Darksidesam
Bluelight Crew
DXM Trip Report.
User:
Male, 6 Foot 1 Inch,
78kg weight
19 years old
First Time Useage.
Doseage Just under 800mg Administered Througout 2 hours.
+++ IMPORTANT NOTES +++
- Just under 2 weeks before, I rolled hard on MDMA , 250mg Approx.
- Has experience with other drugs such as Speed, MDMA, Cannabis, Ketamine (k holed before)
Thursday
I have here 1g of DXM Hbr powder.
I plan to get to 3rd plateu. Im going to try and go for 500mg.
I wanted to see what the other Plateus were like also so i started small.
Thursday 1:00pm Swallowed a 250mg Capsule.
2:00 Not feeling the effects. Swallowed another
3:00 Nothing really .. For some reason ended up swalling another 2
capsules equalling i took just under 800mg (2x 150 mg odd)
5:00 I sat back at my computer wondering when it was going to kick in... I lay back listening to Psytrance music.
Then, It felt like i suddenly woke up from Dreaming or something. It had begin to take effect. I stood up, and as i did, this whole warm/Burning sensation rushed through my whole body head to toe, Then i started to get this tangy feeling on my tounge and my mouth, Felt like a cross between a Anaesthetic feeling and a poisoning Feeling. I started to panic but then i thought, thats what i did first time i k holed, Do not panic its the worse thing to do, just embrace whats happening, sit back and enjoy the ride.
5:30 I was walking around a little bit and thinking it feels like im floating sort of as im walking around, very weird.
5:40 I thought that maybe id took too much and remember reading somewhere that someone said when they ate it recuded there roll, so i ate pieces of bread (I did not feel sick one bit during this whole trip. I do have a very strong stomach though)
6:00 Had pizza made for me, was pepporoni pizza and spicy chicken. I didnt know if i wanted to eat or not. Other person in the room said i was sort of switching On and Off and nibbling at one slice. Every nibble i did the peperoni felt like i was eating fire or something. This burning went on and on. I Continued to go "On and off" and was in and out of dreaming...
I was embracing the fact and feeling like i might die ....Then i felt this cooling refreshing feeling on my face, my dog was licking my face loads and it really helped me i was having a bad time and it cooled me off and i was much better. After he licked my face for about 10 minutes i felt so much better and stood up...
6:30 Returned to my room, thought hmm i wonder if my music can help me out, im having a bit of a bad time. Then suddenly Had a strong urge to go for a poo at this point.. It was like LOADS of Air lol.. ! I remember messaging people on facebook. I kept saying things like "This is S***" and feeling sad. I suddenly decided i didnt want to listen to any more psytrance and i just lay on my bed. I was laying there thinking about things id done wrong in my life and how im not going to repeat them...I lost track of time a bit here. I was just laying there and drifting in and out of reality. I didnt really see many Hallicinations. Other person in the house came into my room, (i had recently bought some new headphones) and he see them playing music through them
On the side and he said "Thats not how your meant to use them" and laughed at me. I laughed too which i then stood up abrubtly and turned the speakers off. I layed back down on my bed. Other person in the room said at this point i was laying there, body motionless but my head was spinning in circles with a deep gaze in my eyes. He also reported i went to talk to him a few times, in which i kept turning "on and off" and my eyes were looking at the top of my head every time i was talking to him.
7:00 Just lay in my bed....... can see something similiar in my head to when you go on youtube and type in Natural hallicinogen. Also i can hear some hard
dance track playing (about 4 seconds of it looping in my head) and then some psy trance sounds also.....
9:00 pm I hadnt slept for these 2 hours, Just layed there...
Friday 11:00am I can only describe Friday as 2nd plateu .. Up until
6:00pm Had some dinner.. Starting to go into what id say would probably be early 2nd plateu.
11:00pm Went to sleep
Saturday 4:40am Just before sunrise.. I have awoke. My brain feels like it is dying. I cant barely think.. Time almost stood still Was this a bad Reaction between me using MDMA and DXM so close together (11 days gap) ???
I layed there feeling brainless and in agony.. As the sun slowly crept up i felt like sitting up and looking at the light.
As i was looking at the Light i felt better.. And better... Slept again until....
6:00am Similar pain. Yet again sunlight made me feel better and better.. Passed Wind Lots and lots all day long.
6:30am Oh yeah Damn i nearly forgot bins have to be put out this morning..
Had the vision of when you stand up too quickly, which carried on until i made it to the front door. Once i opened the front door and the light hit my eyes, it was still the same "blackout" sight i could see though my eyes only it was more colourful. so i wheeled the bins out virtually blind and in a daze, doing mostly everything by feel and hoped my neighbor didnt spot me..
9:00am Ate breakfast, and A whole tin of tuna and sat in sun for about 20minutes, was making me feel better, (all i was thinking about was serotonin levels)
Still have poor walking ability.. Vision is poor, cant concentrate my eyes on something. Just that feeling as when you look at the tip of your nose....... Like my eyes were crossed or something... Rested up .. Pupils were Still dialating and Undialating at this point..... Felt wrecked still but was quite full of energy. I was meant to be going out tonight. I told my friend id wait and see how i was and then let them know in a few hours..
I decided to go on ahead to this rave.
11:10pm Got in there. Was walking a bit odd and stuff but was enjoying the atmosphere. Got some lucozade.
Sunday 1:00am Was limited to movements, usually i like moving around lots at raves but my legs wouldnt let me..
1:40am Legs felt like they was spring loaded at this point... Could not stomping around, Was this the Afterglow? *Note i was sweating, Just thought id point this out as DXM is meant to stop you sweating
When the beat stopped. My legs shaked.. Tense they felt they didnt like me stopping Movement!!!
6:00am Went outside for a burger and a cup of tea. My walking still wasnt right. Walked like a robot for ages now.. Lol
9:00am Was home, Fed Dog. Ate Fruit, Drunk a smoothie. Went upstairs, Wanted to sleep but my ears were ringing from the loud music.
12:00pm Put headphones on, Sat back in my chair playing White noise sound (Something i do when my ears are ringing as it makes the ringing
Sound go away.)
3.00pm Woke up Ubruptly... Had this sinking pain feeling in my brain. I felt really sad. I started to panic and i felt dizzy too. I longed for sunlight all Of a sudden... I could taste/feel that Firey burning Tingling on my tounge again (Feeling that i was being poisoned).... Drank some water and took the dog for a walk asap. Quite a long one too.. I was feeling really alone and depressed, Id never felt this sad and alone in my whole life... i was wondering who i could go to .. This was the worst feeling ever.. The whole world looked darker and gloomier than ever before = (
4:00pm Quick as i could, I ate a Whole 200g bar of Cadburys bournville Dark chocolate.... (I know it raises Serotonin levels)
5:10pm Started to pick up a bit... Started playing Call of Duty 4 Online. I was playing really really different. My vision was still cloudy/snowy and it felt like instead of being able to concentrate that i was in a constant daze, but ... Best way to describe it was i felt like i was an Aimbot or something, just by the way i was able to so quickly sight in and get a few shots off and kill people.. I was first on free for all for about an Hour... Slight Euporic feeling...
Another important thing to note, was that i smelt a burning smell from outside long before my dog or my brother did. I think my senses were Overactive.
6:30pm Had some dinner also. Feeling more Euphoric...
7:30pm Played Mortal kombat with my brother on 360... By now the Euphoria was amazing and i said to him i feel like ive just took MDMA and i was Extremely Hyper and Happy... I was playing as the faster characters and was really kicking arse (im usually not very good at fighting games)
11:00pm Went to sleep.
Monday 1:00am Awoke Abrubtly, Excessively sweating and extremely dizzy, in fact i couldnt see for a few minutes at least, all i could see was these strange Colours in like a blur. It went away after about 10 mins then i drunk some water then went back to sleep....
9:00am Whaooh still dizzy and wobbly. Eyes still feel crossed. I wonder when this will go away, Anywho feeling a buzz of somesort.. Quite energetic. But Clumsy.. nothing much else to say. Hands and arms are still Numb
Tuesday 8:00am Woke up in loads of sweat again.
9:00am Ate breakfast, played Cod4.. Feeling pretty good .. Ooooh spotted the Other 200g Bar of Bournville dark chocolate and ate that in one go (What. im not greedy at all??)
12pm Buzzzzzzzz Of energy , Euphoriaaa.. took the dog to the park for a walk with those nice new headphones, Hardstyle playing, Getting utter music Euphoria.. Played on the Tyre swing. (Very fun when your 6 foot 1 and can Spin it at a ridiculously high speed) Why is the park so fun today i thought, and why was i even at the park! i havent been here for about 6 months! lol
2pm Still full of beans! Took dog home, then walked to asda to get some bread and stuff. Feeling energetic and very happy!
Wednesday 9:00 Soo tired and low mood today. . . . . . . . Had to go to some course thing.
11:00am Struggling to keep my eyes open.. nearly .. Zzzz ooops fell asleep for a bit XD
1:00pm Cannot keep my eyes open urghh..
2:00pm Started to chat to someone , bout fitness and other excercises and stuff. (Used to do lots of running,) and then talked about music and djing
3:00pm Crossed eyes have finally Subsided i can concentrate on things again. Walking is still not right..
Thursday 7:00am Got up, not walking 100% , but im Definately on the Mend.
What a long experience so far.. I know what i did was wrong, and expect no sympathy but i do hope that i do recover as much as possible.
Now i am scared of taking MDMA after having that painful effect that saturday morning.. What was happening there? Can someone shed some
Light? Or tell me why the sunlight was making me feel better?
How long should i wait from now if i do decide to roll on Mdma again, (120mg MAX) , would 2 months be okay?
This was my First report.
Now June 29th, 2011. A month later
I have made a near Full recovery from this, But am now suffering from anxiety, and get anxiety when coming up on MDMA which i never used to get
User:
Male, 6 Foot 1 Inch,
78kg weight
19 years old
First Time Useage.
Doseage Just under 800mg Administered Througout 2 hours.
+++ IMPORTANT NOTES +++
- Just under 2 weeks before, I rolled hard on MDMA , 250mg Approx.
- Has experience with other drugs such as Speed, MDMA, Cannabis, Ketamine (k holed before)
Thursday
I have here 1g of DXM Hbr powder.
I plan to get to 3rd plateu. Im going to try and go for 500mg.
I wanted to see what the other Plateus were like also so i started small.
Thursday 1:00pm Swallowed a 250mg Capsule.
2:00 Not feeling the effects. Swallowed another
3:00 Nothing really .. For some reason ended up swalling another 2
capsules equalling i took just under 800mg (2x 150 mg odd)
5:00 I sat back at my computer wondering when it was going to kick in... I lay back listening to Psytrance music.
Then, It felt like i suddenly woke up from Dreaming or something. It had begin to take effect. I stood up, and as i did, this whole warm/Burning sensation rushed through my whole body head to toe, Then i started to get this tangy feeling on my tounge and my mouth, Felt like a cross between a Anaesthetic feeling and a poisoning Feeling. I started to panic but then i thought, thats what i did first time i k holed, Do not panic its the worse thing to do, just embrace whats happening, sit back and enjoy the ride.
5:30 I was walking around a little bit and thinking it feels like im floating sort of as im walking around, very weird.
5:40 I thought that maybe id took too much and remember reading somewhere that someone said when they ate it recuded there roll, so i ate pieces of bread (I did not feel sick one bit during this whole trip. I do have a very strong stomach though)
6:00 Had pizza made for me, was pepporoni pizza and spicy chicken. I didnt know if i wanted to eat or not. Other person in the room said i was sort of switching On and Off and nibbling at one slice. Every nibble i did the peperoni felt like i was eating fire or something. This burning went on and on. I Continued to go "On and off" and was in and out of dreaming...
I was embracing the fact and feeling like i might die ....Then i felt this cooling refreshing feeling on my face, my dog was licking my face loads and it really helped me i was having a bad time and it cooled me off and i was much better. After he licked my face for about 10 minutes i felt so much better and stood up...
6:30 Returned to my room, thought hmm i wonder if my music can help me out, im having a bit of a bad time. Then suddenly Had a strong urge to go for a poo at this point.. It was like LOADS of Air lol.. ! I remember messaging people on facebook. I kept saying things like "This is S***" and feeling sad. I suddenly decided i didnt want to listen to any more psytrance and i just lay on my bed. I was laying there thinking about things id done wrong in my life and how im not going to repeat them...I lost track of time a bit here. I was just laying there and drifting in and out of reality. I didnt really see many Hallicinations. Other person in the house came into my room, (i had recently bought some new headphones) and he see them playing music through them
On the side and he said "Thats not how your meant to use them" and laughed at me. I laughed too which i then stood up abrubtly and turned the speakers off. I layed back down on my bed. Other person in the room said at this point i was laying there, body motionless but my head was spinning in circles with a deep gaze in my eyes. He also reported i went to talk to him a few times, in which i kept turning "on and off" and my eyes were looking at the top of my head every time i was talking to him.
7:00 Just lay in my bed....... can see something similiar in my head to when you go on youtube and type in Natural hallicinogen. Also i can hear some hard
dance track playing (about 4 seconds of it looping in my head) and then some psy trance sounds also.....
9:00 pm I hadnt slept for these 2 hours, Just layed there...
Friday 11:00am I can only describe Friday as 2nd plateu .. Up until
6:00pm Had some dinner.. Starting to go into what id say would probably be early 2nd plateu.
11:00pm Went to sleep
Saturday 4:40am Just before sunrise.. I have awoke. My brain feels like it is dying. I cant barely think.. Time almost stood still Was this a bad Reaction between me using MDMA and DXM so close together (11 days gap) ???
I layed there feeling brainless and in agony.. As the sun slowly crept up i felt like sitting up and looking at the light.
As i was looking at the Light i felt better.. And better... Slept again until....
6:00am Similar pain. Yet again sunlight made me feel better and better.. Passed Wind Lots and lots all day long.
6:30am Oh yeah Damn i nearly forgot bins have to be put out this morning..
Had the vision of when you stand up too quickly, which carried on until i made it to the front door. Once i opened the front door and the light hit my eyes, it was still the same "blackout" sight i could see though my eyes only it was more colourful. so i wheeled the bins out virtually blind and in a daze, doing mostly everything by feel and hoped my neighbor didnt spot me..
9:00am Ate breakfast, and A whole tin of tuna and sat in sun for about 20minutes, was making me feel better, (all i was thinking about was serotonin levels)
Still have poor walking ability.. Vision is poor, cant concentrate my eyes on something. Just that feeling as when you look at the tip of your nose....... Like my eyes were crossed or something... Rested up .. Pupils were Still dialating and Undialating at this point..... Felt wrecked still but was quite full of energy. I was meant to be going out tonight. I told my friend id wait and see how i was and then let them know in a few hours..
I decided to go on ahead to this rave.
11:10pm Got in there. Was walking a bit odd and stuff but was enjoying the atmosphere. Got some lucozade.
Sunday 1:00am Was limited to movements, usually i like moving around lots at raves but my legs wouldnt let me..
1:40am Legs felt like they was spring loaded at this point... Could not stomping around, Was this the Afterglow? *Note i was sweating, Just thought id point this out as DXM is meant to stop you sweating
When the beat stopped. My legs shaked.. Tense they felt they didnt like me stopping Movement!!!
6:00am Went outside for a burger and a cup of tea. My walking still wasnt right. Walked like a robot for ages now.. Lol
9:00am Was home, Fed Dog. Ate Fruit, Drunk a smoothie. Went upstairs, Wanted to sleep but my ears were ringing from the loud music.
12:00pm Put headphones on, Sat back in my chair playing White noise sound (Something i do when my ears are ringing as it makes the ringing
Sound go away.)
3.00pm Woke up Ubruptly... Had this sinking pain feeling in my brain. I felt really sad. I started to panic and i felt dizzy too. I longed for sunlight all Of a sudden... I could taste/feel that Firey burning Tingling on my tounge again (Feeling that i was being poisoned).... Drank some water and took the dog for a walk asap. Quite a long one too.. I was feeling really alone and depressed, Id never felt this sad and alone in my whole life... i was wondering who i could go to .. This was the worst feeling ever.. The whole world looked darker and gloomier than ever before = (
4:00pm Quick as i could, I ate a Whole 200g bar of Cadburys bournville Dark chocolate.... (I know it raises Serotonin levels)
5:10pm Started to pick up a bit... Started playing Call of Duty 4 Online. I was playing really really different. My vision was still cloudy/snowy and it felt like instead of being able to concentrate that i was in a constant daze, but ... Best way to describe it was i felt like i was an Aimbot or something, just by the way i was able to so quickly sight in and get a few shots off and kill people.. I was first on free for all for about an Hour... Slight Euporic feeling...
Another important thing to note, was that i smelt a burning smell from outside long before my dog or my brother did. I think my senses were Overactive.
6:30pm Had some dinner also. Feeling more Euphoric...
7:30pm Played Mortal kombat with my brother on 360... By now the Euphoria was amazing and i said to him i feel like ive just took MDMA and i was Extremely Hyper and Happy... I was playing as the faster characters and was really kicking arse (im usually not very good at fighting games)
11:00pm Went to sleep.
Monday 1:00am Awoke Abrubtly, Excessively sweating and extremely dizzy, in fact i couldnt see for a few minutes at least, all i could see was these strange Colours in like a blur. It went away after about 10 mins then i drunk some water then went back to sleep....
9:00am Whaooh still dizzy and wobbly. Eyes still feel crossed. I wonder when this will go away, Anywho feeling a buzz of somesort.. Quite energetic. But Clumsy.. nothing much else to say. Hands and arms are still Numb
Tuesday 8:00am Woke up in loads of sweat again.
9:00am Ate breakfast, played Cod4.. Feeling pretty good .. Ooooh spotted the Other 200g Bar of Bournville dark chocolate and ate that in one go (What. im not greedy at all??)
12pm Buzzzzzzzz Of energy , Euphoriaaa.. took the dog to the park for a walk with those nice new headphones, Hardstyle playing, Getting utter music Euphoria.. Played on the Tyre swing. (Very fun when your 6 foot 1 and can Spin it at a ridiculously high speed) Why is the park so fun today i thought, and why was i even at the park! i havent been here for about 6 months! lol
2pm Still full of beans! Took dog home, then walked to asda to get some bread and stuff. Feeling energetic and very happy!
Wednesday 9:00 Soo tired and low mood today. . . . . . . . Had to go to some course thing.
11:00am Struggling to keep my eyes open.. nearly .. Zzzz ooops fell asleep for a bit XD
1:00pm Cannot keep my eyes open urghh..
2:00pm Started to chat to someone , bout fitness and other excercises and stuff. (Used to do lots of running,) and then talked about music and djing
3:00pm Crossed eyes have finally Subsided i can concentrate on things again. Walking is still not right..
Thursday 7:00am Got up, not walking 100% , but im Definately on the Mend.
What a long experience so far.. I know what i did was wrong, and expect no sympathy but i do hope that i do recover as much as possible.
Now i am scared of taking MDMA after having that painful effect that saturday morning.. What was happening there? Can someone shed some
Light? Or tell me why the sunlight was making me feel better?
How long should i wait from now if i do decide to roll on Mdma again, (120mg MAX) , would 2 months be okay?
This was my First report.
Now June 29th, 2011. A month later
I have made a near Full recovery from this, But am now suffering from anxiety, and get anxiety when coming up on MDMA which i never used to get
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