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Greenlighter
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rolling just isnt the same anymore. its been a little over a year since i started rolling and my pill count is in the lower 40s. its still fun but its just not the same. i understand that my tolerance would be a big part of that but i also think its the settings. before i used to roll with a big group of really good friends but now its always just a couple friends (the majority of the old group stopped rolling) and sometimes a couple of other friends that im just not as close to. plus now that im an experienced roller im always the one that has to take care of the "noobs". guess its just not as fun when the experience was new. plus it seems like good pokeballs are hard to come by these days. T_T

edit: i dunno maybe i just need to find some different people to roll with?
 
As you said man, could be numerous things - tolerance/settings,friends,quality of flips.

Doesn't matter how many time's you have rolled, your first time will always be the best experience. I suggest take a break from the whole scene and when the time is right, perhaps drop by yourself or with a small group of friends and see how you go.
 
Everything gets old with time. Create new experiences, with and without MDMA.
 
I feel your pain-- Have you tried pre-loading with any supplements? I have had great results with that...
 
I second Piracetam - had one of my strongest experiences with MDMA last weekend on this, though didn't extend the duration of the high sadly, just the intensity, though it was potentiated by a pretty tremendous amount. That could of course be due to having taken an SSRI 3 days previously, and having used MDMA the previous weekend...

I had circa 100mg of MDMA, and 1 "140" Pill.
 
Remember how exciting it was the first time that you got drunk with some friends? Over time, the excitement of our experiences dulls. When we become familiar with something so well, our perception dulls and we become somewhat desensitized to the experiences around us.

It doesn't mean that we can't still enjoy going out to get drunk with friends or roll with friends at an event in town (or with our gf/wife at home!)

Life loses its "magic" if we sit around and wax nostalgic. But it doesn't have to. Evolve with life and mix it up so that it just keeps getting better and better. Create new experiences. Rather than clinging to the past, storm forward and forge a new path toward the future. Change is good!
 
The amount of pills that people use just amazes me. When I started and used 5 pills in one year I thought I was going overboard.
 
Yup, M just isn't the same for me anymore. The high still feels good but it sure has gotten old. I wouldn't say I've overly abused it, just more interested in psychedelics now.
 
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