Dying

[BrightEyesIsMe]

Today was like all the others
I woke up with you on my mind
I called to tell you hi and that I love you so much
You spoke from your mouth but not from your heart
Where has this love gone?
I can not handle it
To the bathroom I go
I dropped the glass of water after swallowing the pills
My hands trembled too much, I just could not hold on
I picked one of the pieces
The sharpest I could find
And with out any other thoughts or sensation,
Began slashing my arms
The floor now drip covered in blood
The room spinning
I can not even think of you
To much crowding my head
Scarcely any tears
I have not the strength to push them out
To much pain
I lay on the floor and the room spins out of control
I feel cold, lost, and lonely
This is not who I am
What is happening to me?
What have I done?
Too late as the light fades
The curtain closes and time for me is finished
So to you and your selfishness goodnight
I do love you

THE END

 

[RareForm]

There is alot of raw emotion here...I could not possibly imagine...I hope you get things going in the right direction..I'm here if you need me girl.

 

[tunosabesquien]

woooooooooooow
that all i have to soy

 

[cherub]

Girl you know i have been fond of your work, this is probably the one of the most heart wrenching ones.

Growing up and the circle of emotions and the ways to escape are not always the best but it seems like that is your outlet.
also if you need to pm me i am here for ya.

you writting is always raw and full of emotions, i like that type it always seems to grab me.

outstanding work!

 

[neverwas]

wow. this was full of mixed emotions. i really thnk ur writting has come along way

 

[CHiLD-0F-THE-BEAT]

This is lovely, and so wonderfully mixed.
Well done.

 

[froggygirl]

I.. umm.. wow..

Very nice

 

[Dekloren]

HUGS FOR EVERYONE!!

 

[LadyWidow]

I really love your writing. I have been looking at all of your threads. This is awsome. You really are talented.

 

[BrightEyesIsMe]

Thank you LW. You make me want to write some more.