So Swim been on and off of bluelight and opiates and benzo's, for like 7 years. Today was the first time swim hadnt even touch anything besides those two and pot since he was 19 years old.
Background, and what happened
Swim live in what use to be the projects, even though they tore them down and built nice apartments its still not a good area... They lady next do who swim has know was an alcoholic from day one, approached swim and we started talking while smoking a cig. Know we have a nice friendly relationship and un denounced to SWIM she is a base head. I had my suspicions but never knew for sure till tonight.. SWIM notice a large guy sitting on the couch who he didn't know(obviously crack dealer) They passed swim the stem and what do SWIM do??? he light it up. Swim had already blown a 30mg opana like three hours before hand so He really don't know why he did it... SWIM absolutely hates crack cocaine even when he was blowing powder by the .25 OZ he never ever smoked crack except for two other occasions. One it was laced in a blunt that he didn't know about,found out real fast and the other time SWIM was on my way to my first inpatient treatment facility, figured really why the fuck not,lol...
So SWIM threw in and scored a tenner from buddy. Come to find out later this motherfucker had some of the best Number#3 smack HE HAS seen in this god forsaken town. It had to have some fent in it BC SWIM ISNT PLAYIN best shit he's seen in like a year and suprisingly clean. shot was heaven.
Anyway SWIM feels really guilty right know. HE knows what He did was wrong.. He guesses He must just learn from this and move forward, crack is whack. Is it Cliche or two face that SWIM rrecreationally and for chronic pain use opiates, smack, and benzo's yet just look at what swim just did like it is the SCUM of the EARTH inwhich it is....... Crack has absolutly no place in society... Fuck that shit.. Swim doesn't mean to whine but he feels like a dumb motherfcujer
Background, and what happened
Swim live in what use to be the projects, even though they tore them down and built nice apartments its still not a good area... They lady next do who swim has know was an alcoholic from day one, approached swim and we started talking while smoking a cig. Know we have a nice friendly relationship and un denounced to SWIM she is a base head. I had my suspicions but never knew for sure till tonight.. SWIM notice a large guy sitting on the couch who he didn't know(obviously crack dealer) They passed swim the stem and what do SWIM do??? he light it up. Swim had already blown a 30mg opana like three hours before hand so He really don't know why he did it... SWIM absolutely hates crack cocaine even when he was blowing powder by the .25 OZ he never ever smoked crack except for two other occasions. One it was laced in a blunt that he didn't know about,found out real fast and the other time SWIM was on my way to my first inpatient treatment facility, figured really why the fuck not,lol...
So SWIM threw in and scored a tenner from buddy. Come to find out later this motherfucker had some of the best Number#3 smack HE HAS seen in this god forsaken town. It had to have some fent in it BC SWIM ISNT PLAYIN best shit he's seen in like a year and suprisingly clean. shot was heaven.
Anyway SWIM feels really guilty right know. HE knows what He did was wrong.. He guesses He must just learn from this and move forward, crack is whack. Is it Cliche or two face that SWIM rrecreationally and for chronic pain use opiates, smack, and benzo's yet just look at what swim just did like it is the SCUM of the EARTH inwhich it is....... Crack has absolutly no place in society... Fuck that shit.. Swim doesn't mean to whine but he feels like a dumb motherfcujer
