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Dumb things to do when paranoid.

DOB said:
On datura,atropa belladona and nutmeg i was runing away from all those phantom peoples for two days straight.I am not normaly paranoid but my stupid fucktardet uncle beated my twice that thay becose he stop using many sedative medications cold turkey.I walked total 50-60km... at the end police helicopter with termocamera chased me.All my family chased my,police... everyone! On the beach,in the forest... they chased my everywhere,i was unable to hide :D When i finaly gave up and walked to them to have a talk they all started to disapear,like smoke.Scary as fuck,all the time i was thinking that i am sober.
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that is insane. hahaha.
 
Playings silent hill all night and then walking home in the dark late at night is a bad plan.
 
I had dyed my hair black whist on alcohol and meth for 2 straight days. Anyway, apparently when I had first gotten out of the shower with the dyed hair, the dye was not completely all of the way rinsed and I got a few purplish streaks of dye running down my upper body. Not noticing at the time, I put a shirt on and went about my way.

That night I take the shirt off and seriously freak out, thinking that the meth had done something absolutely horrible to my veins. Plus, I had a small purple blotch on my side, which I immediately thought was Kaposi's sercoma, which illogically led to me diagnosing myself with HIV. I was seriously ready to call my family and tell them that I would soon have AIDS and that I had failed them as a son. Even after I realized that my disease was coming off with a washcloth and water, I actually goggled skin diseases that could have the illusion of being "rubbed off."

Fucking meth. It's always about diagnosing myself with diseases. Why can't I ever just want to hide in a closet?
 
Went to school high, need I say more? I'm sure we've all had that experience, its the one day ever teacher calls on you.
 
I was a heavy meth user, at this stage I had been using about 5 years everyday.
I was brushing my teeth, when I noticed one of the teeth @ the back had rotted.
I'd been awake about a week I'd say, anyway I thought that if I didn't get rid of this rotten back tooth that all my mouth would soon rot, then eventually it would rot my whole body.
I started calling all these people and ranting on about it, they told me to go to the dentist but I was convinced if I didn't get it out ASAP all my mouth would be completely rotted
So I got pliers and pulled it out(fucking ouch) and now I have a missing back tooth. Hot
 
claire22 said:
I was a heavy meth user, at this stage I had been using about 5 years everyday.
I was brushing my teeth, when I noticed one of the teeth @ the back had rotted.
I'd been awake about a week I'd say, anyway I thought that if I didn't get rid of this rotten back tooth that all my mouth would soon rot, then eventually it would rot my whole body.
I started calling all these people and ranting on about it, they told me to go to the dentist but I was convinced if I didn't get it out ASAP all my mouth would be completely rotted
So I got pliers and pulled it out(fucking ouch) and now I have a missing back tooth. Hot
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Was it actually rotting, or just an illusion?
 
lol it was actually rotting. i have another rotting one but i didnt pull that out cos i didnt see it @ the time. lol. now i have a missing back tooth, classy
SwiftSerenity I dunno I was a huge addict for many years, I just kept going & going til I couldnt anymore
 
lol fuck no.
i did it everyday for almost 7 yrs, it was my first priority above everything, even myself.
relapsed today after 11 days clean. motherfucker:(
 
HOLY FUCK this thread is fucking awesome. man i just spent the last hour laughing my balls off fuck, i love it!

I remember one time when i was younger i somehow thought it would be a good idea to come home and grab some xbox controllers while under the influence of a good amount of mushrooms and valium...at 3am while my mother was sleeping. Anyways she wakes up i get caught hardly able to speak and am told to go to bed, but of course i just really need to get high. so i sneak back downstairs and into my backyard being extra quiet cause i sure as fuck aint goin down twice in one night. After smoking i remember thinking OK! put the bong in the middle of the floor so you dont forget to bring it back up with you, i mean i have to walk by it to get upstairs! sounds good right? well not when youve eaten a bunch of benzos and can barely remember 2 seconds ago. Next thing i know its morning and im waking up to my mom throwing my bong at me in my bed yelling at me. haha fucking paranoia and benzos dont mix lol

claire22 said:
lol fuck no.
i did it everyday for almost 7 yrs, it was my first priority above everything, even myself.
relapsed today after 11 days clean. motherfucker:(
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that stinks! im positive youll rise and conquer that beast again!
 
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lol me and a few friends were high as fuck, and we went to wendys for some munchies, so were at the drive thru, sounding stupid as fuck, and of course we ordered alot of stuff, so they told us to pull up to the parking lot and they'll bring the food to us, and were all thinking ohh fuck he knows were high, hes just gonna call the cops, and we were debating on just leaving, but we paidalready, so 2 of my friends left and walked across the street, and i told my friend to get rid of the weed, he had a half eighth, so he threw it it the bushes

i started to think maybe hes not calling the cops, so i got the bag of weed and put it in my pocket, and it turns out they r eally were just bringing out our food

my friend didnt even know i got his weed, and he was insisting we look through the bushes and get his weed back, but i kept saying no we'll look too sketchy.

it was scary as hell, but hey i got free weed and some wendys
 
long meth binge, i always see things.
i walk into my bathroom and i start seeing flies EVERYWHERE, buzzing around and i freaked out.
i thought my house had been invaded by flies. i grabbed fly spray and sprayed the whole can around the room, flies still buzzing.
ran outside and waited outdoors for a few hours til i came back in, ran straight to my room and cried then had another pipe, hahaa.
 
I get kinda paranoid from weed nowadays, but sometimes I actually ENJOY it in a sick sort of way. It can be fun to scare yourself :)

I like to smoke too much weed, then watch conspiracy theory stuff on Youtube or just let my mind run wild by giving in to the paranoia lol. Being in a large, loud, crowded group of people is also exhilarating, especially if you already suffer from social anxiety to a degree like me. Sometimes just listening to my heart pound after smoking weed gets my anxiety going, which is scary as hell, but kinda fun.

Haha, can't believe I admitted that crazy-sounding shit on the INTERWEBZ!!!
 
when i'm driving on coke or meth i always get super paranoid... i'm constantly turning around, thinking that everyone behind me is a cop, to the point of almost getting in an accident. so stupid but i can't seem to help it.
 
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