpraz with just a little more effort and expense...
 
everywhere i look i see that RC benzos are being heavily discounted, as if the vendors cant get rid of them quickly enough. This isnt just for etiz either. Also includes Flubromazepam and Diclazepam. Im grabbing what i can atm.

Fortunately with benzos i no longer have to worry about going on crazy uncontrolled high dose binges just because i happen to have them to hand. I have at least learnt self control with them, to the extent that it's safe to have reasonable amounts of uncontrolled benzos to hand without worrying whether I'll be able to resist taking crazy doses/using them all day. I think I learnt the hard way not to do that, thanks to Phenazepam.:\

My waking and sleeping hours are also gradually improving, so much so that i think I'll give the diphenhydramine a miss tonight. Dont want to be building up an unnecessary tolerance to those things, as they have allways been a handy thing to have when all else fails.

I too have learned self-control with benzos, the hard way. My tolerance has dropped a lot in the years since my big temazepam binge. I haven't blacked out on benzos for years. I still can't sleep without them or zopiclone, though, and still have to supplement my script with my endless Librium supply and RC benzos. It being Christmas time, I'm completely out of money. I really hope the good ones aren't banned before I have some money.
 
everywhere i look i see that RC benzos are being heavily discounted, as if the vendors cant get rid of them quickly enough. This isnt just for etiz either. Also includes Flubromazepam and Diclazepam. Im grabbing what i can atm.

Fortunately with benzos i no longer have to worry about going on crazy uncontrolled high dose binges just because i happen to have them to hand. I have at least learnt self control with them, to the extent that it's safe to have reasonable amounts of uncontrolled benzos to hand without worrying whether I'll be able to resist taking crazy doses/using them all day. I think I learnt the hard way not to do that, thanks to Phenazepam.:\

My waking and sleeping hours are also gradually improving, so much so that i think I'll give the diphenhydramine a miss tonight. Dont want to be building up an unnecessary tolerance to those things, as they have allways been a handy thing to have when all else fails.

Ahh you've just reminded me about the cheap etiz, tempted to get some whilst i still can. and excellent news on the self control improvement and sleeping and waking hours improving

Ive been a bit more sensible with the benzos recently, due to gapping stim usage out more, only touched them once a week recently for the past 3 weeks. instead of 3 times a week gapped or whatever it was. felt the difference
 
Using stims to counteract benzos and benzos to counteract stims must be a vicious cycle. I've never touched stims beyond ephedrine because of a chronic illness, so I can only imagine the horror.
 
Using stims to counteract benzos and benzos to counteract stims must be a vicious cycle. I've never touched stims beyond ephedrine because of a chronic illness, so I can only imagine the horror.

yeah its one ive been caught up in for a while. Its yet another reason to motivate me to reduce my etiz, that i will have more energy the next day, wont feel wiped out and like i need some kind of stimulant to 'get going'. Not necessarily 'heavy stims' like speed or even ethyl, just modafinil and kratom and coffee if im really struggling with low energy.
 
yeah its one ive been caught up in for a while. Its yet another reason to motivate me to reduce my etiz, that i will have more energy the next day, wont feel wiped out and like i need some kind of stimulant to 'get going'. Not necessarily 'heavy stims' like speed or even ethyl, just modafinil and kratom and coffee if im really struggling with low energy.

Etiz is nice, but it's not for when you need to get things done. Just be careful reducing it. I think we all know how vicious benzo withdrawals can be.
 
yeah i am being, i have to be, i have to wait for my brain to readjust to the lower dose before i can sleep each time i reduce. Im a bit concerned about the effects G might have on the fuctioning of benzos, it would appear that they make them work less well, after my first little dabble with G. If it turns out upon further experimentation that this is defiantely an issue, then unfortunately i will have to stop taking G, or have very limited and infrequent sessions. This might be one of those things that initially seems to be a bad thing, but could ultimately end up working out for the best.

Are there any threads on using G whilst also having a benzo habit ? (not using both at the same time, ie, i let the g wear off before i take my benzos) But it seems there may be some kind of interaction going on, even though they hit completely different Gabba receptors. 8(
 
Ahh you've just reminded me about the cheap etiz, tempted to get some whilst i still can. and excellent news on the self control improvement and sleeping and waking hours improving

Ive been a bit more sensible with the benzos recently, due to gapping stim usage out more, only touched them once a week recently for the past 3 weeks. instead of 3 times a week gapped or whatever it was. felt the difference

cheers yeah, ive been pretty steady with my benzos since my phenazepam train wreck, and since getting down from mad 35mg etiz doses etc. Thats good news about spacing your stim sessions out more too.
 
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