Ok so Its been a while since I posted a DXM trip. Last couple were not much to write home about. Half the dex didnt intake on one, and the other incurred early vomiting.
Anyway I recently had been in communication with a fellow BL'er who's name I dont know at this moment. We decided to trip together via IM online. His did not go so well but mine went fantasmically.
Around 11 PM I ingest 600mg worth of Gel caps. Providing me with about 6.2mg/kg. I frequently hit around this level and find it pleasant. No GFJ or any other items consumed.
By 12 I am feeling the come up hitting well.
Its now T+2:00 and I am really spacing out. Size distortion was like nothing I have ever quite had before.
My laptop was shrinking, or maybe I was sliding away, or maybe I was growing. Whatever the case was It was like falling back into another universe. My fellow tripper told me to "climb back in" and I managed to. Somehow I was typing through a portal to get to my laptop.
A little while later and my dissociation reached new heights for this trip.
I would be able to lay on my back and relax. Focusing on one area in general often lead to some strange motions in my vision. All of a sudden, I feel like I am floating to my left. I am in a tunnel.
For those of you who have been to Disney World and rode the god forsaken Small world After All ride, it felt like that very first curve. Pitch black, but I knew I was on water. And as I came around the other side I fell down a magnificent waterfall that plunged me... right back into bed.
About 30 minutes later another similar feeling occurs. I start sliding downwards through my bed it seemed. I land in a sewer like area. Im certainly underground. As I ride along this water, it begins to get more turbulent and starts pushing me out. I fall into a sand pit. The Sand sinks through a hole in the ground, and I land in my bed.
These were not just feelings. The visuals were real, the actual feeling of motion was present. It was wild.
I then started to have some really strange distortions in my bedroom. For one, my room looked about 30 feet wide. And not unnaturally. Just out of the corner of my left eye, my room seemed to go on for quite a ways. In reality its like 10 feet wide. Kinda looked like I had a home theater over there.
As I looked up at my ceiling, it started swooping down and came closer to me. I felt an inch away from the ceiling. Then it retracted. Suddenly it "told" me it wanted me to build the room. I would wave my hand, creating a magic piece of textured drywall in whatever shape I wanted.
I created an amazing swirling piece of architechture, and then realized I had boxed myself in it and could not get out. I simply turned around and waved and I was back in bed.
Things later took a very 3 dimensional turn to them. I would look at one area on my ceiling, and find its texture had changed. For instance, much of my room resembled astroturf. But you dont put that on your walls. That seemed bizarre.
Ambien ending to the trip here.
By now, it has been around 4.5 hours after intake, looking at like 3:30. I decided to take my last ambien that night to go to bed because I needed some sleep.
I dont remember the next few minutes. But then I awoke on a couch. An old victorian style couch. The couch was in a front room of a oldern style house. And there were two windows in front, showing nothing but darkness.
I became surrounded by a draped cloth. Much like a mosquito net, only it was made of rough burlap.
Then shadowy beings flew around me. All wearing hooded cloaks made of the same burlapish stuff. They began taking pieces of the universe right out from under me. They tore down the house, everything. And everything they took they left nothing but a small black hole of nothingness.
They got to me and continued taking me apart. I felt like I was fading away as this happened. They started at my legs and feet. My last solid memory of this was one creature swooping over my face.
Then I passed out. Would wake up around 10 AM feeling fine and dandy.
Just like to throw the Ambi-ending in there. It just caps off the trip nicely.
Oh and ambien makes typing fun. Im on one right now, and god the stupid txt box is rotating my words are moving around and the emoticons on the right are laughin at my confusion.
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Anyway I recently had been in communication with a fellow BL'er who's name I dont know at this moment. We decided to trip together via IM online. His did not go so well but mine went fantasmically.
Around 11 PM I ingest 600mg worth of Gel caps. Providing me with about 6.2mg/kg. I frequently hit around this level and find it pleasant. No GFJ or any other items consumed.
By 12 I am feeling the come up hitting well.
Its now T+2:00 and I am really spacing out. Size distortion was like nothing I have ever quite had before.
My laptop was shrinking, or maybe I was sliding away, or maybe I was growing. Whatever the case was It was like falling back into another universe. My fellow tripper told me to "climb back in" and I managed to. Somehow I was typing through a portal to get to my laptop.
A little while later and my dissociation reached new heights for this trip.
I would be able to lay on my back and relax. Focusing on one area in general often lead to some strange motions in my vision. All of a sudden, I feel like I am floating to my left. I am in a tunnel.
For those of you who have been to Disney World and rode the god forsaken Small world After All ride, it felt like that very first curve. Pitch black, but I knew I was on water. And as I came around the other side I fell down a magnificent waterfall that plunged me... right back into bed.
About 30 minutes later another similar feeling occurs. I start sliding downwards through my bed it seemed. I land in a sewer like area. Im certainly underground. As I ride along this water, it begins to get more turbulent and starts pushing me out. I fall into a sand pit. The Sand sinks through a hole in the ground, and I land in my bed.
These were not just feelings. The visuals were real, the actual feeling of motion was present. It was wild.
I then started to have some really strange distortions in my bedroom. For one, my room looked about 30 feet wide. And not unnaturally. Just out of the corner of my left eye, my room seemed to go on for quite a ways. In reality its like 10 feet wide. Kinda looked like I had a home theater over there.
As I looked up at my ceiling, it started swooping down and came closer to me. I felt an inch away from the ceiling. Then it retracted. Suddenly it "told" me it wanted me to build the room. I would wave my hand, creating a magic piece of textured drywall in whatever shape I wanted.
I created an amazing swirling piece of architechture, and then realized I had boxed myself in it and could not get out. I simply turned around and waved and I was back in bed.
Things later took a very 3 dimensional turn to them. I would look at one area on my ceiling, and find its texture had changed. For instance, much of my room resembled astroturf. But you dont put that on your walls. That seemed bizarre.
Ambien ending to the trip here.
By now, it has been around 4.5 hours after intake, looking at like 3:30. I decided to take my last ambien that night to go to bed because I needed some sleep.
I dont remember the next few minutes. But then I awoke on a couch. An old victorian style couch. The couch was in a front room of a oldern style house. And there were two windows in front, showing nothing but darkness.
I became surrounded by a draped cloth. Much like a mosquito net, only it was made of rough burlap.
Then shadowy beings flew around me. All wearing hooded cloaks made of the same burlapish stuff. They began taking pieces of the universe right out from under me. They tore down the house, everything. And everything they took they left nothing but a small black hole of nothingness.
They got to me and continued taking me apart. I felt like I was fading away as this happened. They started at my legs and feet. My last solid memory of this was one creature swooping over my face.
Then I passed out. Would wake up around 10 AM feeling fine and dandy.
Just like to throw the Ambi-ending in there. It just caps off the trip nicely.
Oh and ambien makes typing fun. Im on one right now, and god the stupid txt box is rotating my words are moving around and the emoticons on the right are laughin at my confusion.
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