DXM A Lifetime of Hell and Happyness.

Hi Bluelighters~!
This is my first blog on BL, so bare with me and my skills.

I'm a life time addict with current Psychedelic use. Ive experimented with Lsa/Nutritious oxide/Weed/DXM/Conserta and adderall.

About a year ago October 2009, I learned about Psychedelics and what they are capable of. I'm completely experienced with dxm use, it being my strong point and drug of choice.

Recently I stopped dxm between interviles, after stopping for a month and a half than going back on it one day I experienced something horrible. At doses of just 390mg I have freak outs, extremely uncomfortable nausea, a hot dissociating feeling run through me, ex (Feel's like your a log and being thrown into a fire to be burnt one minut.)
I don't know why, all the sudden this has been happening.

I've heard of a 50 trip limit; But I'm wayyyy passed that number by now so why Is this happening to me? -Anyone that see's this and has something to share, please do! I'd appreciate it, I need to solve this puzzle.

 

I've never heard of this 50 trip limit that you're speaking of, but it sounds like cutting back on the DXM might not be a bad idea.

Also, there's no such thing as a 'lifelong addict'. Certain predispositions may make it harder for some people to quit their DOC than others, but everyone is capable of sobriety.

 

Thanks for taking your time to reply back to my blog. It helped me, I just need answers. DXM has left me with a lot of shit I know wont go away soon or later on. They'll probally stay with me, and that's what I'm realizing now..