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i've never felt so much numbness in my whole life. i tried to keep up with what i was feeling so i kept a piece of paper beside me and keeping track of the amount i drank and what was going on through my head and stuff like that.
so the first night, i went out and got a 100mL Robitussin which has 15mg DXM every 5mL tsp. which means, there'd be 300mg DXM in the whole bottle. and i decided to take it with every 2 tsp instead of 1. so 30mg/10mL. BUT in this bottle, there was also Guaifenisin which may induce nausea/vomiting (according to erowid)...and there was 200mg/5mL (that means there's 4000mg in the whole bottle) ... so i did it slowly and not gulp down the whole bottle like some other people did (according specific reports). as to what i was writing, i kept track of how much was left in the bottle and how much i drank with this format [ dose / amount left in the bottle = total intake]. so yea ... and i had this little tsp measuring-spoongy thing i got from the doctor when i was little. anyways, near the end, it just got really gross and i stopped. anyways, here's how it went down the first night;
10:50pm - [30mg / 270mg = 30mg] kinda refreshing. very thick...oh, the bitterness! gonna take a piss. (back) msn chatting...decided to take a shower first before i get disassociated from my body. tastes really sick in my mouth. kinda cold...? getting irratated over (name)
11:00pm - shower + glass of water
11:15pm - [30mg / 240mg = 60mg] SICK! tastes really...bitter...bleh!!!
11:25pm - [30mg / 210mg = 90mg] was going to search up something on google, but forgot. feeling quite normal. taking it step by step. I really don't want to puke. lifted up left hand for a sip of water...feels kinda weak. having short term memory, i believe...last min. reading on erowid.
11:37pm - [30mg / 180mg = 120mg] sigh...nothing -_- tastes GROSS! omg...gross gross gross...
11:42pm - yea, i feel that flushness i get from drinking, but that's about it ;/ went downstairs to get more water. boy...it was somewhat tiring!
11:40pm - [30mg / 150mg = 150mg] GROSS. man i feel like throwing up. uh oh...feel like throwing up.
12:00am - [30mg / 120mg = 180mg] SICK. i just gave a big burp...i think it's the Guaifenesin...causing gastric problems or something...read it on erowid. (drank another 2tsp) how come the inside of my mouth feels funny? shivers -_- tastes too incredibly disgusting...
12:15am - LOL! eating some crackers to try and take away the disgusting taste...looking at my digi-clock while chewing, the #'s shake/jiggle...haha. should i take more? it tastes...REALLY bad.
12:23am - i'm such an idiot sometimes.
1:00am - ???? (scribbles)
2:00am - ???? (scribbles)
8:15am - wtf was i writing? (an arrow pointing up to the scribbles) anyways, what a failure. will it still work if i drink the rest of the bottle? stupid...that digi-clock thing still happens even when sober >__>" i guess i'm just not as amazed at it...
so that was the first night. it wasn't much. there wasn't any aftermath to that and i felt completely normal afterwards. anyways, i woke up, and the weather outside was incredibly beautiful! and i told myself that i HAVE to get out and get some fresh air! so i sat in front of the computer until around 5ish and decided it's time to go out for a walk
i visited these little bbtwins across the street (they used to live there, but moved cause they went to a new school, but their grandparents are still there and they're my neighbours). played some silly games with them for about an hour, boy were they cute! then i headed out to nofrills cause my brother wanted some junk food while he played WOW (world of warcraft)...and he'd given me $20 to get him w/e so yea...headed down to the plaza, but the local supermarket closed already, so i went to a nearby drugstore. walked around, and took another look at the medicine section...decided to get another bottle cause a bunch of them were on sale! looked more carefully this time though, tried to get the ones without any Guafenesin in it, cause i really didn't want to get up at night and puke...well i basically just looked for one without anything BUT DXM as an active ingredient in it...lol- anyways, decided on another 100mL bottle of BENYLIN this time. and i purchased 3 bags of chips for $6 for my brother. not bad. so yea...got home, sat around, played computer games, blogged and msned. and eventually, i decided to try it again. this time though, i changed my format to just [dose = total intake] and i didn't write that much...here's the second attempt;
11:26pm - [30mg = 150mg] downed the rest of the Robitussin (120mg) as well as 30mg of Benylin. nothing, the benylin is a lot less thicker than Robitussin.
11:42pm - [30mg = 180mg]
12:00am - [30mg = 210mg] just took a shower.
12:08am - nothing...
12:14am - [30mg = 240mg] not much -_-" pretty minty though, lol
12:17am - wooooo, getting lightheaded-ish.
12:25am - pretty light headed now.
12:27am - [30mg = 270mg]
12:32am - kinda funny & hard to focus.
12:40am - [30mg = 300mg] wow, is it just me? or is time going slowly? woot! 300mg! let the fun begin
(<--omg lame...LOL)
12:56am - VERY woozy...lol |-)
12:58am - just going to take another 30mg, just in case! OMG! jumping feels funny
1:01am - [30mg = 330mg] just took a piss. pupils are VERY dilated! lying down in bed...enjoying the music. (name) doesn't seem to be such a big deal anymore...lights are going off!
1:15am - wow, seemed like a lot of time has gone by...anyways, really...high i guess. >__>" attempting to write neat so i can understand later. listening to music. head is heavy...don't konw how to describe. starting to feel kinda sick. (my writing it getting messier...)
1:30am - only 15min? wow i'm forgetting what i want to write. i just know that there is a lot of short term memory...
1:41am - everything feels so numb...should i call (name)? i want to...but i'm tripping too much right now. my skin is numb. you know the numbing feeling you get when you have a sucret or something in your mouth?
1:44am - should i call him...? what are you doing to yourself? everything is numb.
1:48am - i feel like i've been squirming in my bed forever...LOL! robowalking is funny, gonna call (name). (by this time, i got up and out of my bed. i wanted to get the good phone from my mom's room to call (name) cause it doesn't have that much static. but as i was walking through the hallways, i was struggling so much i decided to just use the phone in my room. i felt that 'robo-ness' while doing so...LOL! it was SO cool! i was so happy about the feeling when i walked back to my room. i wanted to walk downstairs but i thought that it wouldn't be such a good idea...haha)
1:58am - don't know what's going on...everything is so numb...
8:06am - HOLY! what a night...shouldn't have called (name) or something though >__>" still a bit numb, i believe.
8:16am - got up..start to jump around in the room...a little high still...haha like i'd jump and feel like falling over while i'm in mid-air. i can remember more clearly now. but time seems to pass by pretty slow still.
8:22am - pupils are less dilated now. 1/2 maybe. (went down to get breakfast)
8:27am - mmm...LOL! going up the stairs feels really cool. really light too. like i pushed the whole house down to get myself up.
mmmm...yea 8) so when i called (name), i remember i was struggling A LOT. like i couldn't remember the feeling of what i had just said to him. i forgot about my mouth moving and stuff like that. i remember he asked if i was going anywhere the next day and i said "uhh yea, going to play pool or something" and my mouth felt REALLY numb. and i had that little raised eyebrow look on my face cause i was thinking like 'why does he want to know?' LOL but really i called him...which was dumb -_- anyways, then he asked "with who" and i said "uhhh...fredd..." and it was SO weird cause i couldn't fell the pronounciation of the "fr" in my mouth ... lol - so i kept going like "fr-fr-fr" to myself silently ... i don't think he heard >__>? idk...haha- anyways, then something happened on the phone...he hung up by accident or something? then i was all like huh? did i fall asleep? lol ... then i just layed there thinking i've talked to him for like hours but really it was only like 3 min...haha and then he called back and i jabbed my chin with the antena part of the phone and answered him but then he hung up. and i was like WTF? lol -_- then i squirmed in the bed and called him back. thank goodness for the redial button...lol anyways, he told me what happened and how he hung up by accident and stuff..so like yea. then he reminded me about how his mom looks at his phone bills and highlights the "past-12'oclock" phone calls so we said goodnight.
mmmm yea, as of right now, it's still somewhat difficult to focus, but not that bad. not as bad as last night though. still a teeny bit dizzy, but that's about it. walking still feels a little funny but i can deal. generally, i'm good now. so yea. that was it.
i've never felt so much numbness in my whole life. i tried to keep up with what i was feeling so i kept a piece of paper beside me and keeping track of the amount i drank and what was going on through my head and stuff like that.
so the first night, i went out and got a 100mL Robitussin which has 15mg DXM every 5mL tsp. which means, there'd be 300mg DXM in the whole bottle. and i decided to take it with every 2 tsp instead of 1. so 30mg/10mL. BUT in this bottle, there was also Guaifenisin which may induce nausea/vomiting (according to erowid)...and there was 200mg/5mL (that means there's 4000mg in the whole bottle) ... so i did it slowly and not gulp down the whole bottle like some other people did (according specific reports). as to what i was writing, i kept track of how much was left in the bottle and how much i drank with this format [ dose / amount left in the bottle = total intake]. so yea ... and i had this little tsp measuring-spoongy thing i got from the doctor when i was little. anyways, near the end, it just got really gross and i stopped. anyways, here's how it went down the first night;
10:50pm - [30mg / 270mg = 30mg] kinda refreshing. very thick...oh, the bitterness! gonna take a piss. (back) msn chatting...decided to take a shower first before i get disassociated from my body. tastes really sick in my mouth. kinda cold...? getting irratated over (name)
11:00pm - shower + glass of water
11:15pm - [30mg / 240mg = 60mg] SICK! tastes really...bitter...bleh!!!
11:25pm - [30mg / 210mg = 90mg] was going to search up something on google, but forgot. feeling quite normal. taking it step by step. I really don't want to puke. lifted up left hand for a sip of water...feels kinda weak. having short term memory, i believe...last min. reading on erowid.
11:37pm - [30mg / 180mg = 120mg] sigh...nothing -_- tastes GROSS! omg...gross gross gross...
11:42pm - yea, i feel that flushness i get from drinking, but that's about it ;/ went downstairs to get more water. boy...it was somewhat tiring!
11:40pm - [30mg / 150mg = 150mg] GROSS. man i feel like throwing up. uh oh...feel like throwing up.
12:00am - [30mg / 120mg = 180mg] SICK. i just gave a big burp...i think it's the Guaifenesin...causing gastric problems or something...read it on erowid. (drank another 2tsp) how come the inside of my mouth feels funny? shivers -_- tastes too incredibly disgusting...
12:15am - LOL! eating some crackers to try and take away the disgusting taste...looking at my digi-clock while chewing, the #'s shake/jiggle...haha. should i take more? it tastes...REALLY bad.
12:23am - i'm such an idiot sometimes.
1:00am - ???? (scribbles)
2:00am - ???? (scribbles)
8:15am - wtf was i writing? (an arrow pointing up to the scribbles) anyways, what a failure. will it still work if i drink the rest of the bottle? stupid...that digi-clock thing still happens even when sober >__>" i guess i'm just not as amazed at it...
so that was the first night. it wasn't much. there wasn't any aftermath to that and i felt completely normal afterwards. anyways, i woke up, and the weather outside was incredibly beautiful! and i told myself that i HAVE to get out and get some fresh air! so i sat in front of the computer until around 5ish and decided it's time to go out for a walk
i visited these little bbtwins across the street (they used to live there, but moved cause they went to a new school, but their grandparents are still there and they're my neighbours). played some silly games with them for about an hour, boy were they cute! then i headed out to nofrills cause my brother wanted some junk food while he played WOW (world of warcraft)...and he'd given me $20 to get him w/e so yea...headed down to the plaza, but the local supermarket closed already, so i went to a nearby drugstore. walked around, and took another look at the medicine section...decided to get another bottle cause a bunch of them were on sale! looked more carefully this time though, tried to get the ones without any Guafenesin in it, cause i really didn't want to get up at night and puke...well i basically just looked for one without anything BUT DXM as an active ingredient in it...lol- anyways, decided on another 100mL bottle of BENYLIN this time. and i purchased 3 bags of chips for $6 for my brother. not bad. so yea...got home, sat around, played computer games, blogged and msned. and eventually, i decided to try it again. this time though, i changed my format to just [dose = total intake] and i didn't write that much...here's the second attempt;11:26pm - [30mg = 150mg] downed the rest of the Robitussin (120mg) as well as 30mg of Benylin. nothing, the benylin is a lot less thicker than Robitussin.
11:42pm - [30mg = 180mg]
12:00am - [30mg = 210mg] just took a shower.
12:08am - nothing...
12:14am - [30mg = 240mg] not much -_-" pretty minty though, lol
12:17am - wooooo, getting lightheaded-ish.
12:25am - pretty light headed now.
12:27am - [30mg = 270mg]
12:32am - kinda funny & hard to focus.
12:40am - [30mg = 300mg] wow, is it just me? or is time going slowly? woot! 300mg! let the fun begin
(<--omg lame...LOL)12:56am - VERY woozy...lol |-)
12:58am - just going to take another 30mg, just in case! OMG! jumping feels funny
1:01am - [30mg = 330mg] just took a piss. pupils are VERY dilated! lying down in bed...enjoying the music. (name) doesn't seem to be such a big deal anymore...lights are going off!
1:15am - wow, seemed like a lot of time has gone by...anyways, really...high i guess. >__>" attempting to write neat so i can understand later. listening to music. head is heavy...don't konw how to describe. starting to feel kinda sick. (my writing it getting messier...)
1:30am - only 15min? wow i'm forgetting what i want to write. i just know that there is a lot of short term memory...
1:41am - everything feels so numb...should i call (name)? i want to...but i'm tripping too much right now. my skin is numb. you know the numbing feeling you get when you have a sucret or something in your mouth?
1:44am - should i call him...? what are you doing to yourself? everything is numb.
1:48am - i feel like i've been squirming in my bed forever...LOL! robowalking is funny, gonna call (name). (by this time, i got up and out of my bed. i wanted to get the good phone from my mom's room to call (name) cause it doesn't have that much static. but as i was walking through the hallways, i was struggling so much i decided to just use the phone in my room. i felt that 'robo-ness' while doing so...LOL! it was SO cool! i was so happy about the feeling when i walked back to my room. i wanted to walk downstairs but i thought that it wouldn't be such a good idea...haha)
1:58am - don't know what's going on...everything is so numb...
8:06am - HOLY! what a night...shouldn't have called (name) or something though >__>" still a bit numb, i believe.
8:16am - got up..start to jump around in the room...a little high still...haha like i'd jump and feel like falling over while i'm in mid-air. i can remember more clearly now. but time seems to pass by pretty slow still.
8:22am - pupils are less dilated now. 1/2 maybe. (went down to get breakfast)
8:27am - mmm...LOL! going up the stairs feels really cool. really light too. like i pushed the whole house down to get myself up.
mmmm...yea 8) so when i called (name), i remember i was struggling A LOT. like i couldn't remember the feeling of what i had just said to him. i forgot about my mouth moving and stuff like that. i remember he asked if i was going anywhere the next day and i said "uhh yea, going to play pool or something" and my mouth felt REALLY numb. and i had that little raised eyebrow look on my face cause i was thinking like 'why does he want to know?' LOL but really i called him...which was dumb -_- anyways, then he asked "with who" and i said "uhhh...fredd..." and it was SO weird cause i couldn't fell the pronounciation of the "fr" in my mouth ... lol - so i kept going like "fr-fr-fr" to myself silently ... i don't think he heard >__>? idk...haha- anyways, then something happened on the phone...he hung up by accident or something? then i was all like huh? did i fall asleep? lol ... then i just layed there thinking i've talked to him for like hours but really it was only like 3 min...haha and then he called back and i jabbed my chin with the antena part of the phone and answered him but then he hung up. and i was like WTF? lol -_- then i squirmed in the bed and called him back. thank goodness for the redial button...lol anyways, he told me what happened and how he hung up by accident and stuff..so like yea. then he reminded me about how his mom looks at his phone bills and highlights the "past-12'oclock" phone calls so we said goodnight.
mmmm yea, as of right now, it's still somewhat difficult to focus, but not that bad. not as bad as last night though. still a teeny bit dizzy, but that's about it. walking still feels a little funny but i can deal. generally, i'm good now. so yea. that was it.
