dun give a fuck if this is read.

[it was.]

its been.. awhile. i've lost track of months but thats just due to bad memory.
im gunna say 3 months? maybe even 2.
i let you go.
my choice, i know.
its not that im yurning for you here
because i know i still have to settle
but i enjoy the every-after week rememberance
its not even every-after, more like on occasion.
but i do miss you.
today as i was waking up
i realize you were my best friend
sorry i tried to have sex with you so much
when we did it was awesome. but thats not the point.
you were my best friend and there was a love.
there was a love.
you helped me grow a little even though i never really listened.
you are fucking beautiful im sorry ive thrown you in all those directions.
you are Fucking beautiful.
i remember when we first met
you sitting on the steps
and me saying fuck it im going for it
and we talked
it was awesome.
a traffic ticket sent me there
a traffic accident sent you there
but we were there
and thats how we met

the first days, weeks, then months.
the beginning
you showed me purity, innocence
well, not showed. you reminded me
that there are new beginnings.
i really did love you
even if it took awhile to realize it.
im growing up. i promise.

 

[crshnbrn200]

I can relate to this all to much. Good read

 

[Tanuki_23]

me too. the whole best friend/fall in love/fall out of relationship/still in love . . . Ive been there/Im there.