DigitalRidah
Bluelighter
Put a knife to my (x) best friends throat and told him to stop talking shit about me because i was going crazy and i couldnt really control myself.
Before if he was talking shit, i would have just ignored it and let it float in the back of my head, or just pretend that he wasn't talking about me, but the whole time it was eatten away at me.It was like he was only my friend for the stuff my family and I did for him, i knew this deep down inside but i never wanted to accept it.
that nightr I was so high and so frustrated at trying to be nice and pretend that things were good that i just snapped....
I learned alot that night. The biiggest thing iI learned is that I was an Xstacy addict. I also found out who my friend really was. I could understand him wanting to move out and not be my friend, but I never expectaed him to just leace walking out on the lease and leaving me to pay the rent myself. It showed me that I should have listened to my feelings.
Digital
Look up we are all looking at the same stars
Before if he was talking shit, i would have just ignored it and let it float in the back of my head, or just pretend that he wasn't talking about me, but the whole time it was eatten away at me.It was like he was only my friend for the stuff my family and I did for him, i knew this deep down inside but i never wanted to accept it.
that nightr I was so high and so frustrated at trying to be nice and pretend that things were good that i just snapped....
I learned alot that night. The biiggest thing iI learned is that I was an Xstacy addict. I also found out who my friend really was. I could understand him wanting to move out and not be my friend, but I never expectaed him to just leace walking out on the lease and leaving me to pay the rent myself. It showed me that I should have listened to my feelings.
Digital
Look up we are all looking at the same stars