T-R
Bluelighter
It might not have been the right time of the day to do it or even the right day to do it but I did, and it was a Thursday afternoon.
Playgrrl and I were just looking on the net and msn and she offered me a shottie of DXM. I took it and didn’t think anything of it considering it was only a small amount and I had been reserved about taking the stuff in the first place. An hour later nothing happened and ten minutes after that I took another shottie all in all equalling 210mg.
S-R came around to drop a cd off at Playgrrl’s house and decided that he would drop us off at the shopping centre for late night shopping since we really wanted to go. We get there and I started feeling really happy and full of excitement. We shopped around a bit and went into red dot and I started feeling really light headed and stumbling around like I was tipsy. We saw one of our school mates who thought I was drunk and Playgrrl had to keep holding me up, as I started to feel dizzy. We then we went to Thingz and I was really starting to feel like I was drunk but tired. Playgrrl wanted to buy some cushions for her room so we looked at the cushions and I then decided that it would be really good to rest for a bit as I was feeling lethargic and sleepy. So I crawled on the cushions on the floor and lay down for a few seconds. Eventually a lady came so we decided to leave.
The shopping centre smelt like cum that night and it wasn’t just me, Playgrrl wasn’t on anything and she agreed with me. HA! HA! HA!
We went to Kmart and I crawled into the dog kennels they have with doors and Playgrrl shut the door and tapped morse- code. I felt really weird , not alone but scared about security guards and shop assistants. We left.
In Jay Jays they had this jumper with ears and gloves that look like paws from a polar bear attached to it and I bought it.
As the image of the bear took over my brain I decided to run around on all fours in Target and growl like a bear in the bra section at a little boy and continued to chase him around the store while still looking like a bear and growling which both of us found to be the most hilarious thing that night. I’ve never had Red Bull before so I didn’t know what kinda effects it COULD have. So as not to get dehydrated I drank two cans. That’s when it really started to hit. We constantly laughed and laughed in the middle of the shopping centre because I kept saying g-day with my paw thumb (we thought it was funny, well it is). So I fell down in the middle of the shopping centre laughing while Playgrrl was holding all these cans of Red Bull in front of a phone shop. We were both crazily laughing on the floor with our shopping, me in my bear suit and we seriously looked fucked off our faces;
“I fell laughing on my knees while the Telecom phone seller con-men were laughing at us from their stupid little idiotic phone shop. Where they wank all the time because they are gay and they are losers and because they want Playgrrl and me bad but they can’t have our boday’s so they laugh and wank at us. They are DICKHEADS!!!” (Written while on DXM)
We left the shopping centre and went to the local Maccas and saw W-R working I waved to him across drive thru I would’ve liked to talk to him more but drive thru was hell packed and customers get angry when there not served immediately. (selfish bastards) And of course later on he asked Playgrrl what I was on so it was quite obvious that I was not acting normal. We said hello to S-R as he parked his car and walked in to maccas with him before he started work. I was feeling on the top of the world. I was so happy. I felt so alive and I enjoyed going to maccas especially cos I saw people I know and I was really happy to see them even if they were people I really didn’t associate with. A man said I was crazy to Playgrrl while we were there. We then went back to Playgrrl’s house.
When Playgrrl was driving me home I couldn’t feel my legs they were like numb and I couldn’t move them. The whole entire drive up there I just couldn’t move my legs properly. They felt like jelly and my head kept spinning. I felt paraletic I couldn’t feel or move properly. I just wanted to fall down and sleep. My eyes were feeling heavy. I had trouble walking and just as S-R had trouble walking on a few of his experiences it was quite similar to his- robowalking. Lol.
When I got home I rang my boyfriend but I couldn’t really hear anything he was saying. It was like one big blur. Like I answered questions and stuff but I can’t remember what the hell we talked about. I couldn’t concentrate and I started to shake really bad. I couldn’t hold the phone properly and the shaking wouldn’t stop. My eyes went crazy and I just started to look around the room and I couldn’t stop my eyes for a second. I wasn’t in control of the shaking and it wouldn’t stop and my eyes just wandered and never focused on a certain spot. Eventually I calmed down and I was fine just like that. I went and drank some oj and went to bed. I just kept on lying there and wondering if what I had done tonight was real or a dream. I fell asleep. (10.50 Playgrrl dropped me home by the time I went to bed it was 12.30 I thought I was only awake for at least ½ hour)
This is what I was feeling;
“I feel exhausted and tired. I want to sleep. When we were at the shops I felt like having so much fun. Just like fucking around. I felt light headed and some times my head hurt. And it just feels like I’ve drunken like 3-4 cruisers not quite drunk but drunk. It feels practically the same. My eyes heaps wander and its really hard to focus on something. I just felt like going out and having heaps of fun…I wanted to laugh and just be stupid because I didn’t give a fuck what anyone thought of me. I can’t stop staring at the computer screen. I feel like a kid…I was sleeping momentarily and I was thinking of all the stuff Playgrrl and I did tonight and the incidents I was remembering didn’t actually feel like they really happened even though they did. I didn’t know whether we actually had done that stuff even though I know we really did.” (Written at actual time on DXM)
Overall I really enjoyed it. It was one of the best experiences I’ve ever had. Even though taking the Red Bull wasn’t the best idea I thought it really helped me have a much better experince!
Playgrrl and I were just looking on the net and msn and she offered me a shottie of DXM. I took it and didn’t think anything of it considering it was only a small amount and I had been reserved about taking the stuff in the first place. An hour later nothing happened and ten minutes after that I took another shottie all in all equalling 210mg.
S-R came around to drop a cd off at Playgrrl’s house and decided that he would drop us off at the shopping centre for late night shopping since we really wanted to go. We get there and I started feeling really happy and full of excitement. We shopped around a bit and went into red dot and I started feeling really light headed and stumbling around like I was tipsy. We saw one of our school mates who thought I was drunk and Playgrrl had to keep holding me up, as I started to feel dizzy. We then we went to Thingz and I was really starting to feel like I was drunk but tired. Playgrrl wanted to buy some cushions for her room so we looked at the cushions and I then decided that it would be really good to rest for a bit as I was feeling lethargic and sleepy. So I crawled on the cushions on the floor and lay down for a few seconds. Eventually a lady came so we decided to leave.
The shopping centre smelt like cum that night and it wasn’t just me, Playgrrl wasn’t on anything and she agreed with me. HA! HA! HA!
We went to Kmart and I crawled into the dog kennels they have with doors and Playgrrl shut the door and tapped morse- code. I felt really weird , not alone but scared about security guards and shop assistants. We left.
In Jay Jays they had this jumper with ears and gloves that look like paws from a polar bear attached to it and I bought it.
As the image of the bear took over my brain I decided to run around on all fours in Target and growl like a bear in the bra section at a little boy and continued to chase him around the store while still looking like a bear and growling which both of us found to be the most hilarious thing that night. I’ve never had Red Bull before so I didn’t know what kinda effects it COULD have. So as not to get dehydrated I drank two cans. That’s when it really started to hit. We constantly laughed and laughed in the middle of the shopping centre because I kept saying g-day with my paw thumb (we thought it was funny, well it is). So I fell down in the middle of the shopping centre laughing while Playgrrl was holding all these cans of Red Bull in front of a phone shop. We were both crazily laughing on the floor with our shopping, me in my bear suit and we seriously looked fucked off our faces;
“I fell laughing on my knees while the Telecom phone seller con-men were laughing at us from their stupid little idiotic phone shop. Where they wank all the time because they are gay and they are losers and because they want Playgrrl and me bad but they can’t have our boday’s so they laugh and wank at us. They are DICKHEADS!!!” (Written while on DXM)
We left the shopping centre and went to the local Maccas and saw W-R working I waved to him across drive thru I would’ve liked to talk to him more but drive thru was hell packed and customers get angry when there not served immediately. (selfish bastards) And of course later on he asked Playgrrl what I was on so it was quite obvious that I was not acting normal. We said hello to S-R as he parked his car and walked in to maccas with him before he started work. I was feeling on the top of the world. I was so happy. I felt so alive and I enjoyed going to maccas especially cos I saw people I know and I was really happy to see them even if they were people I really didn’t associate with. A man said I was crazy to Playgrrl while we were there. We then went back to Playgrrl’s house.
When Playgrrl was driving me home I couldn’t feel my legs they were like numb and I couldn’t move them. The whole entire drive up there I just couldn’t move my legs properly. They felt like jelly and my head kept spinning. I felt paraletic I couldn’t feel or move properly. I just wanted to fall down and sleep. My eyes were feeling heavy. I had trouble walking and just as S-R had trouble walking on a few of his experiences it was quite similar to his- robowalking. Lol.
When I got home I rang my boyfriend but I couldn’t really hear anything he was saying. It was like one big blur. Like I answered questions and stuff but I can’t remember what the hell we talked about. I couldn’t concentrate and I started to shake really bad. I couldn’t hold the phone properly and the shaking wouldn’t stop. My eyes went crazy and I just started to look around the room and I couldn’t stop my eyes for a second. I wasn’t in control of the shaking and it wouldn’t stop and my eyes just wandered and never focused on a certain spot. Eventually I calmed down and I was fine just like that. I went and drank some oj and went to bed. I just kept on lying there and wondering if what I had done tonight was real or a dream. I fell asleep. (10.50 Playgrrl dropped me home by the time I went to bed it was 12.30 I thought I was only awake for at least ½ hour)
This is what I was feeling;
“I feel exhausted and tired. I want to sleep. When we were at the shops I felt like having so much fun. Just like fucking around. I felt light headed and some times my head hurt. And it just feels like I’ve drunken like 3-4 cruisers not quite drunk but drunk. It feels practically the same. My eyes heaps wander and its really hard to focus on something. I just felt like going out and having heaps of fun…I wanted to laugh and just be stupid because I didn’t give a fuck what anyone thought of me. I can’t stop staring at the computer screen. I feel like a kid…I was sleeping momentarily and I was thinking of all the stuff Playgrrl and I did tonight and the incidents I was remembering didn’t actually feel like they really happened even though they did. I didn’t know whether we actually had done that stuff even though I know we really did.” (Written at actual time on DXM)
Overall I really enjoyed it. It was one of the best experiences I’ve ever had. Even though taking the Red Bull wasn’t the best idea I thought it really helped me have a much better experince!
